Self Porn Support for Everyone

This is really cool self support for every-one – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr5rGV_5lOc

I definitely respect this standing – 
and this is the One Vote for World Equality video for the current chain-vlog submission of World Equality vote campaign that has just started – join in, won’t take long to make the statement and be part of moving the words.
Okay so I hadn’t watched this video by Robert but definitely my respect to him and his overall standing wtihin this in sharing and exposing himself with actual realizations that have all the experience of himself doing it behind the actual point of standing up – that is fascinating and this video definitely can support many if they allow so. 
So sex is everywhere yes, wherever you go in sub4sub you’ll see at least one action in that channel that has to do with sex or appearing attractive or bluntly wanting to be appealing just for subbing – lol hey that could be even yet another form of selling your body for subbing – anyways, porn is everywhere, suggestive images are everywhere not only on channels, but EVERYWHERE in this world and even if an image is Not, the inherent inner-human mind already acts and performs actions and thoughts based upon that primary ‘thought’ that has become of a sexual-addiction or sexual-desire. 
WIthin my experience I can definitely say that has been so, I definitely considered myself more like a ‘man’ with regards to having been constantly thinking of sex and became completely aware of it at a very early age in how it functioned as the activation through movies, images in music videos pff the network of construct manifestations is extensive in how it gets imprinted and refurbished and renewed all around as the matrix, as it feeds-upon the energy that the mind puts on to it to simply keep existing. 
How fucked up we are that we spend so much time thinking about this, it’s blunt self-interest when one is not in a proper ‘agreement’ to do so – it is completely mind-invasion that happens as this physical urges that  yes, we can breathe through it but the thought just keeps coming and coming and coming and I decided to follow my thoughts and lead me to realize that i would only end up ‘falling’ within myself and feeling bad about ‘giving head’ to my desires and urges – so, it is definitely not cool and only a definitive stop like this can solve the problem. One breath, no bullshit and no diversion from the point to give a certain ‘allowance’ to it. I can’t omit from my experience the fact that I was pretty much used to a constant sexual activity and then when it suddenly stopped It has certainly kept me ‘busy’ when not breathing and just feeding bs to myself as ‘wants’ and ‘needs’ that are justified as physical needs – it doesn’t matter if they are or not, I simply have to stop and not allow any deviation from myself here – I have written extensively on this point before – before it was ‘run’ by a system I was carrying, now it is simply me giving way to thoughts and desires deliberately, which is unacceptable. 
So, pff what to do with this constant bombing of images and sounds and whatnot around sex? just breathe realize what it is, what is there for, it’s like the constant chocolate-feeding for any choco addict, it keeps you bound to it, it keeps re-activating any fucked up thing in the mind. 
So, I simply don’t want to be another human slave to this, it’s simply not acceptable and thanks to Robert for opening this up – sex is something beyond all the bullshit that we see as images and pictures and sounds and story-lines that we get fed every single day in the matrix – none of that is actual sex or real in any case – it is fucked up the denigration that’s happened through sex when in fact it should be (yes I dare to say SHOULD be) the opposite – 
It is fucked up having to live in a world where children are idolizing ‘pop (porn) starts’ that feed nothing but sex images and the whole sexindustry that gives them more and more money to continue feeding the same machine – it’s absolutely … what the fuck, I don’t even have a word for that, beyond unacceptable just plain sick that everyone thinks nothing but that. I can relate to what robert says not as ‘me’ thinking about a man specifically on certain parts of the body and going all on in my head, no – but mostly as being the subject/object of such lascivious fucking stares every fucking where – men that spent their time jacking off in their mind to the image of a female should definitely wear the female’s shoes and feel the disgust for the self-abuse they are accepting and allowing. 
Unacceptable and because I cannot only point out fingers, I accept what exists here as myself, as a reflection of what has been going on in my head which is constantly fed with and re-activated where my will to stop hasn’t been sufficient to actually physically stop. 
So, Here I stop – 

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I share my realizations and perspectives within learning how to live life in self-honesty to expand and grow as a person in this world. #IMatter View all posts by Marlen

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