262. Why is Nothing Ever Good Enough?

 

Continuing from

220. Drug Culture: Mad Society as a Lifestyle

From the previous blog

And this is How we got ourselves to create all forms of discomfort with ourselves as a physical body, as a being in this world: we accepted our Thinking as who we are, we accepted our internal conflict/ discomfort/ tormented thoughts as ‘who we are,’ we accepted this emotional distress as ‘who we are,’ we accepted these judgments of emotions and feelings as ‘who I am’  – this is what we have become: a mind-possessed individual by a system that we accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become, a system that reflects that inherent separation from who we are as physical beings.

 

The perks of stopping participation in our thoughts, feelings and emotions is finally establishing a point of stability in the physical wherein we learn how to breathe, learn how we operate as our mind and then realize that it is not necessary to feel or become emotional to be alive, which was one of the greatest fallacies I admit having lived by throughout my life, just like everyone else did as well. Essentially, getting to know how we operate as the mind, understanding how it is a system that runs for and as energy and how we can stop defining our lives according to what goes on in our minds and actually become self-directive as it is one of the key aspects that should be integral to our education from the moment we step into this world.

 

Currently, this entire world-system is designed to support and enhance who we are as the mind, because that is what we believed ‘living’ was about: existing as thoughts, feelings, emotions in order to ‘get somewhere’ and ‘get fulfilled’ somehow, never satisfied, never complete, never good enough unless one would get the greatest job in the world, the greatest partner, the most money to be successful in the world. This energetic drive being taught from the moment your parents teach you what positive reward is and you learn how to compete against others in school, is what becomes the “living principle” for your life: striving to live, fighting to live, doing all you can to achieve your dreams – but, who said such dreams were innate to you? Who said that you have to follow each human being’s dreams that is based upon having a point of superiority in this world compared to everyone else? No one, we just have followed the current and the drive as if it was truly our intention and meaning to do so.

 

Because we did not understand how the mind operates through generating friction and conflict to generate energy – just like you have to stroke two sticks against each other to create fire or create friction on the phosphorus of a match to ignite the flame – anything that we define ourselves as through energy as an experience – emotion or feeling – becomes a point of self interest when we define ourselves according to such experience, later on becoming ‘that which creates a point of pleasure/ turmoil in our minds/ that which we like or enjoy, that which we hate or love’ – all of it only knowledge and information, which is what we then learn how to define ourselves by: our mind, but: where’s the physical body considered in all of this? Are we aware of how we are getting all these thoughts and inner energetic churnings? No, and that’s been the greatest and real secret veiled from our eyes: all energetic experiences represent the point of abuse we have blindly participated in, because we never questioned how the mind worked.

 

But, this self interest is not stemming from a genuine self-experience of seeking happiness, love and bliss, we only look for such ‘positivity’ because of the inherent basic self-experience that exists within the context of the negative. Who creates such instability in our day to day living experience? As explained in the previous blog: as physical beings we don’t require to have a temporary emotional or feeling high to be alive, we are alive the moment that we eat, breathe, relate to others, have a massive reproductive process going on as all our cells and vital processes in our physical body take place as we eat and consume other living beings that enable us to continue alive, we coexist with an innumerable amount of living beings that have a life of their own that is perfectly self-aware of how they co-operate with the rest of the species, environment as an entire ecosystem that functions according to physical laws that enable life to be existent. They are aware, we are not – the reason? Being only seeing reality through the mind that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to define ‘who we are’ as – only – and this has prevented us from ever seeing what is really being consumed in the name of our personal ‘positive experiences’ without ever asking: but Why am I seeking for happiness, love, eternal bliss and enjoyment in the first place?

 

The descriptions we’ve gotten from how the mind operates in the physical can reveal to us one thing: we are really truly only seeing the world of shadows while missing the actual reality that is probably looking like some interdimensional H.R. Giger world that we have conveniently numbed ourselves from seeing/ being aware of at all times. Frightening? Well, if we could see our murky waters contaminated by our own participation in the mind, I’m sure that our depiction of beauty in the outside would be reduced to being a collective hallucination of seeing beautiful paradises in a concrete jungle.  A mirage/ a mirror of the mind that only sees this physical reality according to the knowledge and information that we have trained ourselves to see and react to, just like applications running with other applications: never understanding their own basic code/ programming at all.

 

This is how Life has been reduced to an image, to a good feeling, a nice experience that we collectively fool ourselves to enjoy,  but most of the times it is only us following the same white elephant in our minds that ends up being nothing else but the same old thing that we can feel ‘happy’ about within the idea of who we are as the mind, but this is only for a moment until it runs dry and becomes ‘old’ again, because it no longer creates the same excitement, it becomes something ‘usual’ and all the friction and conflict as fear or desire is simply not there any loner – and what happens here? We start believing that There is Something Wrong with Us, that we are inherently flawed, never fulfilled, never satisfied, always looking for self outside in a relationship, in a certain social position, money, sex, drugs or rock and roll then… what are we exactly fighting for/ aiming at? Have you stopped for a moment to wonder: what are you exactly Doing in your life, what is it for?

 

Life became a jackpot to win, never pondering why I sought to experience ‘More’ than myself – unfortunately I sought for answers, making myself an intellectual junkie that could someday get a meaning for life while missing out every single breath that could power all my emotions and feelings in a desire to someday be something magnificent, great, fulfilled – I bet we all spend our entire lifetimes waiting for our lives to happen and then, nothing comes/ nothing happens awe are just kept searching for meanings and purpose outside of ourselves, building an experience of self loathing, dissatisfaction that oozes through every word we speak, ignoring the reality of ourselves.

 

If who we are as the mind has driven us to where we are now in humanity then what’s really there to lose by deciding to stop following these white elephants in our minds and instead dare to get to know, see and understand how we created such tormenting thoughts in the first place, to common sensically see: okay, I have followed ‘my dreams,’ my desires – where have I truly gotten myself to? Am I supporting myself to become a better human being? Have I become a self directive person within all the daily conversations I hold in my mind?  We all dislike to feel ‘bad’ and ‘down,’ however it is all in our minds: the physical body does not require a mood to function properly, like suddenly needing some drama to digest our food better, or requiring some adrenaline to be able to separate the proteins in order to assimilate them as nutrients for our body – and this is how anything that we Believe we need in order to be ‘alright’ as an energetic experience of either a perceived positive or negative experience, is what becomes an energetic pattern that we become addicted to in order to ‘be alright.’

 

Existing in/as the mind means one will never be good enough, one will never be at peace and ease because the mind thrives on friction and conflict, just like any engine requires to create a spark to generate the combustion that enables movement, and just like an engine requires fuel: we are consuming this physical reality as our fuel due to existing as this never-fulfilled engine that cannot be sustainable, how could it be when we got billions of human beings chasing after the same mind-fueled dreams while neglecting other couple of billion that are existing with the minimal amount of fuel/self support, existing without any ‘dream’ other than having food and the basic means to live, while we can be thriving for the next greatest product to buy and upgrade in our current lifestyles – yet we are all human beings and the only thing that has created a difference is the amount of money we were able to have access to, that’s what is really defining what type of dreams we will have: having food, shelter, clothing, sanitation, water, education and a general stable environment to live in or your next gadget, clothing, car, trips around the world, you name it, and there’s nothing ‘wrong’ with wanting such things either, it is just how we have deliberately maimed the possibility for all beings to have equal opportunity to also be able to enjoy life the same way that us having money have the opportunity to do. Is it acceptable? As long as there are beings that have no access to this, it isn’t – hence:

 

The greatest challenge we are walking in this Process is to unhook ourselves from the addiction toward our own mind, because as we go we will understand how this inner-turmoil that we have identified ourselves as is what leads us to ‘mitigate’ the experience with further energy, which is just like adding more fuel to our already filled up tank wherein we over-drive ourselves to get somewhere/ become someone, chasing after chasing this mirage of fulfillment that can never be real, how could it be if it was all only brewed in our own mind?

 

After reading this, you might get some proper context of how we have been chasing this illusionary or phantasmal tale that we placed as a goal within our life, which has been molded and shaped according to what everyone else has also believed they should follow: love, money, health, beauty, peace and everything linked to a successful living, attaining all the money in the world that should be given by default as a living-right and resource to all beings Equally, instead of being isolated ‘goals’ to ‘attain’ throughout a life of suffering and competition. If we remove the ‘fight for survival’ factor in our reality, I’m sure that we will have much more time to ponder what is it in fact that we believed we had to be/become in order to be ‘fulfilled.’ And this, will slowly but surely enable a real awakening by each human being: we have only been chasing after our own tails, who we are is complete as a unit and we just require to learn how to coexist as organic beings that function as an integral part of a greater ecosystem, that’s it.

 

At the moment our functioning is in complete opposition and reverse to ‘the greater scheme,’ which should point out a few things: We have only been destroying ourselves and neglecting life due to following the voices in our heads, it is not that we are insane or there is something wrong with us, we just have to understand why and how such ‘flawed’ nature exists only in our mind, learn how to correct ourselves as our mind, stand one and equal to our physical boy and as such: learn how to Live as a physical being – after all we all wanted to be happy, but happiness is not a mental flickering place, but a constant stability of having everything that we require as self support given and received in equality, realizing that it is possible to support All beings equally – that’s what I truly see will make me finally at ease: never again having to see one single person suffer in this world, one single animal, plant or insect killed by our human negligence. For that, we must stop being hooked on our self-created abusive delusions in our mind and that is done through Self-Forgiveness, Self Honesty, Self Corrective Application and Breathing to always be aware of what is REAL in this reality and how we are and have always been complete and functional here, it is only in our minds that we haven’t been so, and that is what we are standing up for here.

 

“But, fortunately – Life Continues, when the Road of Consciousness Ends. And eventually, Life will be Restored – even on Earth, and Consciousness will be Eradicated Forever.” – Bernard Poolman 

 

Let’s do this, my fellow humans.

 

For further support:

Desteni

Desteni Lite Process – Online Free Course

Desteni I Process

Equal Money System : the end to our delusional successful drives to only benefit ‘one’ and instead benefit ALL as Oneself in Equality, as an actual unit and self-sustainable organism.

 

TheIllusion

Blogs:

Day 262: Consciousness is a Parasite

New Year / New HERE: DAY 262

 

Further Support:

If you ever get violent thoughts/imagination and don’t know what to do, support yourself with:

Demons in the Afterlife – Part 18+19

If you see yourself thinking that only through having a relationship you will be satisfied, listen to

Relationship Success Support – Intimacy Personality (Part 2)

And great support to understand our constant mind-activity and how to become self directive as it:

Quantum Systemization – Repetitive Thought Pattern Control System – Part 13
Quantum Systemization – The Time Control System – Part 12

About Marlen

I'm a human being that has decided to live by the principle of Life in Equality and place myself as a point of support for everyone that's willing to birth themselves as Life in this world. View all posts by Marlen

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