What is ‘Natural’ to us?
This comes through as something that we can easily relate-to and something that seems fairly ‘easy’ or that doesn’t require an extra-effort or struggle to do – this can only be through pre-programming, information acquired from dna and other information transferred as ‘who we are’ as an energetic-personality point. This point explains why to someone being ‘disciplined’ is fairly easy or ‘natural’ and why to others it is something to struggle-with and not ‘natural’ which means that ‘extra-effort’ has to be placed to actually get to a constant position as ‘discipline’. This is one of the points wherein we still exist in inequality in relation to one another and thus the importance of Equalizing everyone and establishing common-sensical points for all to live as.
From this point I remember early on in process applying self forgiveness for that which I perceived as ‘natural’ as in being something that I considered as ‘quality’ within myself, and thus forgiving myself as that program that I had become and lived as which maintained the inequality from other beings which certainly created a ‘difference’ in relation to me and my peers at some point – thus from an early age pondered ‘why’ it is that for some kids some things are easy, ‘natural’ and some others aren’t which can be precisely the opposite points of what I am ‘naturally’ able to do and what I’m not able to do with such ease as others – basic simple comparison points which lead to that constant inequality fed and ingrained even more with the way the Education System works..
So, within applying Self Forgiveness for that which I perceived as the ‘good’ or ‘qualities’ within myself, I declared myself as being able to now direct and take on this resonant points as self direction and giving it an equal and one cause – within this the perceived ‘specialness’ has obviously to be deleted and stand as a point wherein everyone has to inevitably get to – if even a crumb of desire of being ‘special remains’ it is to realize: Equalization in a total-complete manner is not being supported by you.
Within discussing the point of how two people can ‘come-together’ I placed the word ‘Natural’/’Naturally’ when speaking about it which was pointed out by Lauri and thus a very cool observation of how we take for granted the point of ‘what is natural’ and thus immediately taken for granted as what comes ‘natural’ as in being inherently pre-programmed and seems ‘easy to relate-to’ which is simply – in this example- how it is most likely due to a resonant point that we perceive a point to be ‘natural’ –
Redefining Natural implies applying self forgiveness for that which we’ve accepted as ‘natural’ yet we see it is not ‘natural’ for everyone equally and thus, apply and live the corrective application of self-directive points that we see are able to be applied by everyone equally as part of the equalization of human stance and basic self-support to be able to live in this world in full-capacity of standing equal to any other being without having to make-use of ‘preprogrammed’ points that can create a ‘huge’ difference.
I realize we can’t get to be completely and exactly the same and that at the moment we got our ‘weak’ points which have to become our ‘strength’ which is basically taking that ‘low’ to an average level and our ‘strengths’ we can use for the best of all within the system, yet not defining ourselves or ‘adding’ the illusion of ‘extra-value’/ ‘value’ for that which comes-through as such – everything has to be directed within a one and equal stance so that we make-sure we don’t support the inherent inequality that keeps this world turning in separation of one another – not only beings as ‘humans’ but everything else – knowledge is a fuck up – so being self-conscious at the level of ‘what is natural to us’ is simply accepting that definition to be creating a rift within the moment as we are limiting and defining ourselves according to such parameters which is only ‘praising’ our programming –
Found it quite cool to reflect upon this and how it came-through as my expression as a ‘normal word’ yet not really placing myself as the word and seeing what it entailed as my experience.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think believe and perceive myself to have ‘natural abilities’ that stand as the comparison point of that which isn’t coming ‘naturally’ to other humans
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having ever praised my ‘natural abilities’ of doing something in relation to others and thus, existing as constant comparison just like any system that is defined according to the environment, instead of simply acting in the moment, directing and using that which exists as ‘myself’ for the best of all – this implies no self definition as being ‘special’ for such qualities or ‘less than’ if perceiving myself to ‘not’ have these ‘qualities’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever ‘show off’ my abilities/capabilities for the sake of being considered as ‘superior’ or to ‘hide’ whenever i considered myself to exist in a position of disparity in relation to others as being ‘inferior’-to and ‘incapable’-of doing what others did.
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse of everyone having a ‘weak-point’ and a ‘strong-point’ as a form of never pushing myself to transcend my own accepted limitations and seeing it as ‘the way the system works’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my perceived/accepted ‘strong-points’ as a point to compensate for my apparent ‘lack’-of and ‘inability’ to do/perform/resolve and stand as a particular point that I saw would come with great ease towards others, thus seeking points to ‘feel better’ about myself by feeling that I had to ‘push’ to bring-up my ‘natural abilities’ so that I wasn’t seen as ‘inferior’/ ‘incapable’-of, ‘less’-than.
Within that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to support the inequality as the system within myself by supporting the idea of myself as having ‘weak’ and ‘strong’ points that had to be balanced out by making myself ‘more-than’ when perceived being in an ‘inferior-point’ and ‘feeling-better’ about myself whenever being in the perceived ‘more-than’/’superior’ position in which I would feel ‘at ease’ and everything coming/ existing as something ‘natural’ to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use ‘natural’ as a word to create a reference for that which I have accepted within myself as a ‘strength’ which implies that this ability is not ‘natural’ per se, but acts in relation to an immediate process of comparing myself to another wherein I use ‘natural’ only in relation to a point of ‘struggle’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to understand and use the word ‘natural’ as a ‘positive’-point, as a ‘strength’ and as something that ‘makes me more than others’ wherein self-deception lies within this point showing that I use the word ‘natural’ as a way of ‘showing off’ and ‘swaggering’ around my ‘abilities’ and/or ‘qualities’ which have come through and played-out only to create further separation between beings and myself – standing within both polarities ‘more-than’ and ‘less-than’ –
‘swagger’ – self importance
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make use of that which I defined as being ‘natural’ to me as a point of ‘arrogance’ and creating ‘self-importance’ in relation to others – any definition within a polarity point has to exist in relation to others thus,
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live myself as a definition, as a role and pre-programmed character that reflects upon-itself in comparison to others just to find a point of ‘identification’ in relation to others –
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to ever accept the point of ‘knowing myself’ as a point to enhance the ‘self importance’ I perceived of myself instead of ever questioning this and using it as self support to see where I am not standing equal-to another and allowing separation perceiving that it is a ‘natural thing’ for some to be ‘up’ and some to be ‘down’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever accept ‘inequality’ as something ‘natural’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept ‘flaws’ and ‘qualities’ which stand as the polarity I play-out as ‘natural’ and thus believing, thinking and perceiving I can’t do ‘anything’ as it is ‘the way it is’, it is ‘natural’
I forgive myself that I ever accepted and allowed myself to perceive ‘fear’ as something ‘natural’
wait… I forgive myself that I ever accepted and allowed myself to see/perceive and believe that anything of me that I play-out as ‘who I am’ is something ‘natural to me’ because I see and realize there is nothing ‘natural’ in the re-defined way – we are going to be re-programming ourselves which implies ‘new program’ and correcting/aligning points we’ve already been programmed as.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the experience of becoming ‘horny’ as natural instead of realizing it is an actual energetic-possession taking place wherein I have to direct it as breathe here to diffuse the energetic compound and thus, not give-in to the possession but actually use it as a point of self-support for the entirety of myself in the moment –
I have to apply that diligently still
So, after this elucidating self forgiveness and writing – I can see I use the words ‘until it becomes ‘natural’ as self’ – so within our process it is to take on points that we realize we can apply and live as ourselves (here is where whenever you see something of someone that you see in common-sense it is supportive and usually comes as a point of ‘comparison’ or ‘judgment’ ) and thus live that point as something ‘natural’ – natural within the realization of who we are as systems within a system and thus being able to live-ourselves as the correction of certain points until it becomes ‘ourselves’ due to the constant application = we end up living the words as ourselves ‘naturally’ as what’s best for all – this is so until All is Equal and thus we can actually explore what ‘natural’ as Actual Life is – because Life cannot exist yet if Equality is not in place –
I see that point as important to take-on to see that there is still lots to walk-through to get this point done for all equally.