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Day 50: I Ate Myself Today

What does it mean to ‘Feed my obsessions?’ and how is this related to Eating myself? The current understand that we’re getting from the Heaven’s Journey to Life blog, implies that we have in fact been our own parasite as the mind eating away on our very own physical body. It’s fascinating that we reprimand cannibalism – some can even express being utterly disgusted by it – yet we do this to ourselves every single moment that we are existing in our minds, feeding our obsessions as thoughts, feelings, emotions and anything that we can ‘grab onto’ from our reality, which becomes a point of stimulation for ourselves as the mind to hold on to that point, and take it to the level of complete possession wherein ‘who I am’ is no longer here-as-breath, but instead  consuming/depleting myself as the physical body every single moment that I give my breaths away to feed but one single thought, which through repetition and patterns can become an obsession.

 

This pattern of ‘me feeding my obsessions’ has been a great distractor within my reality, wherein one single point of stimulation can divert my attention from here-as-breath, physically present as my body, and into a mind-shift wherein all that I remain doing is ‘thinking’ about that something/someone/event that becomes ‘my point’ to grab onto in order to continue existing only as a mind that thinks and has no-regard whatsoever for HOW it is being fed in itself, which is: through the consumption and transformation of the physical into energy, which is like the way we have violated life of oneness and equality and extracting – just like fracking, drilling, exploiting wells – and transforming it – like refining oil for gas – into a form of energy that is able to serve as fuel for the mind.

 

I had begun exploring this point of judging waste/ garbage outside of myself, without being aware of how I am depleting myself at a physical level by the very participation in the mind as consciousness, within my conscious mind that then activates everything that I exist as within/as my mind consciousness system. This implies that we have all been very busy depleting, consuming and literally eating ourselves whenever we feed our obsessions = whenever we feed our own mind.

 

And, that has been a definitive pattern that I have walked wherein my own ‘diligence’ in other areas, becomes equally diligent within the ‘feeding my obsessions’ point, wherein I won’t stop until I satiate that need – it’s just like vampires, lol, now I see why I would get such a kick out of reading those stories because, the drive for blood was so great that it became almost like an elation in itself to ‘look for it,’ which is quite similar to how we go ‘seeking for love’ and sickening ourselves to the bone by depleting the very physical through that constant feed of obsessions with our own physicality/life substance, which is the very ‘point’ that we have missed as humanity all the way:

 

Our minds consume our physicality

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘feed my obsessions’ indiscriminately because it usually generates this exhilaration as a ‘good feeling’ that I have accepted and allowed in the past to exist as ‘reasons to live,’ which implies that I diminished my day to day living to a continuous point that I had to ‘achieve,’ such as attaining a goal, a relationship, going somewhere, experiencing myself in a particular moment or event, which would become a constant conscious thought that I would ‘feed’ every single moment that I wasn’t here-as-breath but only as a mind feeding itself off of my physical body substance, which is the actual ‘fuel’ for the mind – without me ever being aware or even caring enough to ponder: how is it that my mind is being fueled?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever be afraid and disgusted at cannibalism, without realizing that I am my very own cannibal the moment that I continue participating in the mind while already now knowing that I eat myself, I consume and deplete my very own life substance ever single moment that I give my moment here-as-breath into feeding one single thought that becomes ‘my obsession,’ simply because it generates a ‘good experience’ within me – within this

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that it was ‘okay’ for me to ‘chase my dreams’ because apparently ‘that’s what we as human beings are here on Earth for! To achieve our goals, dreams and greatest illusions!’ and in that, believing that because everyone else is doing it: why can’t I also do it? And so, becoming the perfect preprogrammed organic robot in a society that is specifically built, structured and organized in a way that we are constantly bombarded and stuffed with points that we can generate an obsession for: either a ‘perfect partner/ spiritual soul-mate,’ a pair of shoes, a great restaurant to attend, the ultimate car, some nice vacations in the Bahamas, getting the ultimate games, music, watching movies, attending parties, socializing while consuming anything – and any other point that becomes this ‘constant’ though in our heads that we then agree to ‘work for’ because: it is worth it, we are worth it – which has not become by casualty part of the advertisement’s mottos in order to make it ‘okay’ to feed our obsessions.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to neglect my common sense and shape myself according to what everyone else was doing, which was feeding their obsessions about music, idolizing famous people, wanting to buy lots of clothes, products that would make us ‘feel better’ about ourselves, without ever realizing that: from the moment that we give permission as the acceptance (cause) and allowance (effect) to feed that obsession as an actual desire/ want/ need = we comply to the entire consumerist behavior that is broadly accepted in our society, wherein we have all agreed to ‘feed each other’s obsessions’ through making it ‘okay’ to equate live = consuming, buying, satisfying ourselves with products, things, relationships as life-experiences that we believe is ‘all we’re here for’ when in fact, who and what we have become, is nothing but a machine that is able to justify, excuse and vindicate any means/ ways to obtain its satisfaction as that positive energy that is created the moment that we ‘give into’ our obsessions and don’t stop until we get it.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to never realize that I would actually only be obsessed and feeding my obsessions for the actual ‘good feeling’ that I would create within myself, placing aside the common sense that would actually rear its head every time that I would realize that: everything/ everyone that I desired and that had become that point of obsession, was never ‘as good as’ I had ‘Thought’ it would be, because the Idea and belief that I formed about that something/ someone Never matched reality. This implies that I had only been feeding my own mind, through using my physical life substance to do so, in order to make myself ‘feel good’ and in most instances, ‘feel alive’ through feeding my thoughts, feelings and emotions about that something/ someone, wherein I ultimately disregarded the fact that: it was never about ‘them’ but it was only about me-feeding my-own obsessions to make-me ‘feel good’ and reduce my physical body to a single energy-making machine that feeds the mind through depleting itself as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use something/ someone as a point of stimulation within my mind that I grab onto as a way to continue perpetuating myself as only an experience generated through thoughts and feelings that I use to ‘feel good’ about myself, thinking that I was actually ‘living’ while desiring/ daydreaming/wanting/ needing – when in fact, all of it was made ‘acceptable’ within ourselves as human beings, through that very initial acceptance of ‘who we are’ as only mind-energy demons that feed off of the physical substance/ life that we are, which we have neglected throughout our entire existence, using it as literally only a physical bait to attract others into our reality, reducing ourselves to a single image-based reality that is virtually only fed-for and specifically manipulated in order to Feed our Minds – but Never consider what we really are as physical beings, beyond a single image in the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having become horrified at the sight of natural resources’ extraction/ exploitation such as fracking, without realizing that I have been doing the exact same thing within my very own physical body, which implies that this world is the exact replica and representation of who we are and what we exist-as within our own minds, which reveals to what extent we have become judges of our own deeds, condemning our very own functioning that we have conveniently veiled ourselves from seeing, because: the truth and reality of who and what we have become, has Nothing to do with light or love, has nothing to do with ‘feeling good’ about a single iota of mind movement that I use in order to satisfy and satiate myself as a mind, because all that I have ever fed is my own mind.

 

I forgive myself that I ever accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was ‘nurturing myself’ with ‘love’ which is part of the programming that I got fed-with through learning lyrics and complying to the popular culture in a specific ‘branch’ of it, that I deemed would use ‘love’ as a more ‘spiritual’ thing other than just a physical-bait for sex that is understood, without realizing that all forms of obsession are the same, we can simply choose to ‘coat it’ with either chocolate, caramel or nuts and still it is the same thing: a point of obsession that makes me feel ‘good’ about myself and my reality, which is only a reality generated through and by the mind, neglecting at all times the actual physicality that I exist as.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ask forgiveness to my body for what I’ve done to it in the name of feeding my relationship obsessions, I am witnessing the consequences of this continued application throughout my life and all I can say is that I forgive myself for having neglected at all times the fact that I sought myself outside of myself this whole time, while reducing my own physical body to a single instrument of chasing-after that which I wanted to ‘obtain/ get’ to ‘satisfy myself.’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consume my very own physical body/ life substance every moment that I sought to be ‘fulfilled’ in separation of myself through attaining something/ someone/ going somewhere else – and in this, neglecting every single moment that I lived HERE as myself, as Life in the Physical, which is now what I am walking as myself, in order to establish for the very first time that equal and one relationship with myself as my physical body, now that I’ve realized how I had become the ultimate obsession for ‘something/ someone’ in separation of myself in my mind, while disregarding and completely ignoring myself as my physical body that I am here, as breath as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become obsessed with my own mind as thoughts, feelings and ideas as future projections that I use to instigate a ‘good feeling’/ positive experience within me, which stems from this inherently accepted and allowed perception of myself ‘not being complete/ not being good enough’ wherein I then sought-myself in separation of who I am here-as-breath as the physical. Thus, I stop feeding my obsessions and becoming obese with my own over-eating to fuel my obsessions and mind-addictions in order to feed one single pattern that I, through cultural cultivation, had accepted as ‘who/ what I must aspire to be/become’ which is a ‘satisfied person’ – which implies the saturation of myself of positive energy that seeks to rejuvenate itself as a mind every single moment that such saturation of myself as positive energy goes to a low, which is when I then re-activate my obsession as the mind, neglecting myself here-as-breath – in order to place into motion the extraction of physicality life-substance at the service of the mind-system and Not of myself here-as-breath, as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate the act of eating something outside of myself from eating-myself, which implies that the energy-resources that I am ‘craving for’ are in fact mind generated when not having established a physical-relationship with my own physical body to realize, see and understand what is it that I am ‘in-fact’ requiring to eat, and what is simply only a mind-related consumption of food in separation of myself here-as-breath.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘feeding someone else’s obsession’ was in any way some type of sexual innuendo that I would play out in order to have power over others, which I learned through songs and pictures and ideas of what would be ‘enjoyable’ within others, which was only enjoyable within who I am as a mind system that is willing to create the most twisted and bizarre ways of satisfying ourselves as an idea of the mind, as the ego and personality that has never in fact been ourselves here-as-life, as the physical – but only who we are as mind-systems that work in a system of money wherein everything that will give us a ‘high’ is directly linked to having to ‘buy it’ and consume it’ in the name of our personal glory and satisfaction.

 

I commit myself to establish my own relationship with my physical body first and foremost before even attempting to walk with others in equality, as I see and realize that the moment that I miss-myself and instead divert my attention of here-as-breath into the mind as ‘feeding my obsessions’ as future projection, I am in fact only existing in the mind and not here-as-breath. Thus I walk my self-agreement process wherein I make sure that who I am is always here as self, constant and consistently existing as the physical, wherein any single diversion into the mind, is called out into awareness of me here-as-breath to walk Self-Forgiveness here-as-life in order to establish myself as the directive principle of who I am in every single moment.

 

I commit myself to become more aware of what am I feeding myself with as food and going establishing awareness to see how if I am eating is in fact required by my physical body, or if it is only feeding myself as a mind-obsession that is always justifying and excusing its desire/ want/ need for mind fuel as the deification of energy for/ as the mind, while defying and neglecting the physical that must be invariably abused, used and depleted in order to satisfy the mind’s obsessions.

 

I commit myself to stop every single thought that becomes an instant obsession within myself, from a single picture presentation, an ideal of living, a desire to be somewhere else, a desire to be experiencing a particular emotion that I had become so used to in the past as any for of temporary sense of ‘satisfaction’ that would satiate my mind for a while, only leaving me high and dry after a while and asking for more.

 

I commit myself to establish myself from here on as the point that is able to give herself/itself back to Earth wherein the energy that I consume is no longer used to abuse life, but is instead used to support Life as who I am, wherein all that I consume is given back to Earth, Earthing all the energy that I’ve abused and give it back to self.

 

I commit myself to establish a world-system of money – the Equal Money System – wherein we will no longer be brainwashing each other in the name of consumption as buying, consuming, producing and selling that which we know is detrimental to life on Earth, but we currently comply to it because our lives depend on ‘making money to survive,’ which reveals to what extent we have compromised life to this compro = ‘I buy’ in Spanish – mise (miser) and in that, reducing our entire existence to a buy-consume happy-go-lucky living that is absolutely energy-based and Never has been physical awareness and consideration of self-here as life, breathing, walking, physically existing as the flesh and bones, as the organism that simply requires breath and physical substance at the moment to exist.

 

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Day 34: The Delusion of Ownership

 

“This land is your land, this land is my land

From California, to the New York Island

From the redwood forest, to the gulf stream waters

This land was made for you and me”

 

It is sordid how within these seemingly childhood spirited songs, we get sufficient brainwashing as private property and the human supremacy as ownership upon the land, wherein ‘the other’ has ‘his land’ and ‘I have mine’ which is the beginning of separation from each other, from the land and ourselves and in that, already implying that such land will only be acquired through friction and conflict, just as we have read about the multiple wars and conquests in history books where the stories are told by those that won, leaving the gruesome aspect of the actual conquer off the record – yet exalting the ‘human pride’ that comes with the ‘acquisition’ – deliberate invasion and expropriation – for the so called ‘common good,’ which means placing a price tag on the land and selling it to the best bidder.

 

‘This land was made for you and me’ – already implying that life, the Earth and its resources must be ‘at my service, and in that, agreeing that we have never actually even pondered how we got to establish such a territorial ‘nature’ wherein private property as an land turned into an asset and how turning the Earth’s Resources into Commodities became the doom of our civilization.

 

I won’t even get to the rest of the meaning when it comes to limits and the territory that encompassed ‘your land’ and ‘my land,’ wherein all that mattered was making sure that kids are brought up with the most flagrant ideas on how our lives were supposedly founded upon ‘a great agreement of good willed men’ that sought to impulse the never quenching desire to obtain happiness at all cost, wherein we hoodwinked ourselves to always follow that which made us ‘feel good’ about reality, wherein it only became a mirage ‘Lifestyle’ that – coin.cidentally enough – is sustained and maintained through a massive abuse of the Earth’s resources to continue existing – Pow! And there goes our Earth, denigrated to become just a ‘divine source’ of money.

 

The sheer reality is that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be brainwashed to believe that we/ I could ever actually ‘own’ anything or anyone in this world, because I see and realize that private property has become the very weapon of choice that those with ‘power’ have over people – wherein you can easily tag-along with the fueling of desires, hopes, dreams and the materialization thereof through following our ‘greatest excitement,’ while the actual physical substance that allows me to Breathe and exist cannot own another part of self. It can only be made an illusion that we have trapped ourselves fully and completely about.

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use songs as a way to brainwash kids about the supposed ability to own anything in this world that could make me an ‘entitled person’ as a god-given right to ‘own property’ and seal it with a nice sounding tune to make it perfectly fine for human beings to establish their territory as ‘my land/ your land’ with the apparent meaning that it is ‘our land’ in equality, but in reality what is being heard is ‘yours’ and ‘mine’ as a way to differentiate who owns what, because in reality, people own their homes, own their own land which is fought for and defended at all cost, to the extent that people have the right to shoot you if you sit on someone else’s property without permission.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the Earth’s resources to become just another asset, something that can be valued with monetary labels called ‘prices’ according to a made-up/ make believe system that only sought to actually deny every single being the ability to ‘own their land’ wherein we are now stuck in massive debt, owing to the banks which is an institution that was made to seem almighty and powerful, while in reality it was just them that took the place of making the money available for all in that, each one of us accepting and allowing such institutions to govern the money = govern everyone’s lives, wherein now banks own millions of homes wherein people are evicted just because they can’t upkeep their payments – without even asking: where is ‘my land’? where is ‘your land’? Isn’t it supposed to be for all?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never question why I could not simply have a space in my reality to live in, without having to ‘own it,’ but simply have the right to have a dignified living – in this absolutely forgetting about the fact that we all were equally responsible for having made that a reality through constitutions, laws and living-rights that could be effective for all – but instead, I allow myself to place myself into an inferior position wherein I believed that ‘those in the ruling-elite’ were actually caring and considering about ‘what’s best for me/ what’s best for all,’ despite the evidence of how none of those so-called liberty rights and individual guarantees have been respected and actually lived in this reality, as all that actually governed our reality has only been Money.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to establish ‘human supremacy’ through being able to establish ownership as private property, delimiting a piece of land to give to myself and others in the name of ‘freedom.’ In this accepting the first point of separation that would ensue wars and a perpetual warfare to always have ‘the most of the cake’ as obtaining more lands which translates to more resources, which in this money world translates into more money as the selling of the exploitation of such resources in the name of so-called: progress.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the fact that I could ‘steal’ another’s land – based on the initial delirious acceptance of ‘private property/ ownership’ being an acceptable legal status – and in that, using wars as a means to get ‘my neighbor’s land’ to expand my own powers as territory and resources, which would eventually make me ‘more powerful,’ and in that allowing the self-entitlement of lands according to an expansive-enterprise that lead to the current state of the world wherein imperialism and capitalism go hand in hand to make the most of the Earth’s resources in means of human’s abusive delusion of power.

 

I forgive myself that I ever accepted and allowed myself to accept such battles and conquests as something that is to be celebrated, or even made memorials of in the name of instigating the so-called ‘national pride’ upon having concealed a battle where actually thousands – or even millions – are massacred and evicted from the land they occupy in the means of a ‘greater good’ which is always masked by the interests of a few that have no regard for life. I have accepted this as a ‘usual means to obtain power,’ which means that I have been sufficiently brainwashed to never question ‘who’ endowed ‘who’ with such power and ability to kill another in the name of entitling themselves with a piece of the Earth that has always been unconditionally here, who has given the godly right to own it, to establish limits, to establish separation within a world that wasn’t created with barriers other than the differentiation of ecosystems as an actual opportunity to have a different living environment according to physical-points like climate. Who has been the real separator? The human being, we all have accepted the delusion of ownership to become our own demise while pretending it made us ‘powerful.’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to learn about wars and conquests in school and accept that as a ‘usual form of change’ and apparent ‘progress,’ wherein I then became used to seeing/ hearing/ reading about wars in our contemporary world because: “wars regenerate the economy” – which is what I learned in school and within that, not realizing that all that it means is ‘power can only exist in abuse’ and within my mind, making it something ‘normal’ to do in order to place some apparent ‘order and progress’ as the positivists mottos that I learned were supposed to be ‘best for all,’ when in reality: they never were meant to be best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the current eviction of human beings in this world because of debt, and allowing people living on the streets, people suffering for not having anything to eat, no education, no healthcare, no financial aid of any kind just because of accepting the delusion of ownership and the monetization of our Earth’s resources as a means to control and obtain power, which makes me by default as a regular money user, a compliant to these rules that have clearly enslaved humanity to a state of absolute separation wherein currently life is being obliterated in the name of money, to have ‘more power’ and have ‘power over others,’ which is just a dictatorship ruled by money in the best interest of a handful.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever feel ‘proud’ because we ‘owned our house’ and in that, adding a layer of power and security within my persona wherein money became part of the ‘stability’ that I could experience as a certainty within my life, within this never daring to question private property in the past, because that’s all I grew up knowing about: having to pay for food, having to get money from the bank to live, working to get that money, paying for school, paying for doctors, paying rights and legal permits and everything became just a money world wherein I always refrained myself from pondering: why are we not just giving it to ourselves? Why do we have to ‘owe’ all of this money to something/ someone? Why if the State is supposed to be an institution in the name of ‘what’s best for all’ not giving all of these apparent god-given rights without having to sell them?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the very perpetrator of my reality in terms of adding a price tag onto life, making me within this an almighty money-god that decides who can afford to pay for the number in the price tag and who can’t, because that’s the only reason why values are placed and deliberately enforced as a ‘law’ that we have to follow: you have to pay to live – else, you die.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the Earth, the resources, the animals, plants, air is ‘here at my service’ wherein we as human beings have become so infatuated with our ability to THINK and within this ‘THINKING’ becoming the King of the Earth that can decide how to exploit it, who gets what according to the divine monetary laws that I created in the name of Power, as the constant allowance of wars as a means to obtain such power from any land/ people that could ‘serve me’ equally as the Earth’s resources that I have made equitable to Money.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed and brainwash kids with the phrase ‘this land was made for you and me’ wherein the seemingly innocent tonality of it all makes its perfectly fine to think that this world ‘was made’ for us, to live in it, to exploit it, to sell it, to deplete it, to rape it, to abuse in all possible ways because apparently some god decided to make this Earth as a playground – when in fact, it is only human infatuation with power the one that created this song as a means to justify the obvious abuse and mass raping of the Earth’s resources in the name of ‘ownership’ which is an obvious declaration of separation toward everything and everyone, as not everyone can own the same at the same time, and in that, making of this Earth instead of a living peaceful ever wonderful place to live in, just another jail that we have enslaved ourselves to through the current monetary system.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I could own ‘anything’ in this world, and that such owning would be equitable to satisfying my desires, hopes, dreams and that ‘having money/ owning property/ resources’ would imply that I am in fact ‘closer to god,’ as I have equated money to a divine and god-given experience wherein I justify ‘my right’ to exploit and abuse the Earth in the name of my personal satisfaction as a human being that has sold its very own sustenance to a system that we created in an apparent means of well-being for all, which is and has proven itself to be not so at all.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify ownership by saying ‘I work hard for it,’ which means that I have accepted this type of enslavement as a means to obtain life, instead of realizing that I could agree to live in a world wherein we work to maintain and sustain life as a given right for all, instead of having to work-to-live wherein no substantial improvements to life are considered, because survivalism is then accepted as a ‘living condition’ – never questioning the fact that we could support ourselves in Equality in fact, wherein we don’t have to strive for a living any longer.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that happiness on Earth is equal to the amount of money I have, as that implies that I have the abusive right to kill, own, exploit, resell and abuse the Earth’s resources to capitalize my values and my ownerships to get ‘more power’ in the name of my personal glory and satisfaction, while justifying it with this godly sickening song that taught me that ‘this land was made for you and me. ‘

 

I commit myself to expose the delusion of ownership as a human creation in order to impose power and have control over the Earth’s unconditionally existent resources that cannot possibly continue being sold and capitalized in the name of personal power – all life must be equalized and given as an actual living-right wherein no more private property is in the way to create a sustainable and comfortable living position for all beings that are willing to live in Equality. This can be done through implementing the Equal Money System wherein we become the very creators of our own present and building a future that is no longer enslaved by a minority that has decided who gets what/ how much the Earth’s resources cost. This implies that my very own life is committed to stop this delusion beginning with myself wherein

 

I commit myself to stop any idea, belief or perception of me having ‘the right’ to control the Earth that we have diminished to only being a ‘resource’ wherein we have actually all complied to equating Earth to just a fuel to keep us all alive, a piece of land that we can ‘own’ – instead of realizing that we are more than capable and able to create an design a system that will effectively work for all, wherein equal opportunities to live a dignified living are given as a birth-right and Not made an exclusive trait of those with money beforehand. I realize that to be able to implement this, I must educate myself about Equal Life wherein all Life is valued equally through a monetary system that will enable life to be a given-right for all on Earth, which includes not only human beings, but animals, plants, the environment that has been equally abused and oppressed in the name of power as money as control.

 

I commit myself to become an advocate of Neighborism wherein we learn that we can only live in peace and thrive as humanity if working together as one – wherein all that we conduct, direct and work on has the starting point of considering what’s best for all as pertinent decisions to ensure that all have equal access to a dignified living, wherein suffering starvation, poverty, eviction, health care negligence, lack of education is no longer part of the Equality equation, as I ensure that I establish a system that will decidedly function for all in equal-terms. This is giving to another what we want for ourselves, and commit ourselves to work within this system that will makes us all finally proud to have an integral society that is leaving no one behind.

 

I commit myself to show and explain the benefits that we all get when thinking in Equality at all times, and how everything that stood once as a means of power – such as our current monetary system – will inevitably fall as it is already imploding because of it not having been a substantial system in any way whatsoever as life, which means that all power structures based on abuse – all of them currently – will have to come to an end for the new to have a space to be implemented here and for that, I commit myself to make it known that there is a solution to facilitate the transition, which is the Equal Money System to ensure that all beings have a point of unconditional support to live while we all adjust to getting used to be unconditionally supported, to not go into massive riots and over-indulgences that could harm and abuse others.

 

I commit myself to explain why it is important to work within ourselves as individuals within this phase of massive global change, wherein we all have to educate ourselves to learn how to live as equals, wherein we consider that only in Equality can we continue living in this world and how it is within this very principle that we can re-create and regenerate this world into a source of Life and stop subduing it to only being a ‘cage’ that was created by and for ourselves.

 

I commit myself to explain why the Equal Money System  is the most principled based type of economic model wherein there are no precedents to compare it, because we had never in fact even considered that we could all live equally as one by giving to each other the right to live just by virtue of existing here.

 

I commit myself to walk the Equal Money System as myself, wherein I stop creating any delusions of owning, having control over something/ someone in my reality, and in that establish equal agreements wherein I ensure that no power is invested upon a few, and that no abuse is perpetuated in the name of such power.

 

I realize that all the power that can exist is here as ourselves in every breath wherein I nurture myself from the Earth and give myself back to work on the Earth to make of it a Living-Space for all in Equality.

 

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Day 2 – Running out of Oil

‘Running out of oil’ is another way of explaining the entire depletion and extinction of the ‘fuels’ that keep this entire reality running as the world system that We have made ourselves dependent on, in the form of fuels/ energy, which is using the Earth’s resources to maintain our electric bubble. All of this done and established within a single acceptance and allowance of separation from ourselves to exist  as energy mind consciousness systems, as thoughts, feelings and emotions that generate experiences that we have called ‘life.’  The moment that we created a belief about being separate from life itself, we abdicated our ‘who we are’ to be run by and and through a system that operates by energy extracted from the physical reality- this Earth – and transformed into energy that fueled an ‘experience’ that we all sought to get to: heaven – but never ever questioned what is it that we were actually using/ abusing in order to create a ‘fulfilling lifestyle’ on Earth.


We diminished ourselves to being power generators, living in a reality wherein we became dependent on energy extracted from the physical – that is ourselves – in order to fuel a delusion of what ‘living’ is and ‘would be’ once we were dead.

This is a Long story that you can research about throughout the Desteni material and the current series walked by the designers/ creators of ourselves and this entire existence. Fascinating stuff, if I had not listened and studied that, I would not have been able to realize that: this entire world system is a mint reflection of what we accepted and allowed ourselves to become: mind consciousness systems generating fuel to power our ‘dreams’ of happiness and ‘infinite satisfaction.’


I saw this ‘work of art’ done by a Mexican artist that created the outline of this country with bike-chains as a cogwheel mechanism hanging on a white wall, while having oil all over as the ‘lubricant’ to keep the entire mechanism going. The oil was also dripping down creating a puddle on the floor. The outline of the country was upside down, which means that the oil was ‘dripping to the north’ part of the country – that’s an obvious connotation about this entire oil-economy-driven reality and the ‘powers’ that are currently seeping the oil to ‘the north’ – however whenever we look at this reality as a running-on-oil reality, we can see that it works exactly the same way as our mind. This allows us to stop seeing ‘the problem’ outside of ourselves and actually bring it back to self.



>We feel, think and get emotional to create the same ‘oil’ as the energy that the mind requires to keep functioning and in that, we are certainly no different to our entire economic system that is currently ‘going dry,’ which is how consciousness works as well. So, when we realize what stopping participation in the mind implies and how that will reflect in our world system, it will be quite interesting to see how dependent on energy we have been to keep our own ‘heaven’ running. This implies that we are all responsible for this current accepted and allowed ludicrous reality that is thriving on abuse and exploitation of the same life essence that we are all equally existent as/ made of.  We abuse our very physical to keep our own mental-realities going.



So – a practical suggestion that is ‘walkable’/applicable at the moment is to see if there are any fears that may come up when realizing: What will actually happen if/when oil runs out? Do I fear losing something? Do I fear having to go through a particular situation with regards to such scenario? Do I experience any other emotion about it? And within that, we can simply make sure that we do not create and hold unnecessary reactions as fears, worry, concern and preoccupation within our mind, without giving it proper direction -which means writing it out, applying self forgiveness and establishing some common sense to stop all ‘fear of loss.’



So: taking it back to self is: will I go into ‘panic’ if the world system currently crashes? How can I assist and support myself for that? What is it that I fear losing the most? And walking from there, one point at a time.’



At the moment there is some primary Self-Forgiveness to walk here as the initial acceptance to create this current system that have made ourselves dependent on as our very own abdication of life to live through an energetic mind system.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a mind mechanism that ‘runs on energy’ which is what I accepted and allowed myself to exist and define myself as, wherein ‘living’ became equated to fueling a machine in separation of myself, instead of being the expression that is ‘who I am’ as one and equal to what is here, which doesn’t require ‘fuel’ to exist, but simply Is and exists.


I realize that the creation of this existence as an energy generating/dependent machine implies a lot more than what I can currently ‘perceive’ with my own eyes. However, I do see that the current dependency that we have created upon natural resources to ‘run our reality,’ is stemming from the very nature of the world system that we have enslaved ourselves to and made dependent upon the illusion/ belief system that Money within this current world system represents.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create any future projection of ‘fear of running out of oil,’ as the meaning of stopping an entire world system that depends upon it, without realizing that I am the one that has abdicated our very own self-sustainable, consistent and constant expression as and of life to a system and a reality that functions on energy in separation of ourselves.


I realize that I can only create consequences that are Not best for all when life is disregarded as who I really am. Thus, I see that by having created a monetary system in the name of self-interest within the desire for power, control and greed, I abdicated my own ability to direct and express myself, here as one and equal to what Is and has always been here, and instead allowed myself as this reality to function in the nature of a battery system that requires energy to continue going, energy that is extracted in the name of ‘power’ as money.


 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse the resources that are existent on this Earth in the name of money, in the name of powering a system that I created, accepted and allowed myself to be dependent on energy to exist – and within that, giving up my ability to stand equal and one to what is here, which would imply not requiring energy to exist as in having to consume to ‘remain alive.’


 

We tend to see this reality as something ‘separate’ from ourselves, we tend to judge the ‘world system’ and the current mechanisms we are utilizing to ‘power’ our existence as something ‘outside’ and ‘beyond ourselves’– however, we are actually living out the same processes as our own mind. What does that imply? That the source and cause for all the current crisis and problems in the world must not be considered/ looked at from the perspective of something ‘beyond ourselves’ without actually realizing that: all and everything that exists as our current world system has its starting point ourselves, within our own mind.


Therefore I realize that any fear, experience or potential ‘experience’ when facing the consequences of our own disregard toward this reality as ourselves, is  the outflow of the events that have my own mind, each one’s mind as starting point. Thus, instead of looking at the manifested consequences and ‘my potential experience’ within it, I stop and I breathe to realize that the point that must be corrected to begin with, is my self-abdication to live through a mind-system that works and functions to create energy as experiences that I have become addicted to, as the constant and continuous thinking processes that keeps the idea of myself alive.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the ‘energy crisis’ is some rich person’s ‘fault’ which is and would be only neglecting myself as the starting point of the problem, as having accepted and allowed the current world system to exist ‘as is’ and having seen the solution as ‘outside’ of myself/ out of reach, without realizing that we are all equally participants within this current world system. For that, we are all required to take equal participation to stand as the solutions required.


I realize that whenever I am going into an experience within my mind due to ‘fearing’ the outflow and consequences in the near/ far future of what we have created and manifested in this world, I am not supporting myself/ this reality in any way to stop the very same system I am complaining and fearing about. I instead direct myself to become the point that stops at all times any and all experiences stemming from facing the reality that I have created for myself and everyone equally here.


I realize that the current way that I am ‘keeping myself alive’ as fears, as future projections, as limitations that are existent in our world as the ‘greater systems,’ are in fact stemming from my very own abdication to exist as a mind consciousness system, as a mind that thrives on experiences generated by my own participation within thoughts, feelings and emotions that create enough friction to power my own existence as a mind, as this reality.


I commit myself to stop all reactions as fears, future projections, preoccupation and worry about our future within a potential scenario of energy-depletion such as ‘running out of oil’ and instead, support myself to stop my own mind-participation in such unnecessary mind processes that generate the same energy that is keeping this entire system in a state of ‘fear,’ which prevents us from realizing that: we can actually create solutions if we direct ourselves to stand together As the solutions required in this world, beginning with stopping all unnecessary participation in our own mind.


I commit myself to be the point that stops existing as an automated system that functions as a constant energy-charging machine, as a surrogate of ‘life’ which is my own mind, the mind that I have separated myself from and that I am here to commit myself to stand one and equal to, to reintegrate myself as all parts that I have separated myself from. This means, I stop participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions that have been the very cause to create the primordial separation of ourselves from what is Here and has always been here, which is life as the ever constant substance that we are actually able and capable of stand one and equal to, as it is who we really are.



I commit myself to be the point that stops any reaction to and when seeing the manifested consequences of an overall disregard of our reality – this means, stopping fueling my own mind with fears, judgments, complains, blame and/or mental suffering when projecting the potential scenarios that we face. I walk myself to prepare myself to face the eventual outcomes that we have created and generated within our reality.


I commit myself to stand as a point of stability which means, allowing myself to walk through the manifested consequences breathing, here, physically moving and directing myself within the consideration of what’s best for all in any given moment.


This way, we ensure that we are all aware of having to face our reality, our creation and that no mind-experience is required to walk through it.


I commit myself to stop any future projections that are unnecessary to create a point of worry and concern about – I instead direct myself to continue walking a process of stopping participating in the same points that limit ourselves from realizing: we are the solution if we become the point that stops existing as a limited system of energetic experiences generated by our own mind.



I commit myself to walk this process of stopping even the slightest fear and movement when hearing about ‘oil peak’/ energy resources being depleted, as I understand the process that we are walking Here as a mirror of our initial acceptance and allowance of abdicating life and ‘living’ through and as a system of energy.


For more, visit the thread at the Forum for further support and assistance on how to walk this process of writing ourselves to establish a point of self-responsibility through committing ourselves to be and become the solution that we require in this world.

This point emerged at the forum in the following thread:

What is the most important thing in the world?

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“Is this just a life preserver bivouac tenure? The Tropic of Cancer answered ‘Drink the Quicksand’”– lopsided. At the drive-in

Further considerations and practical examples of how to walk this process of Self-Forgiveness:

Day 1: Self Forgiveness by Bernard Poolman
DAY 1: Who I Am as Money by dimensions

To Educate yourself about the current Money System and its origin on the very mind that we are existing as, take the opportunity to read/ investigate and educate yourself with a never-before told investigation about reality and its current mechanisms stemming from the functioning and mechanism of our own mind.


The Infinity Secret – Consciousness as The Light and The Dark

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