Self Realization without understanding how we came to be what we see and witness on a daily basis as ourselves and our reality is virtually impossible. This is what I have assessed more so than ever this year that all the information, the actual detail of who we are, how we function and exist at an individual and existential level, our origins, the ‘why’ of virtually anything that I had asked myself and pondered about throughout my lifespan, has been explained to the T in all the information presented/ provided by Desteni through Eqafe and the blogs Heaven’s Journey to Life and Creation’s Journey to Life read from day 1. I point out these two as they are the key to understand the human mind within the consideration of the existential perspective that we had never gotten to know/ understand before in our entire human history.
This is how, I can see, realize and understand that whatever I took as knowledge in order to form a personality was mostly out of accepting ‘Fear’ as a way to exist in this world. I realize that even my personalities of being ‘opinionated’ and ‘revolutionary’ were stemming simply because of an actual ignorance, sense of powerlessness and neglect to my own participation within this reality – and as such, I took words, knowledge and information as ‘truths’ that I could use only to create another way to be ‘safe’ within my confinement of the actual support I was and still have through money, without understanding what the actual ways of change imply, what the actual Revolution as an overall change in this world, humanity and existence as a whole imply.
It is thus quite a revelation to me how looking back at this desire to change and be a ‘revolutionary person’ was still only a preprogrammed part of myself as a personality design that would upgrade through further desires to change the system, having No Clue of the causes and inner workings of such systems, because I had No Clue of myself as a body, as a mind as an individual being in this world. This Must place into perspective how easily we affiliate, adopt ideas, perspectives, beliefs of something that ‘sounds nice’ according to what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be programmed/ indoctrinated with from the knowledge, information, images that are stemming from the same/our very own environment that is constructed/ built/ upgraded and managed within the same blueprints of the same system that we sought to overcome, – see the paradox and absurdity within this – that we somehow wanted to change or ‘make more just’ without having an actual understanding of even our own mind, which must be already a Great Warning and Alert to anyone currently promoting any form of activism, opposition as we’re seeing in this world at the moment with all he protests, occupy wall street, wars, mind possessions that will go haywire if we don’t stop to take the moment to understand what the Hell is going on in this world as the result of our very own nature as humanity and existence – and also to see and realize that there is certainly a solution, yes, because we created and are the problem in the first place. However, as Bernard Poolman was saying today:
“do not support things just because you like it—test it for real and equate it to a lifetime – will it work for all as best for a lifetime—to do it just for a week –no good –live it for real – there is no easy solutions to the world problems”
There is No Easy Solutions to the World Problems indeed, as we are the end-point of the consequence that we’ve accepted and allowed to manifest and compound throughout time, and this is only taking into consideration the beginning of Human Civilization – later on I’ll explain a bit of what we must regard and consider when looking at our current world Problems.
Self Forgiveness, Commitment and Realizations upon accepting and allowing information, developing an entire ‘opposition character’ / Revolutionary Character through it without having an actual Understanding of why I was doing so and how I was only following a desire to Understand/ Know about reality outside of myself, never having had the ability to understand reality as myself, until now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold an opinion/ belief and idea of reality based on what I read, what I watch, what I hear and hold it as ‘truth’ that I then hold as part of ‘how I see the world,’ without ever having questioned what was the actuality of the evens, who was getting the most benefits from such anti-communist propaganda, why was it being feared and stopped at all cost? Which is now very clear how it was not even about communism in itself but it was a propaganda against anything that could consider a more just and egalitarian society, without having understood the level of mind control that exist not only within governmental and socio-economic models, but at the level of the individual as the mind that has been the actual dictator for us to create world-systems and new ways to continue seeking after only self-interest and Never regard each one of us as one and equal. I realize that the reality of what we have become as the mind is the actual creator of all of the current world events that we are witnessing, since it takes a massive process of identification with one particular group of people/ political affiliation/ nation/ culture in order to create an opposition toward another for not communing with the same ‘views’ which are always based on personal/group preferences, destined to create problems if such interests oppose the persona/ group interests of others and as such, we have conflict and further warfare that stems from the individual in itself and then onto reality as a hole
I commit myself to expose how it is vital for all of us human beings to understand the inner workings of ourselves, as our own physical body in relation to the mind, to understand the actual extent of the problem that has always been here as our very nature and that it won’t just go away nor with communism, nor with capitalism and it is only with the Equal Money System that we can get to a position of learning how to support each other as equals, to provide a certainty to be able to survive physically – BUT it won’t end there. The actual change of humanity and the world system inevitably and invariably begins at an individual level. This is of utmost importance to understand the forces that we are dealing with Within our very own mind as individuals, which is and has been the actual creator of this world system in order to continue satisfying a mind-system that feeds off of the actual physical substance in order to survive – and that this very mechanism is the actual source and key to understand all conflicts between Equals, all deliberate neglect to one another, all deliberate separation in order for consciousness as our mind as a system to Win at all times, because it can only thrive in separation, in conflict, in constant and continuous friction that begins within ourselves as our own mind as thoughts, feelings and emotions that We are responsible for, as the nature of Consciousness is not ‘alien’ to us, it is who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become. It is our Mirror in fact that we have to Understand first in order to correct the problem from its root
Within this, I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to generate more inner conflict within myself when seeing wars and learning about what was happening in the world within ‘conflictive zones’ in ex USSR and Middle East generally, wherein as a child or a young person, I had no further explanation, I had no ‘political specialists’ to explain to me and within this, because of not having an explanation, generate a desire To KNOW how the world works based only on information that I would get from the TV or the occasional talks with my uncle and aunt that were more informed or at school – yet even that, was always within the confinement of what we as human beings understood/ were able to explain as ‘world events’ and mechanism of the world, without having a clue of the Actual Reality that was going behind the scenes of what we can say is only the tip of the iceberg as the consequential outflows of an existential situation that we are facing currently as our reality.
This is how within Desteni, the first step is Understanding who we are as the mind as it is absolutely impossible to get to see what we have Created, Manifested and Externalized as our world-system, without understanding the inner workings of the mind, of our very cells and atoms and their own relationships formed between energy and substance and Understanding the very relationship that exist between Substance and Energy in itself, as it is really, almost impossible to make sense of this world and our current consequences that we are All living and experiencing, without understanding Reality as a Whole
Within this, I commit myself to Expose how the material at Eqafe must not be understood as something that we promote for any form of ‘personal benefit’ – it is the actual Education Required in this world that must be promoted by all means as part of our understanding of the Responsibility we hold toward ourselves and each other; it is the Actuality of what is going on in this world and the material in itself should be regarded as Basic Human Information that All beings will have to eventually be educated with, as it represents the Key to Understand ourselves, reality as a whole and be able to Within this understanding, create and establish solutions that Do Consider the limitations, the problems we face and test it out as a sustainable option for a solution that Always leads to a Best for All Outcome.
I have explained throughout my process how I considered myself to be a ‘sensitive person’ and be ‘easily affected’ by what I would see on TV and my reality (I suggest you watch: 2012: Overwhelmed with Tears by Media – YouTube for further support by Sunette Spies ) and so, it was only when obviously getting to Desteni that the world began making sense, but I can say with full absolute certainty that it was only this year that I got to understand Reality and make sense of myself, this world, this process, the entire ‘Whys’ that I had never gotten answers to within this reality. This meaning that I sought within knowledge and information in history, in philosophy, religions, occultism, Gnosticism, alchemy, astrology, Buddhism, you name it and Nothing was giving me answers to my world – the news on the paper didn’t give answers either obviously, as all of that was only the Outflow of our reality that is generated from our individual ways in which we function an exist. So, it was only through reading Heaven’s Journey to Life that it all clicked, it all made sense and I was relieved within Understanding. This is how and why we share this information, we share our process because it is Not necessary to suffer for not knowing about ourselves, life, reality, existence, ‘the end of the world’ or anything else that might only occupy our minds without resolution. Desteni, Eqafe are the key to understanding reality and Stop being a victim of knowledge and information that as I’ve explained throughout these blogs, lead me to become an ‘opinionated person’ but from the starting point of only regurgitating ideas and beliefs that I had in no way tested out/ verified or further investigated myself, which is How I can see we exist as humanity: we create these blindfolds upon knowledge and information that has been designed to Fear anything that is actually veering toward a common sensical perspective upon reality.
It is quite fascinating how everything that tormented me, that worried me and that I had accepted and allowed myself to see as an unfathomable mystery that I was probably never going to understand until ‘I die’ have become now part of my reality as what I understand of myself and this world, and the clarity and stability that we are able to give to ourselves through Self Forgiveness and Self Honesty in relation to what we are witnessing within this world, is a life changing situation. We certainly do not have to die to understand and see ‘the bigger picture’ of what is going on in reality – the understanding, the tools to support ourselves are here and within this, all existential woes are able to be Self-Forgiven and Self-Corrected through our practical understanding of what it is that we have to focus on day to day, breath by breath, as I see and realize that all the time spent in uncertainty was simply based on my desire to KNOW but never see my actual Participation within it.
It is vital to understand who we are and what we have become as the Mind/ Consciousness as a System upon the physical body and our beingness within this all in order to make sense of our reality. Otherwise, I see that it is quite a point that can drive oneself crazy if we do not grasp the forces that we are dealing with as our own ‘enemy’ which is ourselves at all times. Because Everything that is here is ourselves. And as such, there are no ‘counteracts’ but simply a process of separation from oneself that we accepted and allowed from the very beginning of our existence.
Now, this is how when looking at the world system, it is not only to look at the pictures and outflows within the context Only of human history – it is to understand the process from an existential perspective – and this is what we as human beings had Never considered until now, and this is how I cannot emphasize more the importance and relevance of the material that’s being presented in Eqafe as part of the Desteni Corpus of Investigation upon Reality at an Interdimensional Level for over 6 years now – which is the key to Realize that there is a lot more to this reality than what the Eye of the Mind meets – and this is and will be an Educational Process that we will All have to go through as part of our very basic Self-Understanding upon creation.
I realize that the real revolution won’t happen in any mainstream media type of reality, because what Desteni and Equal Money System represent is far more extreme than any concept of what Capitalism or Communism or Socialism implies, as non of the above considered the necessity of understanding the Human Mind as the basic platform to establish a world system that is able and capable of catering a platform of self support to Correct the nature of mankind to stop Acting only as an individual-self-interested system that only seeks after its own benefit and instead, Learn how to Use the Mind as a Tool to Support each other as One. This means that any system reform that is being envisioned/ proposed in our reality Must contain/ have an absolute holistic understanding of reality of us human beings, of our process of relationship formation within this system that we call ‘World-System,’ our relationship with all the other species of beings that are equally here, of the factors that are dependent on our very participation in our own mind in order to create a Solution that Contains the necessary platforms of Support to correct, align and design a New Human Being that must be created, that must be Engineered within the basic understanding of reality as a physical system instead of being indoctrinated with further values, words, pictures, ideas, concepts, emotional and feeling imprints that we are still currently educating children with, essentially maiming their ability to stand as physical beings due to immediately imposing our ‘old ways’ of how we have existed until now: mind drones that serve only self interest without even knowing or understanding where or how does that Self-Interest and that desire to get the most/ be greater that everyone else is actually stemming from and implying within ourselves as mind systems within a physical body.
How can we follow through to support or oppose a world system, a particular regime, a particular religion or political affiliation, cultural tradition, educational perspective if everything of this world has been based upon knowledge and information destined to perpetuate exactly the same system as is – essentially becoming our own Self-Brainwashing to only perpetuate the division of humanity by knowledge and information?
And when one understands the absurdity of our inner friction and conflict, it is hard not to laugh at what we have done to ourselves, but at the same time want to cry for what we’ve done in the name of our own inner-friction and conflict translated into what we are witnessing today as potential wars and further world-system fallout projections. The truth of what we’ve done and become is already here as our world and reality, and understanding the ‘why’ of it all is the basic point that is a Human Responsibility actually as it is only through understanding that any attempt to blame and point fingers at a god or creator or system or government or whatever is simply impossible to do if one is Self Honest enough.
I see realize and understand that the current outflow and consequence will take time to correct and align as it’s taking us quite a long time to get ourselves to the current stage we’re in. Thus, I allow myself to contribute to this process of Education as part of who I am as I realize that the change won’t come from an outside force that will solve it all, but each one of us that educate ourselves and are able to be the example of what understanding and Acting upon understanding implies, always veering and directing it toward a best for all outcome in Equality as Life.
– This will continue
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Relevant Links to Educate yourself and Stop being only part of the ones that ‘Revolt’ against the world without having a single clue of even how your mind operates.
To take the first steps in understanding this Process of Writing, Self Forgiveness, Self Corrective Application within the understanding of who we are as the Mind:
To Understand the beginning of Existence – nothing more and nothing less:
To Understand the preparation of what came to be Humanity explained by the creators and the main contributors to what has become our reality:
To Understand the Existential Enslavement perpetrated by the Creators of the Human Being and its direct consequence to how our world system operates and who we are within it in our current reality with direct influence on who we are and have become as the mind:
Understanding of the World System and the Individual Participation of Who we are as the mind and physical body within it as well as practical solutions to be implemented within our reality:
To Understand the Mind and Learning from other beings’ patterns in order to take responsibility for what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become:
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Understanding the Force that Creates Life – from enslavement within an energetic system to a physical equal and one self-expression to birth ourselves as Life in the Physical:
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