update to may 30th music post

+++Update may 30th ++++++++++++
Marlen wrote:
What I’ve experienced is some tingling, mostly like goosebumps when i listen to certain songs.. but this might be mindfuick as well… hmm it’s as if ants walked within my body and extended through it all. Dont’ know why this happens but i used to have it before as well. But this time specific with music. So would like perspective because if i have to stop it I will… just to know where it comes from thanks

Answer:
The sensation experienced here Marlen, is when a physical manifested memory construct system – ‘activate’ within hearing the sound and words.

When this occurs – observe your mind and the thoughts that arise, as the thoughts as memories will pertain to the physical manifested system within and as you – which has become you, which has formed part of your self-definition of the mind.

Margot

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think believe and perceive that i was being one and equal with music without realizing that i fact was being a physical manifested memory construct system activated within and as certain sounds and words
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to attach myself as the mind while experiencing music
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within and as certain musical states
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allowed myself to be formed/designed by music of this world
i forgive myself that i ever accepted and allowe me to enjoy your funeral… gee where did this SF come from? gee ! why who why this guy enjoying funeral why where?
hmm ok that was weird as i was typing almost with closed eyes

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define weird as having a closed eyes experience within and as thoughts pictures and images
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define me within and as godspeed you! black emperor song sleep
i forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to define my life as being followed my a certain kind of music depending on time
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself for being noticed as an all time music listener.
I forgive myself tha ti have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as pictures and words and images within and throughout my life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to slip into the mind while sharing secrets because … ? secrets’ where? why?
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deem/perceive i have secrets to take out.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define music as the purest self expression of it all
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself t o take music in separation of myself as being able to trigger some emotions and feelings within me
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define me as being “feeling” the music while experiencing goosebumps, ants-all-over-body sensation while listening to certain sounds and words
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ever enjoy of such goosebumps and feelings that were manifested while listening to specific sounds and music that i deemed as being “filled with emotions”
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define me as being a deeply emotional person within and as hearing music
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowd myself to ever think/believe/perceive that these movements within me had to to with tree of life enjoying music as me. LOL .. that makes no sense but i thought it
I forgive myself tha ti have accepted and allowed myself to judge my self forgiveness sentences

i am one and equal with music