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2012 Physical Incorporated

The extent of separation that we have lived in separation from our very physical body is absolutely abhorring.

One single eye twitch and we can know that we are activating an entire network of self created relationships that we have participated in a continuous period of time, in relation to the past that we re-create here when we impose our ‘human nature’ as an experience toward others. One single eye twitch and hours of explanations that blew my mind for the while wherein I just realized how much I have disregarded my physical body. I mean, before I had thought that eye twitching was lacking potassium or some other mineral. What we haven’t even realized is how such minerals and physical energy is actually drained by the mind, and that is blood-curdling enough to realize that science fiction was never that far from Reality.

 

Writing is the structuring of self, as that which we will live by, as a new living direction that we all have to do for ourselves – this entire process depends on our individual participation – common sense: we are all here walking the same process and no one can walk each other’s mind for another.

 

While walking and hearing all of this, I noticed I probably had a face of being absolutely astounded to see how much we have neglected our human physical body. It is the most obvious point that we have missed, and it could not be any ‘further away’ in relation to how we are living at the moment, running around in circles in a conscious layer while not being able to be fully aware of ourselves Here as the Physical Body.

 

I mean, how come we never questioned the fact that we could not be aware of all the processes that go on within our body, how the blood runs through our veins, being aware of every breath and instead live as a constant threat toward our own life, ‘killing us slowly’ by draining life to support our most elaborate mindfucks.  Why is it that I am not able to see ‘This’ that I am existing as? Sure, our eyes of the mind only allow us to consciously look at ‘how we look’ – and, what did we do with it? We remained in that ‘how we look’ and made of ourselves an absolute 2 dimensional picture presentation of ourselves – it is abhorring to see to what extent we have neglected every single breath that has kept our ego running ‘alive.’

 

The fact that I can be grateful for is having the tools and the support to, for the very first time in my existence – be able to have all of this material and tools to support myself. I mean, we literally Do have everything on a golden platter, every single detail to the T of how we have created ourselves. We wanted to be gods yet remained in a closed polarity reality, switching off and on like a binary signal – definitely limited. I can only see how everything that I ever ‘thought’ I would ‘lose’ of myself was absolute bs that has, literally, no substance other than the one I gave to my thoughts to ‘live.’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and drain the very life substance that I exist as in the name of keeping my mental-reality ‘alive,’ while not being even aware of every breath that I take to do so.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me and diminish who I am to a single picture presentation as a two dimensional reality that I have lived as my mind, as thoughts, feelings, emotions, conversations wherein I schemed a ‘life’ that ‘I’ could only get the most benefit from.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to never question the fact that I could not be aware of my physical body as the actual ability to see how I am actually existing as, and abdicating my seeing-reality to a limited system wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to be self-enslaved to a series of experiences, emotions and feelings that I believed was ‘all there is’ to living, while neglecting my very own physical body in its entirety while focusing on chasing after an experience and pretend to be alive.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed of myself for having always remained within a limited idea, belief and perception of myself and never having dared to question who am I really, and how it is that I relegated my own physical body to being a ‘nuisance’ to myself, never really ever considering how separate and oblivious to my very own physical body I have actually being throughout my life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that who I am as my thoughts could be the key to seeing and realizing the actual nature of myself, instead of seeing it as a limited and constricted program to which I thought I had ‘nothing to do with.’ Oh man, was I wrong.

 

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for the first time realize the extent to which I had lived only within my mind, seeking for experiences while neglecting the actual self-consumption, self abuse and self destruction that exists as a continual process every moment that I ‘give in’ to thinking, to feeling, to keeping myself busy with some internal conversation that has No physical relation to what Is HERE as myself.

And by HERE as myself it is realizing the extent to which I have abdicated my entire responsibility to an automated system wherein I could just ‘rejoice’ and do nothing, other than continuing wishing and hoping while neglecting the actual abuse that I was/ and still am inflicting to every single cell and atom within my physical body, by the single act of engaging into an emotional experience created at a mind level.

Because we cannot see it, because we cannot feel it, it doesn’t mean that it is not happening. And it is only ourselves that veiled ourselves from seeing.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear for the very first time seeing the actual nature to which I am consuming myself and the reality that is here as me by my own participation in the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ponder an emotion, a feeling, a single energetic kick above every single breath that I have abused to power my ego-trips. I stop any judgment that comes with this as there is no point in making it more than what I have already done and become – I can only direct myself to establish myself to accept myself – the consequences of what I have become and walk the process that is here for me to finally be HERE as my physical body.

 

It is absolutely unacceptable how we go throughout our days, judging ourselves, our physical bodies for absolute bullshit while not being able to remember or even see how we are consuming the very life that keeps our judgments alive.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for having sustained a lifetime of mindfucks alive with my every breath. Double judgment is always a double-mindfuck and it all must stop here.

 

So – we realize points, it is shocking yes – the most prominent reaction I had was when realizing to what extent we have kept us ‘living’ in this reality, absolute robots circling around our conscious mind  – and then came the realization that there is an entire process to walk, I mean, we are so far from actually ‘getting here’ that just a single twitch in our body is and has been an indication of to what extent we are feeding our own mind-assessments that we have abdicated life, the physical reality to.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reduce the physical life and reality that I am to a single thought, a single experience, a single energetic fix that creates a sensation that comes and goes just as it started – it cannot be real – how can it?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to separate myself from all parts that conform who I am as the physical and believing that ‘who I am’ only exists as the idea of ‘myself’ within ‘my mind.’ How ludicrous, I breathe and I realize that I can only direct myself to establish myself here, willing to walk my mind, taking responsibility for every single thread that I have created in separation of myself as a mind system that consumes the physical life that is here.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to having lived a life of absolute self-interest wherein I took for granted every single process that my human physical body does in order to keep me alive. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me-from-me by opting to believe that living was an experience.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a surrogate ‘living’ as the mind, as that comfortable limited experience wherein I did not have to see the truth of myself and where I neglected the very physicality that I exist as, relegating it to a second plane that I could only use to sell myself as an image, as a single picture presentation while neglecting the very life that exists in every pore that holds me.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to reduce life to being a business, a single corporation wherein I could remain as the eternal CEO believing to have ‘power’ over myself, without even realizing that I am not even aware of the very process that every breath that I take creates within my physical body.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a dependency to create an experience out of my every day living and breathing here – giving up my own physical living to a mono-reality wherein all that I confined myself to experience is myself as a mind, with constant thoughts while neglecting the totality that is here as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted the very cells that conform ‘who I am’ as a physical body. What does it mean to stand equal to and as my cells? That will only be lived, but for now I see that the least thing I can do to honor the life that I am by stopping using/ abusing it to feed my mental realms of self-judgment as a continuous self-righteous act upon the physical.

We have judged dictators, ‘powerful people’ abusing others to get to a certain position, while neglecting that we have and are doing the very same thing toward our physical bodies, using it and abusing it to keep our delusions of power as our ego-trips wherein we ‘believe’ that we are ‘above it all.’

How wrong have we been.  This is only as scratch on the surface.

 

I can only  renew my vows to live here and actually do so – I am aware of the consequences that we are facing for not having realized this before, it is definitely the least thing we can do here, to face the consequences for having separated ourselves from our very own physical body, from life by transforming it into a single shallow experience.

Everything is in constant movement inside ourselves, how come we have claimed we could be ‘still’- it is only a stillness of the mind that can exist! have a ‘look’/ physical-experience within yourself: blood is constantly flowing and endless processes are going on.

 

When and as I see myself worrying about some bs story in my mind, I stop and I breathe – I realize that I am neglecting the very breath that is keeping my blood running and focus on realizing how it is that every breath is allowing me to give the next step to ‘enjoy myself’ while walking. lol how fun will it be to be able to finally be here, like literally realizing that all our ‘loneliness’ ideas is simply because of having existed as a mind system seeking for another mind system to talk to – neglecting every single cell that we could actually communicate to as ourselves – here – and to everything else. How could you ever get to feel ‘alone’ if we are actually in fact all that is here?

Some necessary buckets of cold water to realize how attentive we must be when walking this process – to never ‘lose sight’ of what is it that we are in fact doing here: walking out of the mind and into the physical.

 

I cannot say anything else other than give yourself the opportunity to investigate Desteni, the current interviews which have been like fire to melt down any little effigy I could have created of myself. I realize to what extent and with what ease we can recreate the same old patterns by simply giving into it again. It is also great because I see and realize there is no other way I could have ever faced myself.

 

Facing, walking the mind is having to let go of the greatest addiction that we have ever created, an addiction fed and sustained by life – how can we dare to judge a single point of abuse if we are doing this to ourselves every single moment that we are not HERE breathing?

I’ll stop here for now.

Thanks for breathing.

 

Read and realize many more points with and through Bernard’s words:

Give yourself the gift to understand who you really are as Life:


2012 Paralyzing Human Nature

“Conflict engenders fire, the fire of affects and emotions, and like every other fire it has two aspects, that of combustion and that of creating light. On the one hand, emotion is the alchemical fire whose warmth brings everything into existence and whose heat burns all superfluities to ashes. But on the other hand, emotion is the moment when steel meets flint and a spark is struck forth, for emotion is the chief source of consciousness. There is no change from darkness to light or from inertia to movement without emotion”  – Carl Jung

 

Jung’s work allowed us to get closer to understanding archetypes as preprogrammed patterns within society that we become and interact within/ as. However, the ‘point’ within psychology is still trying to ‘make sense’ and accept emotions/ feelings as something inherently ‘natural’ and part of the human being. This single acceptance has lead then to multiple theories and endless philosophical attempts to ‘make sense’ of ourselves as our mind, as ‘human beings’ disregarding the most basic common sense that we could only get to understand now, for the very first time in our human history according to what the Desteni material reveals: we have been Mind Consciousness Systems, preprogrammed from birth wherein our inherent preprogramming and standard mind-perception of reality has kept us in an invisible cage wherein we apparently had to ‘cope’ with emotions and feelings, trying to keep ‘a hold’ of ourselves instead of absolutely stopping participating with them because: they are NOT who we really are.

Reading this quote and seeing the way that it is evoking such chemical reactions reminded me of a post I read on Márton’s blog wherein he said how the human being should be called the most reactive element on Earth – and it is definitely so. We react with words, pictures, smells, colors, figures, images, everything is able to ignite a feeling and sensation within us, everything is able to ‘push our buttons’ according to how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to only exist as a program. That you’ll be able to understand in full detail in the ‘what is sex’ interviews which explains this in absolute detail, which is the type of investigation that people like Jung or Freud could have used to actually get to understand Reality and ‘human nature’ in its totality.

After getting to know the nitty gritty details of who and what we have been all this time – which was unknown to ourselves as human race until now – it becomes inevitable to not see how necessary it is for us to let the world know that: our inner reactions, conflict, turmoil and inner war – as well as the polarity of yearning for love, light, prosperity and happiness – is creating this entire world based on an incessant conflict/friction and opposition between both polarities manifested as our very thoughts, personalities/ egos that are currently manifested as wars, discord, judgment toward each other and the list of disregarding another as equals goes on.

Therefore, what are we exactly justifying within Jung’s statements above? The very existence of wars in this world. This single idea of “There is no change from darkness to light or from inertia to movement without emotion” can be equally used by someone in an executive position to vindicate war in means of ‘progress.’ This is only to get an idea at what level we are creating/ manifesting the world we are currently living in: self created due to each one of us perpetuating inside ourselves as our thoughts, feelings emotions in constant conflict as the very mechanisms that keep the entire friction and opposition going on in the world, which is our reflection to face our attempt of becoming gods in this reality. Failed so far.

The personality-suit I had to wear in this world was that of following these type of thinking, wherein I thought that the more I felt = the more human I was, that I could only motivate myself through experiences – including love, positivity and the opposites like rage, depression, anger – all of this without realizing that it was within those very emotions and feelings that I actually separated myself from what is HERE which doesn’t require ignitions to ‘keep going,’ but actually requiring us to put out the inner-fires as inner conflict and turmoil that has perpetuated and externalized as wars and multiple disagreements that we can find virtually everywhere in this world. Though, everyone wants to defend their ‘right’ to ‘feel’ and ‘think’ whatever they want because that’s apparently the ‘one freedom’ that ‘god’ gave us – right.

 

If we look at ‘light’ it is indeed generated by energy, fire is generated by creating friction with two sticks until they ignite – combustion is the process that we are currently drowning ourselves in as global warming is now our reality and consequence within a system wherein we have enslaved ourselves to energy. It is fascinating how our very own inner-workings are mirroring our reality as ‘our creation,’ spoiling the natural order that was here and turning it into a prison planet. Look at wars, they are currently at a simmering point because of oil – oil for burning and keeping our ‘machinery’ going to sustain this world that is only able to function if it is fueled.

It is vital to understand how this creation was only fueling heaven, how we were only batteries that kept the entire system of ‘god’ alive, with our every own thoughts and participation in emotions and feelings!

Now, why was this never actually pin pointed by anyone on Earth? Because everyone was equally preprogrammed to NEVER be able to ‘know’ the actual facts of how the mind works, how our reality is preprogrammed to keep us quite busy with our inner-states of mind and experiences while neglecting the very obvious fact that something is ‘really wrong’ in this world. Fortunately, we are waking up and we have the tools to assist and support ourselves because we cannot possibly continue existing in absolute ignorance of  HOW our reality works and WHY it is so imperative to stop participating in feelings, emotions and thoughts that are only there to limit our ability to live, existing only as prefab limited version of ‘life’ that is able to be categorized as different suits and archetypes/ matrix personalities that we have believed is ‘who we are,’ instead of actually recognizing and accepting our ability to stand up and express-as-life.

Got news for you: we are here and ready to share with the world that there is another way, that we are in fact able to know the actual inner-workings of ourselves as our mind and from here, understand how it is only through us stopping our individual participation in/as the mind and correcting our patterns and habits of self-limitation, that we can Stop contributing to the current conflicts and disagreements that are manifested in this reality in the form of our very social institutions that are supposed to ‘regulate’ and ‘care’ for the general well being of man; when in fact our very own greed/ self-interest, self importance and personal desires to succeed in a fictional world is taking the most out of the non-refundable resources, while the Earth continues to scream out for us to HEAR that We Must Stop.

This is self evident now, you just have to step outside of your inner-experience and investigate how everything that we consume to live is currently tied to some form of abuse as an energetic enslavement  – yes, literally anything we eat, wear, use is tied to an entire system of Money which is our well kept fallacy created only for the benefit of those that are ‘on top,’ while enslaving the rest to keep the ‘cogwheels churning.’

How is it that psychology never really questioned the ability of human beings to create a fictional system based on an imaginary set of values imposed on to what is here, such as our current monetary system? Why are religions and the belief in gods and invisible masters not questioned and considered as the mental-dysfunctions that they actually are?

 

We must stop ‘seeking’ ourselves ‘out there’ and creating all forms of conflict while doing so –there is nothing else to ‘attain’ as everything is already Here. We must stop feeding our though-machine that generates our reality as a bundle of experiences as feelings and emotions that we then get lost in, and eventually harm ourselves and many other life forms during that process without ever pondering: What am I Actually doing? What is it that I am actually ‘living for’? What is this that I am participating in? Is this actually ‘me’? Is this all that I am? Where have I been all this time?

When you are ready to find out the reality behind these questions, join us at Desteni – participate in the forums to see how we are in fact the new way of understanding human nature from a holistic perspective wherein there are practical solutions at a micro and macro perspective of the world, a holistic understanding that will bring an end to all abuse, misery, suffering and wars in this world. We’re done with the history of theories and ‘experimental cures’ – we are able to support ourselves and have fun while doing so as well.

equalmoney.org to understand how we can implement a reality that’s truly best for all as a brand new equality-system while learning how to cooperate and regard each other as equals as LIFE at last.

This is it, human beings, we stand up or we destroy the world. I suggest the first one – what better place than here, what better time than now.

 

Self-created shock

Support yourself

desteniiprocess.com Walk out of your mind into the physical.

 

Suggest to read/ hear:

 

Killing other Humans (Justin Bowerman an army specialist) by Bernard Poolman

Demilitarization | No more wars
Of WAR and the RAW nature of life by Bella Bargilly

 


The world just had a ‘tough day’

It is through wake-up calls that humanity will start seeing more and more that we are driving this world into insanity.
Coming home watching the news with a ‘financial meltdown’, London in flames and 29 000 kids under 5 years old dead in Somalia over 3 months of starvation with other 3.5 million severely requiring immediate aid makes you ponder how far do we have to go to see what we’re doing to ourselves in this world.

Within this, I’ve encountered ‘mixed perspectives’ so to speak wherein some are still taking a side on the entire problem instead of realizing that it is all our creation – equally – We’ve been the creators of the current system wherein we’ve allowed royals to exist while millions starve in a country where no one can even ‘help’ because of further jihads taking place in the area.

Though this and what is to come, we cannot allow ourselves to be appalled, that can only add on to the hysteria that’s being promoted while it’s only about seeing what’s going on in the world as a result of our negligence to all life.

I made this etching this some 3 years ago – it was part of realizing that we’ve cut our own hand while creating this reality, it’s the realization that we have actually failed to see this world as ourselves, and from there my stand can only be the realization that it is me that must stand up even if the world is upside down, through that constant support that I can give myself to not allow myself to ‘fall’ into a certain state due to how I see the world I am able to then embrace this world as myself and walk the necessary steps to continue living for life – to continue walking this process until it’s done.

It’s quite obvious that the events that are to come into this world won’t be ‘brighter’ tomorrow – we’ll be facing the truth and reality of ourselves full on and within all of this, within you sitting in front of your tv or computer, I can only say: watch the news, get informed in relation to what’s going on in this world, but let’s not get ourselves down or appalled by what we see – we rather see it as a manifested consequence of our disregard to life, of the failure that we’ve created as humanity to guard Life and instead guarded money with our lives – failing to see that our duty to be a custodian to life has been diverted towards an outcome that can have only result in an imperative desire to be the ‘kings of the world’ at all cost – that cost is here, is higher than ever and what we are realizing is nothing nice, nothing pretty of ourselves – this is our actual revelation.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to neglect life in all moments wherein I kept accepting a system wherein we simply continued participating in our worlds without having ever asked pertinent questions in relation to our existence, to our ability to create a system that could work for all

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to accept social inequality as the result of my own desire to avoid self-responsibility wherein the existence of slaves and economically marginalized people signified a convenience for me to not have to ‘do the job’ but rather have the ‘power’  as money to have others doing the stuff for me, having others taking self responsibility for myself

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be appalled by the news today calling it a ‘tough day for Earth’ without realizing that this is just information that we are getting to know of because it’s got major impact on financial markets- YET the abuse, the starvation, the corruption that’s existent everywhere in this world doesn’t get such promotion because it prevents people from ‘being happy’ and consuming more to fool-fill themselves.

I can see that I have accepted and allowed this all the way hence me being affected by it is in fact resorting once again as a victim to this world and system without realizing I am this world, I am this system and I can’t possibly continue this way.

I realize that I am the only one that is able to support myself and within this, support others equally to walk this no matter what, not allowing us to react and participate in massive-hysterias and massive-fears which can only be but another way to drive humanity easy to self-doom.

We stop and we simply expose the reality for what it is, always pointing out that it’s about the entire contract that we’ve created as humanity while disregarding our ability to create a system that could be best for all. I allow myself to liv e in Equality to no longer be another ‘affected person’ but be a self-directive person that exposes, that shares perspectives in order to continue supporting ourselves, to lose all faith and believes of a ‘better world’ and instead dare to care and live myself through writing, through reflecting my experience and correct it in my reality.

I no longer allow myself to be appalled by the events of this world wherein I speak from a point of knowledge based on what’s being promoted in the news and instead, continue to breathe and walk and direct myself to a single outcome which is Equality as Life as myself, realizing and applying it and living it every moment that I’m here – from there, I can only see that the ‘tough days’ can be walked and breathed through, learning what we’ve done and why we have created this world as it currently is. Taking Self Responsibility for ourselves as individuals within the context of this world is key point here

Thank you – see you at Desteni.

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