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259.Drug Addiction Prevented by Unconditional Living Support

Continuing from:

220. Drug Culture: Mad Society as a Lifestyle

I commit myself to create a world system and society that is based on equalizing everyone’s living condition to the best living condition that we all agree would be what is best for all, a society wherein one will no longer have to depend on money to live but rather work and develop oneself to receive equally a remuneration from the contributions that one does to a system that ensures all living beings have equal support and no one is left behind – this is what will ensure that there are no more systems/ governments to fight against/ rage against – but rather work with to create and manifest a world wherein life is finally dignified for all.

 

I commit myself to stop my own self abuse through seeking an energetic experience as a synonym of ‘being alive’ and instead, breathe and walk this Self Honesty process to ensure that all the past that I have accepted and allowed as ‘my personality’ and as this world system in the ‘greater picture’ finally stops within me – within this realizing that there is no need to continue spiting the past, but rather focusing on stopping the past, becoming the solution to stand as the pillar of the actual new way of living, which is and will only be life in Equality, because it is how things should have always been.

 

I commit myself to make of myself as my own decision to live my motivation and also to create a world-system wherein I would also want to live in for the rest of my existence, as this ensures that no matter where one is/ in which form within this existence, we are all equally supporting an actual dignified living condition for all. This thus implementing the law of our being as equality and oneness wherein implementing such law is what I commit myself to do and live till it is done.

 

I commit myself to expose how within stopping the consumption of drugs and alcohol, one face one of the greatest decisions: do we continue supporting self abuse or not and as such, share how it is through stopping drugs and the constant addiction to ‘feel good’ that one is able to finally establish a point of self-acceptance as a physical body that breathes, eats, shits and relates to other beings as a form of coexistence, which is the reality that is here and any other desire for a ‘moreness’ as an energetic experience must be seen as what it is, a mechanism of self abuse that must be stopped by each one of us realizing our responsibility toward our physical, our mind and this world system that we all collectively and individually co-create.

 

I commit myself to expose how drugs are the perfect way to keep slaves happy, because as long as people have a way to ‘escape reality,’ they won’t investigate and stand up for a way to change the system, instead of coping within it or antagonizing, which only perpetuates the irresponsibility we all hold toward each other.

 

I commit myself to expose how the entire drug culture is contributing to the current capitalist system wherein corruption is feasible where a lot of money is injected through illegal means to a drug trafficking business along with any other criminal activity that is only existent due to the same lack of money as well as greed for money and experiences that are only detrimental to the human being and the environment we co-create.

 

I commit myself to continue exposing how the solution will not come through retaliation and opposition toward the system using drugs as a way to ‘spite’ the system, but instead commit myself to live a life of sobriety in all ways wherein one can finally learn what it is to live in the physical, stopping seeking experiences that only happen at a mind level and that are expensive, harmful and addictive habits that should not be lobbied by any person that understands the responsibility shared when providing drugs/ sponsoring drugs to another being, which is unacceptable within the laws of what neighborism is: give to another what you would want for yourself and as such

 

I commit myself to support myself to always see and realize that any good feeling search is not really me as who I am as the physical seeking such ‘good feeling’ but only the mind that feeds off of emotions and feelings – thus

 

I commit myself to live the realization that breathing, being here in the physical body is the way to face oneself and breathe through any withdrawal symptom of stopping feeding a mind with thoughts that only lead us to seek for ‘greater experiences’ that end up in further abuse and neglect.

I commit myself to expose how there will be no need to use drugs/ seek for ‘greater experiences’ in a system wherein life will be finally given and received in equality and no longer sold to those who happen to have money by chance.

It is then my responsibility to ensure I focus on that which is leading toward a best for all outcome, and that any desire to experience something more is seen and understood as the mind seeking a fix that leads nowhere but further separation from what is here – it is to stop, breathe, and keep moving in the physical.

 

I commit myself to expose how there is no ‘easy way out’ in this reality and that consuming drugs is only a way to ignore the problem and aggravate it, since all drug cultures require money and as such it is to instead inform how money must be changed in the way it functions and as such, focus on supporting ourselves to Live as equals and working together to implement an actual dignified way of living through the Equal Money System and through this, educate ourselves about how the mind operates in the physical body and as such establish our own commitments to be the points that stop from feeding this machinery that works currently on desires, wants and needs that are not common sensical in most of the cases thus

 

I commit myself to stop following through the constant seeking of a ‘better experience’ and instead, focus on living/ doing/ working on the solutions that we all require to see as the foundation of the best living condition that we can all support to co-create once that more and more human beings realize that we have the actual ability to decide what is best for all and we can all vote to implement such best for all modalities that will mean an actual democracy that is a demonstration of the love we always liked to believe we had, but never actually placed into application – thus it is to Love our neighbor as ourselves and that will ensure that no single being is left behind, secluded and resorting to any form of escapism to avoid responsibility or facing ones world and reality, and extending a hand for support.

 

I commit myself to point out how any complain toward the system must be taken back to self to see how we are all equally responsible for everything that happens in this reality and as such, understand and focus on getting to know how such system is created at a thought level and this thus indicate we are all equally responsible for what is here.

I commit myself to create awareness of how this world is the reflection of ourselves as our mind and that any desire to ‘retaliate’ against it or ‘escape’ from it, is detrimental activity as it enhances the mind itself instead of assisting and supporting oneself to take responsibility for who and what we have become within such desires.

 

I commit myself to expose how drugs as any other business are very profitable system that works in illegal frameworks that only perpetuate the same system of abuse and as such, we all have to stop participating in any form of profitable activity that is based on self abuse within humanity.

I commit myself to explain how it is possible to implement a system that no more leads everyone to a a desires to ‘escape the system,’ but rather create enough awareness of how it is only us that can take the wheel/ make the decision to  live a life where the only experience is being here physically breathing.

 

This is thus a commitment to change from the source and the root of the ‘problem’ which is ourselves,  wherein through understanding how our mind works, how we drive ourselves to create any form of instability, desire, want  and need within our mind only, the responsibility is irrevocably here as an individual choice to either stop participating in such energetic seekings or not. I commit myself to stop seeking to satisfy an experience without ensuring that all beings have equal access to it as myself as well – this is to understand that it is not to condemn experiences, but the availability of it to everyone and such experiences being destined to exist as an actual enjoyment in the physical without requiring a substance to do so, other than oxygen, physical movement and expression which is what I find the most enjoyable: being able to share and coexist with beings that are willing to live in Equality as Life.

 

I commit myself to explain how it is through creating a system of self support that any drug addiction will be preventable, as all of them are based on a form of individual delirium as the mind that seeks to escape an unbearable self-experience and reality that mostly stems from the inability to live in the best condition possible within a world wherein everywhere you look, you can see life being supported and no longer abused only for the benefit of some.

 

I commit myself to implement an educational system wherein self-worth as life is lived and recognize within one another as a living fact wherein actual support is given to all beings equally, as this is what living words is about and as such, never again create disillusionment within ourselves as individuals existing in a constricting system, but rather learn from an early age to value life as who we are and be valued/ supported unconditionally the same way by the system – this is the actual giving and receiving as an actual caring that can definitely ‘move mountains’ and that is yet to be lived and witnessed by all that care enough to live at last, a life in Equality.

From previous post:

It is thus to realize that there will be no need to ‘escape from reality’ if we all instead dedicate ourselves to create a world system that supports all beings equally as Life, creating an actual respect for oneself and each other to create a system wherein on one will have a need to ‘escape’ an actual heaven on Earth we can all agree to create through a democratic vote that each one has the power to exert within the  Equal Money System – it is about time we stop numbing and harming our being that is fully functional and that of others through promoting ways to ‘escape the system’ and instead, work together to make of it the system and reality that we have always wanted to live in but believed ourselves to be incapable of changing – that is no more.

 

“Every Human Being Claim ‘the Right to Life’, yet there is no Protection of this Right – unless you, in the Current Capitalism, have the Benefit of Money; this Equal Money Capitalism (EMC), will Prevent. What will also be Prevented, is War. As War is Profit-Driven.
It is Time for a New World System. One Based on Prevention, instead of Reaction. One Based on Honouring the Right of Life, Equally for All.
Join the Journey to Life, and Become Part of a Solution.“ – Bernard Poolman 

 

 

Further support:

Go to the Equal Money System website and vote for our proposals to establish a world system where prevention of drug addiction will be part of our basic policies when understanding to what extent ignoring how the mind functions within the physical leads to the creation of abuse as our current world system.

 

Unconditional Living Support = Equal Money System

 

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Educational Self Support:


258. Spiting The System with Drugs

Continuing from:

220. Drug Culture: Mad Society as a Lifestyle

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept drugs as a form to overcome the dullness, the dissatisfaction and boredom that is experienced at a mind level when living in a society/ world system wherein ‘there is not much to do’ other than surviving through schooling/ jobs, having relationships and no aspiration to continue supporting such an enslaving system that is binding everyone to an endless payroll, and through drugs/ alcohol seeking a temporary ‘escape’ from the reality of suffering and abuse, without realizing that within indulging in drugs and any other harmful substance ingestion, one is contributing to perpetuate the same system of Self-Abuse that one tries to ‘overcome’ through taking drugs/ alcohol and sex – within this

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to actually see why drugs and alcohol have not been absolutely banned/ controlled from our reality, because it is the only way that ‘the slaves are happy’ – the slaves being us/ everyone living in this world system and having only the ‘right to life’ if having money in the pocket.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see why drugs – even in conditions of poverty and scarcity – are still an elitist resource to neglect one’s world and reality while existing as a justification and excuse of ‘the system is ignoring me/ I want to escape from this world,’ wherein a victimization is used as a form to retaliate against ‘the system,’ without realizing that the system is ourselves, and the more we retaliate and try and antagonize the system, we only feed the necessary polarity to cause further friction and conflict that generates further measures of control which leads to more extreme ways of drugs/ alcohol/ weapon trafficking as well as every other activity that goes hand in hand within this drug culture such as robbing, prostitution, gang formation, rapes, domestic violence, poverty, health problems, familial disruption and the list goes on.

 

I realize that the crisis that the ‘drug world’ is stemming from this initial belief of drugs being an ‘alternative’ to this reality as a ‘salvation’ from a physical nightmare, not realizing that such salvation/ little piece of heaven is actually the first step to get hooked on an addiction that will have to be maintained through using money, the same money that keeps this entire system in place which means that no drug consumption can be a way to ‘escape the system,’ since the very money – or any other activity done to ‘pay’ for the drugs – is directly existent within the rules in which our current capitalist system works – thus

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see how there is virtually no escape from our reality through buying/ consuming something that may alter our mind-reality for a moment, as this is equally supporting a business that is illegal, does not contribute to any form of collective benefit – such as taxes – it does not declare any legal profit as any other corporation that might be also antagonized by the ‘rebels’ in society that take drugs/ alcohol, which means that through enrolling in drug consumption/ drug smuggling one is being part of the machinery that is still accepted and allowed as an illegal business that actually runs more money than is often declared by major corporations around the world, which in itself points out how hypocritical it is to be a drug-consumer and dare to criticize the system and even use it as an excuse to consume drugs – without ever considering being part of a solution to create an actual well being that we are all aware is possible to create/ establish in this world – but instead, opt through the apparent ‘easy way out’ that leads to – most of the times – life-long addictions where money is required to keep up with one’s addiction, third parties are eventually harmed through one’s addiction, any form of stability in the system is lost and one’s money only contributes to the drug-trafficking business, which is one of the greatest sources of illicit enrichment in our society.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize how it is through drug consumption that one inhibits oneself from being fully Here as an active participant in society that instead directs oneself to be part of a solution to everything that one wanted to escape from through using drugs/ sex/ alcohol as a way to ‘cope’ with reality. I realize that all the money, time, energy wasted to keep an alternate reality can instead be directed toward a point of self responsibility wherein one instead uses such money, time and effort to investigate how we are all equally responsible for how the system works, how it is actually greedy and selfish as the ultimate self interest to believe one ‘does no harm’ while using drugs – even if you are alone in your house – since drugs are the perfect slave-keepers that disable any ability to stand up within common sense to see How we can instead create solutions, and stop running away from the consequences we have created as humanity as this world system.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see how all complains about the system’s control, disparity, violent measures of implementing justice that leads to injustice, favoritism, corruption and any form of abuse, is used as a justification to decide to take drugs and ‘be apart’ from this world/ escape from reality and ‘flipping the finger’ to ‘the system/ government’ – without realizing the extent of suppression and actual evasion that takes place when one decides to instead of facing oneself and taking self responsibility, indulge into drugs/ alcohol and any other form of ‘escapism’ in order to ‘feel free’ and ‘superior’ than the system, without having the audacity to question why would ‘the system/ the government’ would still allow such forms of self-abuse as ‘acceptable’ in an underground manner, which should be the actual point to realize here: a massive business such as drugs cannot be left ‘untouched’ by the government/ elites that obviously know such business and drug-culture exists, but it is better for them to keep the masses/people with stupefacient drugs and remaining getting money to pay for them, than actually becoming aware of how the system works, why not everyone is supporting each other equally, why we have created a system based on abuse and such actually become a real awareness that is willing to change the way the system works – within this

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize how ignorant is it to actually claim to be ‘spiting the system’ through taking drugs/ alcohol or any other ‘illegal activity’ without realizing that nothing is able to be ‘spiting the system’ as long as profit is made, as long as someone benefits from a drug business  -thus it is to realize how naïve is to consider oneself as a drug consumer as someone that is ‘out of the system’ or ‘more clever’ than the rest of the people that ‘do not consume drugs,’ without realizing how it is actually the other way around, wherein a drug consumer is hooked on paying money/ getting money for a temporary mind-energetic experience while believing there’s some form of ‘freedom’ in doing so, without looking at the obvious self-enslavement that is created within this drug-addict paradigm in which we exist as humanity, no matter ‘where’ in the world we are.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see the actual selfishness that exists within drug consumption, wherein one believes that one is ‘stepping out of the cogwheel’ in the system by using money to consume drugs, without being aware of how such money contributes to businesses that do not declare any form of profit in a legal manner, do not pay taxes and as such only create ‘clean’ integral amounts of money for the benefit of a few that have made the greatest businesses in their life out of human’s weakness for an energetic experience as a temporary high and numbing of one’s reality due to ‘problems’  – either internal or external – that are all generated at an individual level in each human being that has accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become our mind that is always seeking for an energetic experience to ‘feel alive.’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect the ways in which money moves and is created in this world, neglecting how banks benefit from the money that runs within illegal businesses of drug-trafficking and instead, decide to believe that ‘I am doing no harm with my own drug-consumption’ – without realizing that no act is ever isolated in a system wherein all parts are always affecting the whole through thought, word and deed.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that indulging in drugs was a way to become a ‘militant of the truth’ wherein the delusions created while being on drugs are beliefs of self being ‘superior’ or ‘more clever’ than the rest of the society that doesn’t indulge in drugs – without realizing how drugs as a business is the perfect way for a few to make a lot of money, since we have accepted and allowed ourselves to create a condition of addiction to the mind’s experience at a physical level through chemicals and substances that create a self-experience that we have defined as ‘more’ than ourselves – and in this, becoming actually tunnel-visioned zombies that care-less about the whole-reality of this world, how it works, how money operates, what are the solutions to this reality and instead, one reduces one’s world to only seeking moments to get high/ get drunk/ take any form of drug as a way to ‘cope with a reality’ that we are equally shaping through our neglect and irresponsibility of taking drugs/ alcohol as a ‘solution,’ which proves the level of ignorance we have all collectively shared and adopted as ‘who we are’ in order to avoid having to look at ourselves as the creators of the world we have tried to escape from through becoming drug addicts.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize how such a perfect form of control is able to be implemented by those with specific interests to keep the ‘masses’ occupied in ‘getting high/ getting the next fix’ – as this narrows down any possibility of actual human awareness of the system of abuse and how we are all equally responsible for it – thus

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see how it through the condition of myself accepted and allowed as a mind that enjoys certain experiences of emotions and feelings, that I become a potential drug-user which is not only in the form of our street-drugs/ illegal drugs, but legal drugs for psychological treatments and procedures to create an apparent ‘remedy’ to a condition that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to develop as ‘who we are’ the moment that we believed ourselves to only be our mind and equating life to an experience, missing out all potential to discover what life  really is when reducing it to a series of chemical reactions that must be constantly generated through drugs/ alcohol or any other substance that functions at a mind level, which implies that:

We are all equally responsible for the existence of drugs as a problem in our society, since drugs only function at a mind level and the moment we have all collectively agreed to create a system that only satisfies a few mind-systems seeking constant fulfillment/ pleasure through experiences of the mind we are all agreeing to ‘live’ only to experience these experiences at a mind level defined as ‘happiness,’ without investigating why and how we have to seek for such ‘highs’ and then drop into a low within the mind, and as such realize that the can be an actual physical and tangible way to prevent drug-addiction sin this world, and that is through implementing a world-system based in Equality, wherein our current capitalist system can be aligned toward a best for all outcome with equal-share of all the benefits that only a few get and as such, build the societies that we only ‘dreamed of’ and sought to escape to in our imagination, while missing the fact that we have what we require to do so, to live it out in reality and work together to implement such well being – and within this it is to also see and realize that

 

One will have to give up this self-experience of fulfillment and enjoyment at a mind level to actually focus on the matters at hand as the physical reality that we must all become aware of how it works i n terms of the actual social, political and economical system that has lead us to the current state of the world that one seeks to escape – and instead, direct such anger, frustration, boredom and resentment toward ‘the system’ toward a feasible and practical solution that can be implemented by political means wherein all common sensical living as what’s best for all, is always able to be identified by oneself.

 

It is thus to realize that there will be no need to ‘escape from reality’ if we all instead dedicate ourselves to create a world system that supports all beings equally as Life, creating an actual respect for oneself and each other to create a system wherein on one will have a need to ‘escape’ an actual heaven on Earth we can all agree to create through a democratic vote that each one has the power to exert within the  Equal Money System – it is about time we stop numbing and harming our being that is fully functional and that of others through promoting ways to ‘escape the system’ and instead, work together to make of it the system and reality that we have always wanted to live in but believed ourselves to be incapable of changing – that is no more.

 

No more Highs and, No More Lows.

 

 

 

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Day 2 – Running out of Oil

‘Running out of oil’ is another way of explaining the entire depletion and extinction of the ‘fuels’ that keep this entire reality running as the world system that We have made ourselves dependent on, in the form of fuels/ energy, which is using the Earth’s resources to maintain our electric bubble. All of this done and established within a single acceptance and allowance of separation from ourselves to exist  as energy mind consciousness systems, as thoughts, feelings and emotions that generate experiences that we have called ‘life.’  The moment that we created a belief about being separate from life itself, we abdicated our ‘who we are’ to be run by and and through a system that operates by energy extracted from the physical reality- this Earth – and transformed into energy that fueled an ‘experience’ that we all sought to get to: heaven – but never ever questioned what is it that we were actually using/ abusing in order to create a ‘fulfilling lifestyle’ on Earth.


We diminished ourselves to being power generators, living in a reality wherein we became dependent on energy extracted from the physical – that is ourselves – in order to fuel a delusion of what ‘living’ is and ‘would be’ once we were dead.

This is a Long story that you can research about throughout the Desteni material and the current series walked by the designers/ creators of ourselves and this entire existence. Fascinating stuff, if I had not listened and studied that, I would not have been able to realize that: this entire world system is a mint reflection of what we accepted and allowed ourselves to become: mind consciousness systems generating fuel to power our ‘dreams’ of happiness and ‘infinite satisfaction.’


I saw this ‘work of art’ done by a Mexican artist that created the outline of this country with bike-chains as a cogwheel mechanism hanging on a white wall, while having oil all over as the ‘lubricant’ to keep the entire mechanism going. The oil was also dripping down creating a puddle on the floor. The outline of the country was upside down, which means that the oil was ‘dripping to the north’ part of the country – that’s an obvious connotation about this entire oil-economy-driven reality and the ‘powers’ that are currently seeping the oil to ‘the north’ – however whenever we look at this reality as a running-on-oil reality, we can see that it works exactly the same way as our mind. This allows us to stop seeing ‘the problem’ outside of ourselves and actually bring it back to self.



>We feel, think and get emotional to create the same ‘oil’ as the energy that the mind requires to keep functioning and in that, we are certainly no different to our entire economic system that is currently ‘going dry,’ which is how consciousness works as well. So, when we realize what stopping participation in the mind implies and how that will reflect in our world system, it will be quite interesting to see how dependent on energy we have been to keep our own ‘heaven’ running. This implies that we are all responsible for this current accepted and allowed ludicrous reality that is thriving on abuse and exploitation of the same life essence that we are all equally existent as/ made of.  We abuse our very physical to keep our own mental-realities going.



So – a practical suggestion that is ‘walkable’/applicable at the moment is to see if there are any fears that may come up when realizing: What will actually happen if/when oil runs out? Do I fear losing something? Do I fear having to go through a particular situation with regards to such scenario? Do I experience any other emotion about it? And within that, we can simply make sure that we do not create and hold unnecessary reactions as fears, worry, concern and preoccupation within our mind, without giving it proper direction -which means writing it out, applying self forgiveness and establishing some common sense to stop all ‘fear of loss.’



So: taking it back to self is: will I go into ‘panic’ if the world system currently crashes? How can I assist and support myself for that? What is it that I fear losing the most? And walking from there, one point at a time.’



At the moment there is some primary Self-Forgiveness to walk here as the initial acceptance to create this current system that have made ourselves dependent on as our very own abdication of life to live through an energetic mind system.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a mind mechanism that ‘runs on energy’ which is what I accepted and allowed myself to exist and define myself as, wherein ‘living’ became equated to fueling a machine in separation of myself, instead of being the expression that is ‘who I am’ as one and equal to what is here, which doesn’t require ‘fuel’ to exist, but simply Is and exists.


I realize that the creation of this existence as an energy generating/dependent machine implies a lot more than what I can currently ‘perceive’ with my own eyes. However, I do see that the current dependency that we have created upon natural resources to ‘run our reality,’ is stemming from the very nature of the world system that we have enslaved ourselves to and made dependent upon the illusion/ belief system that Money within this current world system represents.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create any future projection of ‘fear of running out of oil,’ as the meaning of stopping an entire world system that depends upon it, without realizing that I am the one that has abdicated our very own self-sustainable, consistent and constant expression as and of life to a system and a reality that functions on energy in separation of ourselves.


I realize that I can only create consequences that are Not best for all when life is disregarded as who I really am. Thus, I see that by having created a monetary system in the name of self-interest within the desire for power, control and greed, I abdicated my own ability to direct and express myself, here as one and equal to what Is and has always been here, and instead allowed myself as this reality to function in the nature of a battery system that requires energy to continue going, energy that is extracted in the name of ‘power’ as money.


 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse the resources that are existent on this Earth in the name of money, in the name of powering a system that I created, accepted and allowed myself to be dependent on energy to exist – and within that, giving up my ability to stand equal and one to what is here, which would imply not requiring energy to exist as in having to consume to ‘remain alive.’


 

We tend to see this reality as something ‘separate’ from ourselves, we tend to judge the ‘world system’ and the current mechanisms we are utilizing to ‘power’ our existence as something ‘outside’ and ‘beyond ourselves’– however, we are actually living out the same processes as our own mind. What does that imply? That the source and cause for all the current crisis and problems in the world must not be considered/ looked at from the perspective of something ‘beyond ourselves’ without actually realizing that: all and everything that exists as our current world system has its starting point ourselves, within our own mind.


Therefore I realize that any fear, experience or potential ‘experience’ when facing the consequences of our own disregard toward this reality as ourselves, is  the outflow of the events that have my own mind, each one’s mind as starting point. Thus, instead of looking at the manifested consequences and ‘my potential experience’ within it, I stop and I breathe to realize that the point that must be corrected to begin with, is my self-abdication to live through a mind-system that works and functions to create energy as experiences that I have become addicted to, as the constant and continuous thinking processes that keeps the idea of myself alive.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the ‘energy crisis’ is some rich person’s ‘fault’ which is and would be only neglecting myself as the starting point of the problem, as having accepted and allowed the current world system to exist ‘as is’ and having seen the solution as ‘outside’ of myself/ out of reach, without realizing that we are all equally participants within this current world system. For that, we are all required to take equal participation to stand as the solutions required.


I realize that whenever I am going into an experience within my mind due to ‘fearing’ the outflow and consequences in the near/ far future of what we have created and manifested in this world, I am not supporting myself/ this reality in any way to stop the very same system I am complaining and fearing about. I instead direct myself to become the point that stops at all times any and all experiences stemming from facing the reality that I have created for myself and everyone equally here.


I realize that the current way that I am ‘keeping myself alive’ as fears, as future projections, as limitations that are existent in our world as the ‘greater systems,’ are in fact stemming from my very own abdication to exist as a mind consciousness system, as a mind that thrives on experiences generated by my own participation within thoughts, feelings and emotions that create enough friction to power my own existence as a mind, as this reality.


I commit myself to stop all reactions as fears, future projections, preoccupation and worry about our future within a potential scenario of energy-depletion such as ‘running out of oil’ and instead, support myself to stop my own mind-participation in such unnecessary mind processes that generate the same energy that is keeping this entire system in a state of ‘fear,’ which prevents us from realizing that: we can actually create solutions if we direct ourselves to stand together As the solutions required in this world, beginning with stopping all unnecessary participation in our own mind.


I commit myself to be the point that stops existing as an automated system that functions as a constant energy-charging machine, as a surrogate of ‘life’ which is my own mind, the mind that I have separated myself from and that I am here to commit myself to stand one and equal to, to reintegrate myself as all parts that I have separated myself from. This means, I stop participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions that have been the very cause to create the primordial separation of ourselves from what is Here and has always been here, which is life as the ever constant substance that we are actually able and capable of stand one and equal to, as it is who we really are.



I commit myself to be the point that stops any reaction to and when seeing the manifested consequences of an overall disregard of our reality – this means, stopping fueling my own mind with fears, judgments, complains, blame and/or mental suffering when projecting the potential scenarios that we face. I walk myself to prepare myself to face the eventual outcomes that we have created and generated within our reality.


I commit myself to stand as a point of stability which means, allowing myself to walk through the manifested consequences breathing, here, physically moving and directing myself within the consideration of what’s best for all in any given moment.


This way, we ensure that we are all aware of having to face our reality, our creation and that no mind-experience is required to walk through it.


I commit myself to stop any future projections that are unnecessary to create a point of worry and concern about – I instead direct myself to continue walking a process of stopping participating in the same points that limit ourselves from realizing: we are the solution if we become the point that stops existing as a limited system of energetic experiences generated by our own mind.



I commit myself to walk this process of stopping even the slightest fear and movement when hearing about ‘oil peak’/ energy resources being depleted, as I understand the process that we are walking Here as a mirror of our initial acceptance and allowance of abdicating life and ‘living’ through and as a system of energy.


For more, visit the thread at the Forum for further support and assistance on how to walk this process of writing ourselves to establish a point of self-responsibility through committing ourselves to be and become the solution that we require in this world.

This point emerged at the forum in the following thread:

What is the most important thing in the world?

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“Is this just a life preserver bivouac tenure? The Tropic of Cancer answered ‘Drink the Quicksand’”– lopsided. At the drive-in

Further considerations and practical examples of how to walk this process of Self-Forgiveness:

Day 1: Self Forgiveness by Bernard Poolman
DAY 1: Who I Am as Money by dimensions

To Educate yourself about the current Money System and its origin on the very mind that we are existing as, take the opportunity to read/ investigate and educate yourself with a never-before told investigation about reality and its current mechanisms stemming from the functioning and mechanism of our own mind.


The Infinity Secret – Consciousness as The Light and The Dark

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