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Day 47: Trust in a World of Money-matters

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly trust the world system I was born into and living in, because I was taught that the government is here to care for all us, to ensure that everything that requires fine-tuning to support the well being of individual’s lives and that all actions required execute this are conducted with no delay or hesitation, wherein all forms of poverty that I would witness in my surroundings became the acceptance of that which I thought was ‘unchangeable,’ because of believing that: if the government is here to protect us all, there must be something creating a great obstacle that is making it very difficult to change the current status of poverty in this country, and within that complying to the idea that there were ‘problems’ in the system that could not be solved, without realizing only the greed and desire for power over others were such ‘great obstacles’ that still remain as a way to justify the inequality in this world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly believe that there were actual ‘impossible’ things to do/ conduct in order to create an actual well-being for all living beings in my world and reality, wherein I had deposited all faith that the government was doing all that they could in order to solve the problems in the world, without realizing that the government is simply the representation of our own abdication to us participating in the decision making and the responsibility that should be inherent to all individuals by mere virtue of coexisting as equal parts of this reality, wherein no ‘single organ’ can be made responsible for all the decision making and the actions to solve any problem – within this

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly accept ‘problems’ in the system as if it was an inevitable outflow of living in a world with many people, without ever questioning how it is that such problems have prevailed throughout history and there has been No Change and no definitive solution to them, wherein I accepted the inherent flawed quality of a system as a reality that could not be stopped, because of believing that politicians, people that were in charge of the institutions, law making and execution of justice were in fact doing ‘the best they could’ to solve such problems – without ever realizing that as long as there is a superior power over any form of law, principle or authority as what Money represents, we have abdicated our very own ‘right to live,’ and diminished it to a single side-viewed low-end experience of ‘living’ as survival-mode within a system wherein all problems stem from the inherent disregard of each others’ as equals.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to suppress the questions and observations about the world system that I had, because of the believe that I should trust that everything that is toward the benefit of all is invariably conducted to do so, without ever pondering why it is that we could have millionaires with exorbitant quantities of money – even more than ‘governments’ themselves – and have extreme poverty and starvation on the other side of the coin, which implies that the only interest that has always been at hand is greed and desire for power that is stronger than any best-for-all common sensical proposal that could benefit all individuals equally – within this

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to accept a world of extreme polarities such as wealth and starvation wherein the reality of ‘who I am’ is defined according to being in one point in between such monetarily-defined polarities wherein we have deemed ourselves as ‘not powerful enough’ to take responsibility for what we have accepted and allowed as a world-system

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that poverty was a real ‘problem’ that had skim to none solutions, while making it acceptable to see massive deployment of wars conducted with exorbitant amounts of resources, wherein the belief that ‘peace’ and the need for ‘defense’ against latent enemies had to be ‘prevented’ by waging wars before it happens, wherein I then accepted war as something more important than carrying out massive social enterprises to support millions of beings living in extreme conditions of poverty and starvation with no other means to fend for themselves but the occasional ‘food aid,’ while believing that I must trust what my government is doing and that ‘they know better,’ without realizing that this entire world system has been built upon abuse, to continue and perpetuate abuse, where no life has actually been supported in any way whatsoever

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become jaded to political decisions, wherein I made it ‘acceptable’ that wars were able to be conducted for decades, spending exorbitant amounts of money on weapons, sustaining military, living facilities abroad, chemical warfare investigation, all forms of supersonic transportations and the most Avant-garde technological research and production only in the name of waging wars/ killing people/ stealing resources – within this neglecting and deliberately ignoring the absolute common sense facts wherein: if there were real intentions to support human beings in extreme impoverishment = it would have been conducted  the same way that wars are executed promptly and using all necessary resources – even building the necessary means  to do so, wherein there is no skimping on funds to deploy massive operations where there is a juicy reward awaiting the final battle – whereas supporting fellow living beings in need would mean little-to-no benefit to those that would invest in taking entire countries out of chronic financial crisis and states of dependency to charity/ aid programs that didn’t, don’t and will not ever solve the problem at its root, which is not based on lacking resources or scarcity of means to distribute them, but simply not being willing to do so because there would be no profit-making out of supporting others –

 

I forgive myself that I have ever accepted and allowed myself to trust that the government/ the institutions were based on the benevolence to always ‘try and do good’ in this world, without ever actually investigating how all charity institutions and financial aid programs are based and created upon the sole purpose of re-inserting money back to the same monetary system that is preventing any form of real solution toward the billions of people that are having no means to live in dignity – within this

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dumb myself, blind myself and deliberately follow the absurdity of living in a world where all necessary cutting of public expenses are conducted in the name of deploying troops overseas in the name of so-called defense of ‘homeland security’ and exterminating ‘all threats to our liberty,’ without ever questioning why is it that the focus is on protecting ourselves from a man-made thread as knowledge and information that I have accepted as ‘real,’ while the actual physical and tangible need and lack created through the same monetary system that is being defended through/ by wars, is side- viewed as a ‘non of our business’ social and political problem in ‘other sides of the world,’ yet being willing to help and ‘liberate’ others just because in doing that, the reward implies massive gain in and of resources that will add up to the never-ending conquering state of accumulating wealth as a means of control/ power, which we all as individuals have accepted and allowed as the ultimate way to conduct ourselves in reality: seeking to make the most our of anything and anyone to always win.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately blind myself from investigating why wars are massively supported through psychological warfare, wherein fear is instilled as a form to trigger the most uncanny justifications to go and wage war against ‘an enemy’ that is also constructed in the name of vindicating the most vile acts in the name of power and control over and of money in this world, of which I as an individual have tacitly agreed upon the moment that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I only have the right to live if having enough money to do so – and in this, becoming part of the masses that justify all means to get to such desired end of being wealthy/ powerful and linking this to an inherent ‘well being’ and optimum condition of the human being, without ever realizing that the mere acceptance of power is implying obvious abuse toward those upon which power is exerted on.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having become a prey of my own fears when it comes to political warfare, as I had trusted that ‘the government/ people in power ‘know’ what they’re doing’ and within this blind faith and belief, never question their decisions as I thought that such national security defense-mechanisms were in fact to the benefit of protecting ‘myself’ and ‘my loved ones’ wherein I then, through accepting such threats as real, gave permission and support to the vindication of wars as a means to reinstate ‘peace,’ which means that I over-looked the actual needs and problems in this world that require massive attention ‘at home,’ and making myself belief that ‘the real problem’ was ‘outside’ of ourselves – in this

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be blinded by my own self interest, because: as long as ‘I’ am Not affected by such wars ‘at home’ – then I should not care/ worry or even ponder if it is the ‘right thing’ to do, because I am fine and being cared for  – thus it’s not my problem/ not of my interest – and through having followed this jaded perspective upon reality, I asserted myself as the selfish, self-seeking and self-indulgent individual that is willing to turn its back at the face of the most atrocious acts being conducted by self as fellow human beings, and walk way within the justification and excuse that ‘it’s not happening to me, why should I care?’ – wherein I then go back to my individual cave of security wherein money becomes the power to keep living in a self-interested greedy lifestyle, while in this same world, at the very same time, wars are being conducted in the name of keeping ‘my money’ as the ability to have power over others.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind any form of care and consideration to study and investigate the world system and how it actually functions, due to the belief that its operational mechanisms were ‘out of reach’ for me, wherein I accepted then myself to see the authority/ government/ points of control as ‘superior’ to myself, and in that only ‘surrendering’ to accept the system ‘as is’ because ‘at least I have what I need to have a comfortable happy-go-lucky lives wherein I can comfortably watch wars being televised while I remain having food on the table, water, toilet, food, care, education and even entertainment to believe that ‘everything is fine’ and that I should not worry as ‘others’ are taking care of it all’   which implies accepting money as my god and savior and absolute disregard for anything or anyone that is being abused in the name of my personal power and satisfaction as the ‘god’ that I’ve been taught I can be when having enough money in my pocket.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I could trust that other human beings that were in specific positions to do so, would take care of solving the massive problems of poverty, starvation and abuse through creating laws and executing social, political and economical policies that would benefit the well being of human beings without any hold or hesitation, disregarding the fact that I live in a world where wars/ killing people is conducted with more ease than supporting people in extreme conditions of poverty, famine and abuse.

 

I see, realize and understand now that I have accepted and allowed knowledge as a way to justify the most atrocious acts upon humanity/ ourselves in the name of money, and that I have been tacitly agreeing to it the moment that I have accepted this entire world-system of money to run ‘as is’ – which implies that the only solution to this world is becoming an equal participant in the decision making of policies that apply to all through the review of laws and principles that can ensure the well being of all beings is actually executed and never tampered in the name of personal interest as a deliberate act of abuse and oppression in the name of money.

 

I commit myself to continue educating myself about the world system and how it actually functions, as I see and realize that this is the first step to ensure that I take responsibility to correct all the points that I had blindly accepted and allowed as laws, policies and enforcements that denigrated, abused and violated life in all ways – and within this, become the solution by first educating myself to become an active participant within the decision making in the world wherein within living in and by an equality-as-life principle, no further abuse will ever be perpetrated in the name of ‘power’ and ‘control’ – as all forms of power and control will be dismantled the moment that we start valuing Life as the one an only value in this world.

 

I commit myself to install direct democracy as a goal for all human beings to finally understand that we can only thrive if we all live by the principle of equal rights = equal responsibilities, wherein laws will be then written and applied according to a principle of supporting all living beings equally – and taking equal responsibility for the functioning and sustainability of a system that will take care of all within an actual living neighborism of giving to each other what we want for ourselves – thus voting/ selecting and deciding what’s best for all in mutual consent of such policies, laws and enforcements being standing in the best interest of all equally.

I commit myself to stop my inner-battles and participation in the constant seeking of ‘my own good’ and ‘my own benefit’ while neglecting the reality that I abuse in every moment that I seek to satisfy my personal interests at the expense of others beings’ lives.

 

I commit myself to expose how any attempt to ‘do good’ within the current system is a futile act of actual self interest, wherein any form of ‘good’ is created through a temporary relief that money provides, yet money in itself remains as the source of conflict, separation and abuse – which implies that I must create a reform in the system from within, beginning with myself as an individual that understands how the current monetary system operates – which means that I commit myself to install the Equal Money System as the only way and solution to the problems in this world, along with proper individual education wherein we can learn how to live and coexist as equals, which implies that: all that we will ever accept as the future of this world and for the children to come, is a process of Self-Correction in Self-Honesty until it is done – this is to ensure that life is never again placed in front of the barrel of a gun.

 

“Famine – FAM (family) IN E (separation) – Famine exist due, to / because of the family of humanity not standing in and as equality and oneness, where we’re supposed to exist in equality and oneness – not leave any one behind, but the family of humanity has separated into families that only protect their own possessions as children, that eventually become possessed by the same mental state/condition of survival, protection and defense at the cost/expense of other human beings’ lives…time to sort out the families, and expand family to humanity, stop possessing children to let them stand as the future of this world in fact, until we live so – that no one is ever left behind again” Sunette Spies

 

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Blogs that explain HOW we have abdicated our living authority to the mind authority:

Day 47: The Evil Individual

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-47-evil-individual.html#

The Prophets of Damnation: DAY 47

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/prophets-of-damnation-day-47.html

 

Documentaries:

The Trap and The Century of the Self

Psywar – Full Documentary

 

Interviews:

The Consequences of Survival : the battle for survival only exists as a mind-driven parasite that has No physical common sense  – lessons from the human physical body and how it functions in an optimum way due to not being existing in inner battles of overpowering and subduing others. – 

 

Life Review – An Elite Philanthropist why giving money away to charities is supporting wars and the same monetary system that is owned by the elite. This series is the education required in this world to empower individuals within one single principle: Life in Equality as what’s best for all.

 

VLog:

2010 Equal Money System: WAR is Unacceptable – YouTube
2012 Gun Culture in America – YouTube

 

 


‘Born Free’–Warfare on your MTV– Day 19

I watched this video by M.I.A Born Free when it came out almost two years ago after I had spent one year ‘out of the matrix’ and Lady Gaga was only a repeated image I would glance at magazines while paying for groceries at Pick & Pay and mainstream music was only background music for shopping. I didn’t write at the time about the experience that it was coming back into the world and finding videos like this one or the ‘Pursuit of Happiness’ of which I made a reference about in a vlog I made, simply because it seemed like the age of cynicism had arrived and ‘made cool for everyone.’


I was a music video sucker-fan – the 90’s era – so I grew up watching MTV at the time where desolated kids with whining grungy guitars, passive-aggressive style, shoe gazers and violent femmes taking the stage – then it got a bit more ‘pumped up’ when electronica and some other genres started emerging,  then I lost all interest on it and eventually stopped watching that. I mean, I’ve watched a great amount of videos as I spent like over 10 years of my life being really stuck at it, and I had not seen anything similar to M.I.A’s  ‘Born Free’ video – hence the  ‘special mention’ here. I must clarify I have been fairly disconnected about the ‘new stuff’ and video making and marketing lately, yet the stuff that I have seen lately is entirely driven by sex, big eyes, pink-pop plastic all over and zingy sounds that make you cringe out of the obvious repetition.


I am aware you could watch these images in any R-Rated movie or even PG-13 these days, I’m not really aware of the levels of violence they allow for a 13 year old now considering the video games they and younger kids play. However, the point is that such message/ level of violence for an intended MTV hit is rather chocking considering the various topics it depicts with the obvious title which is quite a cool way to mock the state of any country in this world wherein our constitutions claim ‘all men are created equal and free’ yet living the exact same opposite.


We are still living under tyrant systems that we have created, accepted and allowed as humanity, always ‘at war,’ and it seems to me that this piece of what could be labeled as motion shock art is the depiction of the same desensitizing process that has been ongoing as violence, war, abuse and national home-security policies are made part of your primetime regular cable TV programming.


See, the point to look at here is how this message might be interpreted by the viewer. To me within a ‘critical perspective,’  it is an allusion to the obvious stupidity that war represents wherein a group is targeted only by a particular skin color, religion, culture, haunting them down and waging war against them until all fall down – yes ‘Ring around the Rosie’ was not exactly a ‘bright’ theme for a nursery rhyme – yet the point is still being missed here for a real exposure than the obvious violence that war produces: M-O-N-E-Y.


M.I.A. seems to also just make videos and music for the sake of money – here’s another one of her videos Paper Planes which is a rather catchy tune where you can only hear the chorus with gun shots and cashier register sounds to find out what it’s all about while repeating  ‘All I wanna do is (afore mentioned sounds)  and Take your Money!’ Therefore, what’s missing here is the Actual important message which is: the acceptance of war as a way to regenerate economy = war is all about money and so is M.I.A. apparently.


Does the end justify the means?

Now, this writing is not to create the usual discord used in any criticism toward society – this is just dissecting a bit of our reality to do some critical thinking – out of our box – and realizing what the hell we are watching on TV and what the hell is most likely to become a ‘jingle’ in a child’s ear. It’s already enough for me having to see how difficult it is to trade some hide and seek game in order to stop having kids playing with toy guns pretending to kill each other. Now, watching such videos/ hearing the lyrics, it’s realizing that we are digging our own hole when it comes to the indoctrination that happens through TV – not to mention the entire industry dedicated to sell toys to children which is another topic in itself. This is about me placing myself as a 7 year old watching MTV but within the contemporary context wherein I would have probably grown a hard veneer to watch M.I.A’s video and accept it as ‘okay,’ just as I accepted as ‘okay’ any explicit sexual content in videos as well as any other implied or explicit depictions of self abuse, which eventually became my ‘visual culture’ while growing up.


What did I develop? yes, sir, some type of lugubrious fascination because hey, that was cool to watch and made me different, seemed to shock people and I wanted to stand out of the crowd so – why the hell not liking this and going for that which initially scared me, then embracing it as a part of ‘what I like’/ ‘who I am’ – more or less in the fashion of how you unite your enemy if you can’t fight against it. I could write pages about other videos that created an impact in a similar way and that are regular cultural clichés of what was eventually banned or seen at late night hours on MTV like Prodigy’s Smack my bitch up. I remember being quite astonished at seeing what was made a ‘music video,’ and I mean even skeletons having sex in the toilet of a club in the Chemical Brothers’ video Hey boy hey girl made a significant imprint within me and my conception about reality and ‘fun.’ Virtually any video that contained explicit allusions to sex, violence, or a bizarre mix of it was too shocking for my eyes because of being a child (!)  I eventually made myself ‘used to it,’ then forgetting about what had been once shocking or ‘unacceptable’ to portray in a music video: my morals were ‘expanded’ which is why these type of videos are being made acceptable – repeat: being made acceptable.


Now, when/ while watching such videos I had some fairly cool ‘grounds’ wherein I learned how to be a bit critical about it and just take it for what it is – but what about every other kid that may watch these videos nowadays and want to live out just what they see on their screen? What about watching some bizarre Lady Gaga video or M.I.A’s Born Free or singing along to Paper Planes along with the obvious sounds that are implying killing for money?

What I do see is that if people/ kids/ teenagers watch this video and again grow a hard veneer to be able to ‘handle it,’ in a few years time, snuff movies and public executions will probably become part of your regular MTV Hitlist and I am concerned about it – why? Because I was once that kid that was 7 years old and got exposed to stuff that made me miss  out my entire childhood – not to blame anyone, of course – it is a simple realization of becoming aware of what the hell is being accepted as ‘entertainment,’ while trying to be edgy/ controversial which is what sells very well nowadays.


Question is, who on Earth financed such video? It seems like a short film to me and not any regular Hype Williams type of green screen studio production – it took a lot of money and seems more like specific propaganda to, once again, make controversial juicy materials that can be equally appraised as masterpieces or plain terrorism.

I ask a simple question beyond the transgressive obvious attempt of the video: would it exist if Money was not a motivation – from all angles that you can view it – to make it/ produce it?


Are we accepting something something that is inherently depicting the obvious violence and abuse in this world as part of our edgy and cool controversial videos as that which we can  incorporate within our ‘visual culture’ and make it okay for us to just see it as some part of ‘human evolution’ to watch explicit sex, female objectification, expressing the desire for All the power while portraying semi-god self-portrayals with all the gold as the cultivation of greed and desire for money as the perfect heavenly realms where ‘beautiful women’ are all around?


If we really want to evolve as humanity, we have to stop supporting everything that is pointing out  to praise money, power, heavenly existences, war, violence and sex alike as mere ways to ‘escape from reality’ – which is what entertainment actually is –  and start looking at what the fuck is being allowed as your regular TV programming on a music channel.


There’s plenty of points to take on from here like movies, video games, public advertisement, TV commercials which can be an entire realm of indoctrination in itself for the visual/sound/motion effect it contains – as well as the rest of open source/ god’s will access anyone has to unimaginable content on the internet that I will probably end up coming as ‘too short’ to name only a few of it, I’m sure you can imagine it – picture your worst case scenario of finding a photo about in the internet and I’m almost certain that Google god will bring it up to you at the click of your left button.


I am not willing to accept this video as something revolutionary as it’s only what it is: part of an entire machinery of brainwashing that takes place in your regular music video channels that are forming the seemingly non-existent children that are currently being exposed to extreme levels of violence that become part of their every day screenings at home, eventually becoming the perfect enlisted soldiers for the army.

Pop Culture is the Doom of the Nation

For now there is a plethora of things to say about this – and this is just the beginning in terms of what we are accepting and allowing to be made ‘popular’ and part of ‘pop culture’ within our world and society.


This is not about being a puritan and coming from a moral perspective of what’s right or wrong,  but rather an opening to look at the unethical aspect that is being induced in all things entertainment – not to mention the so-called reality TV shows that are also another topic in itself when it comes to what sells today on regular people that spend several hours in front of their TV screens.  This is about finding out/ becoming aware of what is currently being integrated as images that are kept for a lifetime within a child’s mind. I can speak from my own experience about shocking stuff that I’d watch on TV and eventually became used to or even keen to watch – yet every time I glance through what’s being broadcasted or made popular, I see that the envelope is being deliberately pushed further and further and that’s where some critical questions must be asked: who/ what is behind this? Is it that we are the ones setting the new ‘targets of allowance’ every time to take our levels of excitement and entertainment a ‘notch up’?


I’ve tried not to react when watching such stuff within the criticism of me being a puritan, but every time that I see a little girl singing to an obvious song about hooking up with boys to have sex, it is my duty as a human being to strike a chat with them to get to know what they think about the song and if they have any idea of what the hell they are singing to.

We must stop considering the lascivious eyes that pay well for entertainment and start considering the ones that also have access to a remote control at the tips of their little fingers at home.

If we tolerate this, then your children will be next – Manic Street Preachers


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Watch the Fabrication of an ill-bred idea of ‘freedom’ that focuses on creating self-seeking individuals that pursue happiness wrapped with a glowing gold-like ribbon of  ‘free will’ to buy everything that you/ I ‘need’ to be ‘fitter, happier and more productive’ = Our society:

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