151. The Food for Thought is Our Flesh

 

Thinking Reality instead of Living it

I was listening to e Life Review – BeLIEving if I Know my Past – I’ll Know Me and it was most certainly quite supportive to realize to what extent I have defined my ‘stability’ according to the external factors that have created such Experience of stability: money, family, education, living in stable and supportive environments that I would tend to judge as being ‘non supportive’ in the past, however I see and realize now how I would consider myself ‘out of place’ based on the personality requirements and ‘needs’ that I created for me as the mind. I never had a particularly ‘shifting’ reality in terms of suddenly having no money at all, o having no support to go to school, or not even living with my progenitors/ family, which is something that for many children is not a ‘given thing,’ and it’s once again the points I’ve taken for granted that created the ‘who I am’ as the mind that is within this stability due to having support to cover all basic needs and essentially, becoming that stability as a certainty of assuming that ‘I’ll always be able to take care of myself/ there’s always someone that will be able to support me’ which is in fact still delegating the point outside of myself, as I realize that I have missed the absolute establishment of who I am here as breath.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘who I am’ based on the stability that I grew up with and was born into, wherein such stability is translated to having been born in a family living in a stable environment that could provide all that which I required to live, which is what I took for granted and side viewed as a factor that determined how I am experiencing myself at the moment, as it is most certainly obvious that I would not have been able to continue living if it wasn’t for such basic support to do so.

Within this

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead of living that reality of support to develop an absolute point of stability, I created emotional and feeling relationships as the mind in order to ‘make myself alive’/ living, which I had equated to being/ becoming emotional, having feelings and ‘stories to tell,’ which is how all of that ‘readily-given’ support to be able to eat, to drink water, to have a constant environment to live in, to be supported in all that I wanted to do is simply ‘taken for granted,’ and considered as not living, but instead went out to ‘create experiences’ so that I could define ‘who I am’ as a mind that experiences thoughts, feelings and emotions as a way to create the ‘idea’ of living, instead of actually living here as the physical, breathing, eating, relating myself to others as equals and establishing a relationship with my own physical body, which I Absolutely never considered.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to while listening to the interview think ‘I must be grateful for having had a stable environment to live in,’ and within this separate myself from the stability that I am here as breath, wherein it is actually not about ‘where I am’ that defines who I am, it is to see to what extent we have separated our own experience based on the environment/ images/ people/ things around us, missing out the stability that is here as breath. It is almost as if we distract ourselves deliberately through thinking reality instead of Living Reality, which would be a constant and consistent in and out breath wherein our physical requirements are fulfilled and as such focus on seeing where such stability as the physical is not being fulfilled in other living beings to equalize such stability, which would mean creating a point of transformation in this world according to ‘how it works’ based on money, legal ‘rights,’ and an entire societal structure that must also support this realization of who we are as the physical, as we can see how right now we are essentially not living to establish ourselves as physical equality and oneness, but live in a system where the image/ picture of ourselves as an Idea is what’s being glorified, sought to be ‘upgraded,’ while missing out the obvious self abuse that has come with our ‘progress’ and evolution.’

I see and realize to what extent we have moved ourselves away from the obviousness of the physicality through transforming our world, our reality to a single set of visual-thoughtful-emotional bullshit that can only exist if we all have submitted and diminished ourselves to only be an image, to only be a ‘thought’ in our heads, to only want to Be a thought and an experience within other human beings. I realize to what extent it is absolutely delusional we’re still even alive when we are taught and learn how to fear from the beginning of our breath every day to the moment we go to bed, just dragging our lives along and accepting such experience of ‘dread’ and ‘drag’ and ‘doom’ as ‘who we are,’ without ever even pondering: how come my physical body is still here and is constant and consistent in its functioning, I mean, my lungs don’t get depressed and decide not to function one day or require therapy to continue going, or some type of incentive to realize that ‘there’s more to life,’ no – instead we judge the very air we breathe as we use such breath to only exist as a mind that judges, that consumes the physical to continue existing, building, upgrading ourselves only as a personality/ character that stands as the proof of everything we have separated ourselves from: ourselves as the mind.

Thus I commit myself to establish my self stability here as the physical breath, as I see and realize how effective it is to stop defining myself according to ‘where I am’ and as such, stop ‘evolving’/upgrading the IDEA of myself, and instead reinforce the physicality of who I am ensuring that I accumulate each breath to be here. This is at the moment only a statement that is ‘in my hands’ to live or not, however the physical is such a self-sufficient point that it does not require the mind to think of stability as it IS stability as itself, as its very own functioning and configuration – thus the point to live is assisting and supporting myself as my mind to stop giving attention/ giving my moment away to thoughts and instead breathe and assure the realization that I cannot continue providing myself as ‘food for thought’ as that food is my own physical body and as such, I cannot possibly continue depleting that which stands as the unconditional physicality that I exist as only to support my mindfucks, my deliriums, desires, wants, needs, ideas of ‘bettering’ and ‘improving’ myself, of happiness and fulfillment as an energetic experience in absolute abuse and separation of ourselves.

And all of this is yet to be walked, as I realize to what extent we have in fact configured this entire reality as ‘the perfect brothel’ for us to prostitute ourselves/ sell out to upgrade and exist only as a thought/ a mind that thinks itself, not even ‘thinks the body’ – and within that getting ourselves to the current ‘place’ we’re in: abusing this entire physical reality beginning with our body to sustain a ‘perfect picture world,’ that just as anything that runs with energy looks ‘pretty glimmering and shiny’ while being oblivious and ignorant to the actual process behind this point of ‘beauty in the eye’ that stems from the abuse of the physical.

 

I breathe and realize that I can only live these statements by being here as breath, not ‘thinking’ about doing it, but just living it, stopping participation in the merry-go-round of our constant thinking and support and assist ourselves to instead develop an equal and one relationship with ourselves first to see who we are as the mind, to get to know how we have become ‘who we are,’ continuing walking our process of self forgiveness, self corrective statements and application in self honesty to continue getting a hold of ‘how’ we’ve become what we’ve become and as such, correct ourselves and most importantly, ensure that we do not continue and perpetuate the same patterns of self abuse that we’ve called ‘a life/ living’ which is unacceptable.

 

Our entire ‘culture’ from the primordial conception of ourselves as ‘thinking species’ must be debunked, must be exposed for the abuse it represents, making it acceptable to praise ‘thoughts’ while being absolutely oblivious and separated from everything and everyone that is Here as ourselves, as this entire world/ reality and Existence which is something that we have always seen/ regarded as ‘too far fetched,’ ‘too much’ for us to even conceive it, without realizing that we Are It and we have only separated ourselves from-it through accepting and allowing ourselves to only be a mind that thinks.

 

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All of this can be understood in the blogs:

• The Science of Thought – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 151

• Day 151: After Death Communication Research – Part 1

 

Also listen to the woman telling her story here:

• Life Review – BeLIEving if I Know my Past – I’ll Know Me

 

And the Absolutely amazing interviews by frogs on this point of consumption as ourselves – I am grateful for being able to hear this and finally make sense of this point of consumption and within this realize the Absolute relationship that we have neglected of our mind and our physical as the very pattern that we have used to create the current ‘civilization’ we live in – it’s in our faces yet I didn’t even realize until hearing it within these interviews, to what extent we have created and set our own limitations based on ‘how we’ve thought reality’ instead of just Living it.  A MUST HEAR in order to understand our absolute equal and one responsibility to everything that we have created, been and become from the starting point of separation from ourselves as the physical.

• The Consciousness of the Frog – Part 1

• The Consciousness of the Frog – Part 2

• The Consciousness of the Frog – Part 3

• The Consciousness of the Frog – Part 4

No Doubts: we’re Not Knowledge

 

Being called ‘skeptical’ while realizing that going through our lives ‘believing’ is an act of faith itself – can’t really define ‘who I am’ either regardless  of the feedback that we may get from fellow human beings that get off-ended when exposing the lies we’ve bought as our soul. I’m certainly done going around the entire methodic doubt to confirm one’s own beliefs to be true which is certainly Not the way to go around in this world – why would I want to assert myself as ‘being right’ about ‘my beliefs’ to be ‘true’?

I cannot trust my mind with further air-castle creations that are perceived or believed to be real unless I can correlate and verify it is actually so, and that is through actually living/walking in this reality.

To place this into context, the following comes from the realization upon comments received in a video in spanish about ‘Life after death’ wherein I’ve gotten several enraged comments claiming that I am skeptical and that anyone has the right to believe what they want within this life.

So, we’ll not engage into discussing how it is that we as human beings have defended the ‘right to believe whatever I want’ as a form of self righteousness that stems from our delusion of apparently having ‘free choice’ and ‘free will’ in this reality, which are only but a pair of aspects that we’ve debunked within this process of Self Honesty. While walking it, we see and realize that we are subjects of a preprogrammed reality, endowed with preprogrammed features to create the faux perception that we are ‘free to think’ whatever the hell we want – we can! yes, though from thinking to reality there’s a huge step missed: the physical-living and tangible reality we are realizing ourselves as.

 

Within this, the mind conjectures become invisible ‘food for thought’ that serves no purpose in the physical reality, but allowing each being to remain as an enclosed bubble of thinking processes justifying and excusing itself of how thinking is ‘at least’ the self-righteous act wherein we ‘make the rules’. Hmm.

 

Doubt as a first stage to question the world is quite a cool point to engage into – it is through doubting everything we’ve been taught that one develops that ‘curiosity’ to ‘know the truth’ which is what I recognize I did in my life.
I had to laugh at myself later on when realizing that ‘the truth’ of myself had always been Here as myself, as my body, as the brain, muscles and veins with flowing blood that I had completely ‘forgotten’ about while engaging into knowledge that could ‘let me Know Who I Am’ – we’ve all bitten the apple of knowledge and within that we’ve wanted to get an experience/ knowledge out of chewing the apple instead of simply realizing the actual fruit for what it is: something that will nurture and support ourselves as the physical.

 

When we make ‘of knowledge’ our ‘truth’, we’re then damned and bound to/by it as the set of our own conjectures and aphorisms. This is what I’ve encountered as the reasons why people complain about having ‘no belief’, it’s almost as if the entire ‘human nature’ is being offended by saying that there is no afterlife and that all beliefs are useless to live in this physical reality. The majority has taken knowledge coming from ‘the bible’ or any other rusty document, philosophy or food-for-thought as ‘truth’ and within that, completely forgetting or not even questioning the validity of such words within the veritable context of this world/ reality.

 

When one poses such a ‘threat’ to one’s knowledge/beliefs, doubt is implanted within beings. This causes one to Fear losing one’s definitions of whatever they’ve believed themselves/ this world/ reality to be which is why we’re usually vehemently attacked – my mother till this day repeats the same thing over and over again: “you all are hated because you’re messing with peoples’ beliefs” and within that, I can always only laugh afterwards realizing  how humanity is able to fight wars for the sake of defending a belief, which is then how we have seen throughout history the crusades and any other enterprise that had an aim related to defending/imposing a belief – religious, monetary, social-system wise – that could then impose dominion over certain human groups/ population. I could go deeper into the mental conquest/mind control that this represents but, we’re not going in there at the moment.

 

Now, coming back at ourselves at an individual level, we can only ‘doubt’ ourselves the moment that we hold any type of knowledge as the Idea of what we are/ can be. This mostly stands as a limitation wherein the mind arranges a possible outcome that we then ‘fear’ going into instead of simply stopping all self-doubt and walking through the point in reality to see if such future projection as the idea of ourselves was actually ‘real’ or not – we’ll find that it was never real and that it is simply much-simpler to stop all beliefs, to stop all knowledge about ourselves which is pre-defined according to ‘who we’ve been’ as past-experiences/patterns repeating themselves ad nauseam, and instead embrace the actual realization of ourselves at the physical level wherein we can only ‘doubt’ ourselves if we go into knowledge.  We can only trust ourselves here as every breath, as the physical pumping of blood through the veins that enables us to continue actually-living here.

 

This is very simplistic stuff, this is about stopping thinking and actually Living in this physical reality wherein there is No need to ‘think about death’ to exist here, there is no need to believe in a ‘god’ to take self responsibility for ourselves here, there is no need to have ‘faith’ in something if we realize our full ability to create within this world and actually accepting and embracing ourselves as the directive principle to act, live and speak in terms of considering what’s Best for All as the principle of Equality = that’s about all we require to ‘know’ and it’s not a knowledge but a realization that comes when we start seeing/realizing who we really are in this world, which cannot be trapped or defined by nice words, ‘beautifully’ arranged such as the ones that many people have tagged as ‘wisdom’ that has mostly served for the mental masturbation overlooking the physical reality, presenting no practical solutions to live and coexist as Equals while seeking ‘greatness’ as the mind = that’s not who we are.

 

Somehow Equality has only been made into a vacuous concept that is existent in constitutions and other ‘human rights’, never realized as Life as who/what we really are.

 

 

So – back to the point here: how can we then stop doubting ourselves?

We simply stop existing as knowledge and embrace ourselves as the walking, physical-breathing living beings that we are wherein no knowledge is required, only a principle to live by which is Equality and Oneness as Life.

Self Trust – trusting our words can only come as we go Living the Words we speak. And that is certainly a process we’ve never lived before, hence we are all here to walk, live and share as we go along.

 

Whenever we ‘feel’ uncertain we simply stop and realize we’re going into knowledge as who I am is here as constant as constative in-out breath  that I am here.

 

Whenever we ‘lack conviction’ – we realize that we’ve con.victed ourselves through the self-diminishing act of’ ‘thinking/believing we are our thoughts’ and that we require some ‘external force’ to direct ourselves to do/be what’s best for all.

The certainty that I am here is as breath, as physical reality – I can only trust myself as that physicality that I am – the rest can be movable hence not constant, hence not life itself.

This is how we then move according to common-sense which can be lived, applied by all without having to spice it up with personal additives that segregate and divert ourselves from realizing our Equality as who/what we really are here.

So – we’re not skeptical, we are simply self-realizing as what’s here, no need to believe or doubt or exist as knowledge – we simply stick to the physical reality.