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261. Know Thy Demonic Addicted to Energy Self

When looking at pictures/video of people on drugs and drunk, it is inevitable to not see it as an aberration to what is considered normal for us within human behavior – of course this is more visible with alcohol for example, such as the amount of pictures we got to see today from ‘new year’s eve bash’ wherein there’s a literal bashing toward the physical body

Welcome to 2013: Shameful scenes of booze-fuelled New Year’s chaos in cities across Britain

and it is still quite shocking to see fellow beings of the same species as myself in such dire conditions. Are these beings in any way self-aware of what they are doing to their physical bodies with the amount of drugs/ alcohol they are ingesting? No – hence, it is a clear indicative of mind-possession that is no different to being demon possessed, since it can only be an energy-experience that which is being sought through the identification of ourselves as energy such as emotions, feelings, thoughts that lead us to do ‘whatever it takes’ to simply ‘get out of ourselves’ for a moment. One single question: is it really ourselves as the physical body pleading to ‘escape from reality’ or is it the mind?

Our physical body is absolutely self-aware and functional without requiring a mind to ‘think’ for it to breathe, digest food and do all the necessary processes to keep itself alive when having the necessary fuel/ food to exist – then, what is is that makes our self-experience so miserable? The mind, and the mind is not a foreign entity, it is a systematized version of ourselves as all the relationships we’ve formed toward energy as the identification of ‘who we are,’ without ever being aware of how energy exists, how it is formed and what is consists of, which is essentially representing our primordial separation from our initial stage of absolute equality and oneness. It’s been a long way since then to what we see today as an outflow of mind-possessed people, drug addicts and any other person attempting against their own life while existing only as the thoughts, the self-experience that leads one to just want to kill, consume drugs, escape reality, do anything we can to escape ourselves, our own mind, without realizing we created the whole experience in the first place, we accepted and allowed it and nothing or no one will ‘save us from ourselves’ other than ourselves.

 

Desteni presents the material to understand why these mind possessions/ demon-possessions take place, how it functions, why it functions this way, how come we have been veiled from understanding these basic facts about our self existence and equally important: the tools of self support to be able to Stop manifesting further consequence and be able to support oneself to become a living being that is no longer willing to exist as a piece of fuel for the mind to consume, which is no different to how we are consuming the Earth’s resources to manifest our current world-system wherein we follow the light and love of the mind-experiences and beLIEve that ‘no one gets hurt’ from that – well, that is plain ignorance and the material is here for your education (see at the end of the blog the list of interviews/ videos/ website for further support)

 

220. Drug Culture: Mad Society as a Lifestyle

 

The question in the back of the head is: why would we do something like this to ourselves? What is driving us to such a physical abuse and self denigration such as the point we take ourselves to with alcohol and drugs? The answer is the mind as a system that represents and stands as the mirror of our beingness/ who we have become in separation of ourselves that feeds off of the energy that is able to be obtained from the physical body itself as a the source of substance that is transformed as a fuel for the mind to exist, which is what energy represents: an abusive relationship that we have externalized as our reality and that we fuel/enhance with the use of drugs/alcohol in various ways and a variety of ‘effects’ that we believe is somehow leading us to ‘escape from ourselves’ while in fact, the absolute opposite is happening.  This is all explained in the Quantum Mind Self Awareness interviews as well as the Demons in the Afterlife interviews wherein it is quite shocking to get the perspective of how demons would see the mind as this frightening entity existing in the body, and us human beings being literally mind-possessed believing that the entire configuration of ‘who we are’ as our personality/ ego is ourselves, absolutely unaware of the mind as as an actual merciless leech existing within/as us, simply because we identified with all thoughts, feelings and emotions, all backchat/ internal conversations as who we are.

And this is How we got ourselves to create all forms of discomfort with ourselves as a physical body, as a being in this world: we accepted our Thinking as who we are, we accepted our internal conflict/ discomfort/ tormented thoughts as ‘who we are,’ we accepted this emotional distress as ‘who we are,’ we accepted these judgments of emotions and feelings as ‘who I am’  – this is what we have become: a mind-possessed individual by a system that we accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become, a system that reflects that inherent separation from who we are as physical beings.

The reason why Desteni is such an important point to understand within this is because: unless one study how the mind operate within the physical, we will still hold on to the ‘nice experiences’ that we have defined our emotions and feelings to be, absolutely unaware of the gruesome detail of how energy is formed and resourced from the physical body.  Want some proof?

A basic interview of demonpossession and the existence of the interdimensional portal:  Journeys into the Afterlife – The Physical Demon – Part 9 and Journeys into the afterlife Seeing mind in the Physical – Part 23 to understand to what extent the truth of all things ‘unexplainable’ has been revealed already, just not everyone in this world is aware of it.

 

Unless one understand/get to know how the mind operates in the physical, we’ll continue to indulge in our own mind-possessions, and dare I say that even with understanding how this entire process takes place, stopping the energetic addiction to any self-experience requires an extreme amount of self-discipline in order to commit ourselves to stop the actual addiction/dependence that we have created toward our own mind. Just like quitting any drug or alcohol-addiction, stopping participation in our mind is the first step: withdrawing from that constant desire to experience energy is just like telling a vampire to no longer suck blood, we believe we will die without it, but we don’t, we don’t require emotions, feelings and thoughts to function as a physical body and this is precisely the common sense we explain at Desteni: our entire world system is the externalization of the mind and its workings within the physical body: we are scavenging, using, abusing, raping, murdering, exploiting this physical world to power our individual delusions of grandeur, which is usually seen/ portrayed as ‘positive things’ like love, happiness, sex, money, success, royalty,  fame, fortune, beautiful pictures that evoke a sense of ‘peace and joy’ while being absolutely unaware of how the mind is precisely creating such experiences within ourselves by the most hideous means that involve the consumption of our own flesh in the name of ‘our god’ Energy.

 

This is a basic aspect to understand within the experiences we will see in our reality: people getting more and more lost in the mind and believing ‘no one can help them’ but the fact is that we require an exorbitant amount of self will to realize one single thing: there is no one or nothing to blame for what we are internally experiencing, this is no ‘god cursing’ here, this is only the result of an entire existence as humanity of absolute neglect toward life and it is only fair now that we start paying for all the damage we’ve done.

 

We live by the tools of self support that Desteni presents and has directly supported every single being that has the absolute life-dedication to become a Living being in the actual definition of what Living implies: stopping existing as this mind-driven organic robot and become self-directive, self aware and as such, stop existing as a mind-possessed bot that seeks for love, light, sex, drugs, alcohol and fun, neglecting the reality of actual suffering, abuse and violence that exists as a counter act for anyone that dares to solace in ‘having a great life’ – when will we realize that No One in this world will be absolutely ‘fine’ and ‘happy’ unless ALL Living beings are Equally Supported as Life?

 

It is necessary for us to face what is coming ahead, it won’t be pretty but we are all certainly responsible. Do not fear as it is only us finally being able to stop placing mirrors in front of ourselves toward the ‘outside’ to blame and instead, take it back to self and realize what we have become. For this, we have the tools of Self-Forgiveness, Self Honesty, Self Corrective Application in order to finally understand that it is only through Words and Sound that we will be able to stand finally as self directive beings that have programmed ourselves to perpetuate the decay we are all currently participating in as The Mind.

It is only through this possession of who we are as energy that we drive ourselves to the most hideous ways of self abuse wherein drug and alcohol addiction only represent a catalyst to what is Already existent within us: the The Reality of Human Nature is Not Benevolence: Welcome to Reality.

 

“If you could only See what the Source of Light is, in your Mind: you would NEVER Trust it Again. But you can’t – because: the You that’s Looking, is not Looking with Physical Eyes, but is Looking with Imagination. And in Imagination: you can make-up Any Illusion to your Heart’s Content. That’s Why you Shouldn’t Trust the Content of your Heart. Because, the Heart Imagined as some ‘Higher Force’ – is but just another Illusion, to Keep the Mind in Control. While you are Not in Control of the Mind. So Sad.” – Bernard Poolman * 

 

 

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226. Seeking for a Posi+ive Fix All the Time?

Why are we always wanting to ‘feel good’ without seeing how we are pinning ourselves up in the cross we all bear as the desire for posi+ivi+y?

 

Elitist Character: Drug Culture – Energy Addiction as our Self-Consuming Demise

 

 

Ok, here’s the deal. I realized that in order to walk this process to the fullest it is to take a similar decision to when you decide to quit taking drugs or stop any other habit that has been life/time/money and self-integrity consuming. The decision is made in one moment – Living it, becomes our entire lifetime.

Fear of commitment? Well, let’s see it as easy as: the moment I fear committing myself to something is because I am already wanting/ needing/ desiring to leave an open back door to be able to ‘escape for more,’ which then not a decision made by Self Here in stability as the physical, but still wanting to remain satisfying ourselves as the mind.

Then I ask myself: am I willing to continue deceiving myself for a longer time here? The answer is No, I can’t. And even if I am aware that there will be ‘withdrawal symptoms’ of whatever I am willing to stop, it is a certainty of what must be done in order to walk this Process to the T and focus on breathing, living and not continuing supporting the who I am as the mind of energy that comes through all these wants/ needs/ desires like:

  • I want to
  • I need to
  • I desire to
  • I look forward to
  • I am living up for
  • I crave for
  • I could die for
  • I would kill for – see how these idioms are part of our lexicon lol
  • I hope for
  • I pray for – yes the religious infection here
  • I dream of
  • I fight for
  • I wait for
  • I wish
  • I live up to

 

Have a look for yourself, how many times a day you think or speak these words and anything that comes afterward is a point that will most certainly cause you a certain good experience, something you want/ need/ desire to fulfill as an experience that you’ve defined as ‘more’ than what you already are here.

 

 

Yes, that constant inner-experience of: wanting, needing, desiring, hoping, yearning, wishing, craving, looking forward to, being dreaming of, living up for and essentially, everything that I used as a point to eventually ‘get’ in separation of myself, that something that became a single abstraction that I would be bound to in a masochistic manner. I say masochistic because it is so, every time we bind ourselves to the idea of wanting, needing and desiring something or someone = red flag, the mind’s got us by the balls. And that is a certainty  really, to be unaware of what the hell goes IN FACT inside our bodies when we access the single slightest level of excitement which can only stem from fear, the single slightest level of love that can only stem from fear, the single slightest experience of happiness that can only stem from fear – how? why? simple mathematics that we’ve learned, isn’t it?  (-) (-) = +

Interesting that even the ‘Positive Sign’ is a Cross, did Jesus get crucified on a cross to point out the suffering of what seeking the Positive does?

 

Did Jesus die to get us all unhooked on drugs? That would be a contemporary explanation of the crucifixion = +fixion, the fixation on the positive, the happiness, the bliss, the drugs, the high of the mind as emotions and feelings. Isn’t that our demise currently? It is, all this world is being consumed by us, human beings, due to having followed our ‘dreams’ as desires in our minds while disregarding basic physical considerations within reality that must be extracted, abused and consumed to create a certain experience within us. Whenever I write about ‘consideration of the physical’ the reproductive cycle of fish comes to mind. That’s where I learned that people should not fish every single day during the whole damn year, because the species had to reproduce and then grow to eventually be fished. Did we respect such reproductive cycles? No we didn’t, because we had to satisfy our mind urges to have quantum fish here, in the ‘Now’ of our fantabulous consciousness. You see the CON now?

 

Got your Fix?

This is about the reduction of reality, of life, of who we are to mere stimulation things. Everything became a point separated from ourselves due to the relationship formation processes we created toward everything and everyone in existence. The nature of such separation is inevitable suffering, separation, abuse of any form – all because of missing out one primary aspects as existence: we are all one and equal.

Now, this context is necessary to understand then why being addicted to Energy is the same as being willing to lick Satan’s boots if you are a Christian for example. Meaning, how could we in any way pretend to be ‘good doers’ if our very mechanism in which our mind operates at all times is based on the consumption of our very physicality to transform it into Energy, Energy that we have glorified, deified and crucified ourselves to be able to constantly get our energy fix through which ever mean one would program oneself to: money, sex/ love, sports, drugs, food, buying, jumping off cliffs, food, TV, books, magazines, gardening, cleaning, exercising, traveling, learning, working… yes, the point here to realize is how we have essentially equated everything into a drug, Anything can be a point of stimulation in our minds and that means that we have been preponderant to be able to abuse and turn into an energetic satisfaction of sorts.

Is there any form of integrity within these relationship formation processes? No, the word says it itself: integral = whole/ complete – whereas a self-corruption within conformity – as our entire system is currently functioning – leads to a massive acceptance of self destruction upon warning or missing out all the warnings along the way. It is done, we can’t create more specialness to everything and everyone to what is already here, fake characters interacting with each other consuming self-defined relationships of abuse as an energetic fix that would

And so, I will walk the self forgiveness for having reduced life as this physical reality and people to equivalents of drugs, because: to understand drugs, one must understand the mind and the energetic requirements that are the actual driving forces in our reality – are we in control? Have we been the directive principle of ourselves? Never, we’ve always succumbed to the nice fluffy experiences even if it is obvious that such experience is based and founded upon abuse.

To me being able to understand this was also a like solving a mystery I could not fathom within myself: why do we always FALL for the same thing over and over again? Why do we Like self abuse? Why do we enroll ourselves in abusive situations and relationships even if there are options to not do so? The reality is that the physical as Life as who we really are would not make such decisions, it is the mind that is assessing how to maintain its constant energy fix through us participating in fixations in the mind. That’s it. Now, there is an entire mind-technology behind this all and you can for sure Educate yourself on how this all works within the Quantum Mind Self Awareness interviews, as well as understanding the real forces that we’ve been living as till today, which are the actual evil in this world due to all energetic relationships are the result of separation, friction and conflict. This is how there can be no love as a bunch of butterflies in your stomach, there can be no happiness when it is stemming from the actual fear that one exists in the first place to seek the Posi+tive .

 

What does Jesus have to do within all of this – all the story is told here: The Crucifixion of Jesus to understand the relationship between the physical body and the mind and what the pinning of Jesus to the cross actually meant, which is at simple view the sacrifice of the physical body for the mind/god which is nothing else but the energy requiring machine. That’s what we’ve satisfied only: the Body, the physical flesh does Not require to ‘feel good’ to exist, in fact, Living is not about Feeling but about remaining Here as Breath – breath provides the necessary oxygen for all the nutrients to be absorbed by the physical body. I remember reading in the back of a Radiohead cd: Oxygen should be regarded as a drug and realized we had gone too far already with the entire drug culture point to the extent of making the air we breath another high – well, it keeps us alive and that’s what matters. Do we require more than that? We don’t, but who we are as the mind does.

 

This is how the cross + our seeking of the positive is the sacrifice we’re always inflicting upon ourselves as the physical, it’s like a battle between the light and the dark but everything’s been in reverse and the darkness represents the physical body, the substance, the life from which we all come from – the light is the mind, the system, the energy that dazzles our sight and is presented in all these beautiful /positive forms while ignoring the actual processes that are existent behind any form of energetic experience – whether positive or negative – same point – because both positive and negative signify poles of the same thing which is Energy. Therefore, we can see that the real problem here is all that we’ve done to ourselves in the name of Energy, The Mind, Consciousness acting as a parasite on the physical. 

 

To learn more about this existential explanation of who we are as the mind as consciousness, read Heaven’s Journey To Life where the road to the physical is essentially stopping feeding our obsessions and abuse toward the physical and BE in and as the physical body, participating in our physical reality supporting each other to step out of the same fascinations and turn this world into a rehab center, if you will, an educational one where we are not seeing each other as sinners any longer seeking for bits of heaven, but as individuals that understand how this is a decision that must be made in absolute self awareness of what we are doing to ourselves and the actions that we have to correct within us at an individual level to stop existing as/ supporting only the energy consuming machine that we’ve become as our mind only.

 

 

This is a general background to understand why and how we have turned our reality into an energy source for ourselves as mind-machines being willing to do anything to get our fix: this entire reality as the world system is working the exact same way and based upon the exact same principles I’ve described above, and who’s benefitting from it? Only the system in itself, not even human beings in positions of power are being benefitted from this process wherein we have all ‘played our part’ and unless we stop role-playing, we’ll probably continue this game until there are no more roles to play, as there will be nothing else to buy/consume for our satisfaction.

.Now you understand a bit more of what the cruci-fix-ion is about within this context, fixating on energy in which ever form you wish, we are all addicts and certainly not proud of it as this world is the result of every single bit of want, need and desire that stemmed from our mind that only seeks to benefit itself, never life, never the physical: we are the ones that must change the way reality, our physical body and this entire world system functions. There is no Jesus coming to save us, that’s for sure.

I extended the ‘introduction’ but, it’s necessary to have context to understand addictions and all types of fixations before we commit ourselves to stop – Why would I want to stop that which makes me ‘feel great’? Because that which apparently makes me ‘feel great’ for a few hours, minutes becomes the most enslaving experience that one can be constantly existing as, which is only existing as a mind in tunnel vision fixating on wanting, needing and desiring to get this/that in order to apparently feel fine – but, as Marduk explained: once we get it, we realize something: we really didn’t want it anyways, it was just the experience of Wanting it that which kept us always hooked on the same thoughts, feelings in our mind.

That’s not living.

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