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483. Standing Our Ground in the Physical

Or how to practically apply the principle of ‘two or more in my name and I am there’ in our physical process.

Sharing here some of what we opened up in an Eqafe hangout today with Garbrielle, where we could look at a practical way of understanding what it means to decide ‘Who I Am’ in every moment based on the two ‘options’ that we exist as and ‘have’ as a potential of self creation: for the bettering of ourselves, or for the worse or remaining stuck in a status quo in our minds.

The premise is that we are existing as a triad of parts/aspects that conform who we are as human beings: we have the mind, a being/beingness and physical body.

The mind exists as all the points of separation as the relationships to energy that we have formed and existed as which is everything that leads us to create or recreate the worst aspects of ourselves: self-sabotage, compromise, addictive patterns, destructive behaviors, only seeing problems, creating notions of polarities like inferiority and superiority, morality and the rest of our ‘mind subjects’ that are in no way physical per se, but that we end up making physical when we act upon them.

We have our physical body which is the element of substance, of life manifested, that exists as the living and physical example of what it means to be in stability, consistency, resilience, flexibility, adaptability, self-regulation and even autonomy dare I say because we have no idea all of the processes that our bodies go through in order to keep itself alive and adapting to all of the challenges in the environment, processing what we eat but also most importantly having to assimilate, digest and buffer all the experiences, the energetic experiences that we impose onto it through our participation in our minds.

Then we have the beingness or being which is that ‘spark of life’ – some people call it the spirit or our essence – which exists as that potential in all of us to either go on the way of life or go on the way of our minds.  As the word says, it is a Potential, it is not something ‘given’ but we have to directly develop it – it is not something that has been only ‘trapped in our mind’ or anything like that. It is that life within all of us that can go either way, to support the mind – which happens when we for example cannot reason or see a way out in a moment and can be stuck in an experience of anger for example, or an experience of love – different ‘charge’ but same effect – we get blinded by our experience without being able to step out of it in self-awareness. That’s the way that we have been mostly living as, dominated by energies, experiences, desires, fears and not establishing a directive principle in really looking at what would be most supportive for us to live, to decide to do or be. 

This implies that in the same way that this potential can be used for all things that are not supportive, we can also decide to take the other road of actually directing ourselves to self-creation, self-growth, self development as human beings, as life, which becomes a very real choice and so decision in every moment that we are alive in our day.

 

In the principle of ‘two or more in my name and I am there’ the point is recognizing that we have these three parts that we are ‘made of’ or composed of, which are now completely merged and fused, which means that it is not like we can just ‘turn off’ the mind and get rid of that ‘problematic’ aspect of ourselves and suddenly – magically – expect our beingness to come through and be ‘liberated.’ Nope, our mind is ourselves, it is that part of ourselves that we have to get to know, understand, investigate and learn how to ‘walk through it’ with the tools provided within the Desteni I Process: self-writing, self forgiveness, developing self-honesty and walking a practical corrective process that is entirely intended for us to start shifting away from the usual dominance of ‘who we are’ in our minds, into the uncovering, development and expansion that we can create when we decide to stand as and in that potential within our beingness and as our physical body in the name of life, in the name of common sense and what is best for us and so for all.

In that, how I see it, is that we have the two basic elements that will create the possibility for something to be created, something to exist. If we stand as our physical and as our beingness, then that in itself is us making a decision to stand as life, to live life, to direct ourselves in a supportive manner which in turn, becomes a decision and a ‘reasoning’ as well as a practical laying out of solutions that we plan and write out using our mind now as a tool, standing as the directive principle in our mind to no longer ‘fall into the same old patterns’ but now instead we can use our ability to reason, to write, to make assessments, to communicate, to direct ourselves to live the corrections laid out through writing where the mind then becomes this supportive part of ourselves that enables us to also walk through our mind itself and so, start practically changing the ‘dominant’ aspect of ourselves: from the mind as consciousness – with all the energetic experiences, memories, habits that usually lead to a non-supportive outcome  – to life in self-awareness as the physical.

This means we make a decision in our beingness to stand up, to see beyond the ‘usual patterns’ in our mind and instead, tap into the possibilities and potential that exists as our physical body and that aspect of ourselves that can be geared to support ourselves – for example, developing self-awareness, directing ourselves to do things differently and in a more supportive manner, trying out new ways and methods to create solutions to our problems, test out the consequences and outcomes, investigate ways in which we can expand our daily routines and interactions.  

Therefore what is always a decision for us is who do we decide to be: do we decide to go through the way of the mind, of energies, of conflict, of problems without seeing solutions – or do we decide to in a moment stand our ground, decide to do what will assist us and others, do the actual practical work and walking through initial resistances to do that which is ‘out of our script’, stepping out of self-limitations and instead develop the potential of who we can be once that we go stopping and so correcting our ‘usual ways’ of following our minds as energetic experiences.

‘Two or more in my name and I AM there’ – is an equation, two or more elements with the same purpose and intent and the outcome or result is that which each element in that 1+1 is intended to be and do.

This ‘I AM’ in the equation is what we have the ability to define as the decision of ‘who we are’ or ‘who do we decide to be’ in every moment of our days.

An example, if I stand in a moment with a decision to remain in some kind of anger experience or infatuation towards something, in that moment I am allowing myself to be directed through my experience in the mind, affecting the way my physical body feels and consequently, in my beingness as the core of myself, I am seeing ‘no way out’, I am not pushing for solutions or seeing possible ways to work with those experiences and overcome it. That ‘I AM’ that I am creating is that of consciousness, of the mind, of energies, of self-sabotage, of self-destruction and in essence becoming the ‘I AM’ as the lesser version of ourselves, less than our potential.

But if in that same moment where I see myself in the experience of anger and instead I make a decision to no longer drown in the experience but help myself out, like for example: I decide to write about the experience, the inner conflict that led to the anger, understand the experience as my creation, recognize my responsibility to it so that I can then proceed to self forgive it, understand that experience of anger as a part of myself that I have to correct and deal with, to see it as my creation that is here, waiting for me to take a supportive action to correct it and so create a preventive measure and solution to it.

In that moment I as my beingness along with the physical body decide to take the path of integrity, of self-honesty, of self-responsibility, of challenging ourselves to change that experience within us through actively investigating it, finding out the ways in which one can practically live the solution in, through and as our physical bodies that – along with ourselves standing up as our beingness in that decision of do what’s best for all, what’s supportive, of growth and expansion – we live the words and expressions as actions that signify “I AM supporting myself, I AM standing up, I AM taking responsibility, I AM creating life in a supportive manner” here it’s not about just making nice declarations – no, it’s about living these words through actually making the changes that would lead us to truly stand up, to truly live as self-responsible individuals. This is what creates a clear difference between the choice of living in the mind, in the illusions or delusions – or deciding to live in the physical process of self-responsibility, of self-support.

In making a decision to assist ourselves – the beingness/being standing as and with the physical body – enables ourselves to then see the mind as the aspect of ourselves that now has to accept our core decision and so, who we are and what we live through the mind will be directed/guided by us making and living that decision to live life, create life, change ourselves for the better.

What is left then is no other option or function for our mind other than becoming the aspect or part of us that rationalizes the process, that can process it as a living decision and in doing so, the mind is no longer this ‘thing’ that represents and brings up the worst in ourselves, but instead we use it to direct ourselves, to write, to communicate, to interact, to assess, to plan – etc. if we are to create a solid foundation to our lives, we have to decide ‘who we are’ in this ‘I AM’: do we take the road of the mind, energies, consciousness or do we take the road of self-creation, of living, of self-responsibility, self awareness and self honesty?

The choice is always ours, the choice is always existent in every moment where every interaction, every experience becomes an opportunity to live in a better way, in a self-honest and honorable way. It’s about deciding to see and live life differently which is a genuinely empowering and supportive decision and a living process that has changed my life for the best, there’s no doubt about it.

So, how about becoming aware of this basic decision in every moment of our days: can I push to become the better version of me in this moment? What do I have to practically do to achieve this? What limitations do I have to transform into a supportive outcome, one that can truly change our nature that we have tolerated for the worse for so long?

We decide! And that’s empowering

Thanks for reading and if you’d like to watch the hangout, here’s the link:

Atlanteans – The First Encounter with Anu – Part 21

As Garb said: Do I want to be part of the problem or do I want to be part of the solution?

I stand with the latter 🙂

 

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252. Self Forgiveness on UnWholeliness

Continuing from:

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to live and align myself to the Law of the Physical that Governs who we are/ what we are as a complete, perfect awareness as Law and instead, having followed through with laws that have been created by/ through the mind that does not have any regard for the physical, but only use it as a resource for its own functioning and survival, which is how and why we have led us to the current problem in this world/ reality, because we have followed the mind-made laws instead of having observed the physical and aligned ourselves to it/ as part of it, as an equal-system of perfect symbiotic relationships.

Nature and Symbiosis

When left to operate naturally, the plant and animal world exist in a symbiotic relationship with each other. Symbiosis is, in essence, a giving and receiving – a form of value exchange. When all parts of nature are allowed to exist in a symbiotic way – they together exist as a massive and complex life-support system, which human beings are meant to be a part of.

A profit-driven system has altered how we view and participate in nature, where we have started to take more than we require and virtually stopped giving back, hereby disrupting the balancing effect nature requires in order to be able to perform its function as a symbiotic life-support system.

source: equalmoney.org

Text quoted in Bernard Poolman’s blog Creation’s Journey To Life  Day 252*

“The Law of the Physical that Governs the Physical – is Complete, Perfect, Awareness as Law. Thus, it Functions Equally for All in Every Way. Originally the Earth was a Planet of Sound, which means: Wholeness, which Inherently Existed as All the Laws of Wholeness.”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard the laws of the physical out of ignorance, wherein I adopted the way of conceiving laws and regulations based on self interest, based on a monetary system that hasn’t functioned at the best interest of all – disregarding the basic functions that have enabled fauna and flora and this entire ecosystem as the Earth to continue existing, which is the ability to freely get/ obtain the resources that are required to live, and that it is us as human beings that have violated such rules in the name of personal gain and self interest as greed, which means we violated the laws of the physical and as such, are facing the consequences of having denied equal access to all our equals in this world to have a dignified living condition.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow through with what was placed as ‘advancements’ and ‘progress’ in our reality, wherein I accepted things as ‘they are’ and believed that there was people behind such decisions ensuring they would be best for all and taking care they would not cause damage/ harm, without realizing that the moment that we created profit/ gain as a form of superiority above other living forms, we created the greatest violation to the physical laws, which is the violation of what is Here, regardless of any mind thinking about it.

 

I forgive myself that I ever accepted and allowed myself to ponder the mind as a greater form of intelligence over any other life form, without realizing that the Mind’s basic functioning is to precisely regard itself as ‘more’ than any other species, which is one of the violations of the Law of the Physical that implies all life forms, all bodies of existence should be equally regarded as Life and embodying such living right in a giving and receiving symbiotic relationship as part of the same organism.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through existing as a mind consciousness system, exist only as self interest that I have believed is who I am and as such, surpassing the law of my being that is Equality and Oneness and only gave head and regard to the thoughts, feelings, emotions, internal conversations as myself, as what is the reality of myself while the world can function without a single being having to think about the world in itself.

 

“With the Introduction of the Mind to Exploit Disharmony for Self-Interest, Wholeness Constituted the Laws necessary to Return it to Harmony Inevitably.
Awareness as Wholeness do not Direct, as it Is the Directive Principle through which Those that Live, Equal and One as the Law of Wholeness – would Constitute an Equal and One Reality that will be Harmonious. And Those, that Function in Separation to the Law of Wholeness, which is the Law of Physics – would then Wholly become the Manifestation of their Unholiness, Equal and One.”

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard and impose a mind’s desires, wants and needs upon the Directive Principle of the whole, which invariably leads to disharmony as the harm that we have created through the creation of money as the weapon of abuse  – without realizing that now that we are aware of the source of all our disease/ problems, we have also the key to solve the problems, create solutions and embody such solutions as my directive principle that must be reinstalled as my ability to discern at all times that which is best for all and live it, become it – Within this

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever serve the god of the mind as energy, as the abuse of the physical in itself, which is everything that I have defined as my personality and individual configuration that exists ‘different’ to everyone else apparently, without realizing that in such differentiation and individuality, we stopped working and functioning as a collective and became separated through all forms of ideology, dogma, religions, politics, personalities, races and languages as a form to remain divided and only looking after those that are ‘similar’ to us, surpassing the basic fundamental equality that we all exist as, which is our physical body that we all have and exists in an equal and one manner.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that the inherent Evil as human nature, as the reverse of life that the mind represents, is the source of the current consequences that we are facing as humanity, wherein our un-wholeliness as the separation we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to exist as, is leading us/ we are leading ourselves to a point of potential annihilation due to having ignored the Law of the Physical as the perfection of equality and oneness – and instead, dared to create perfection standards that can only function within the mind’s drive for perfection for its own benefit individually, but never collectively.

 

I realize that the ‘battle’ we embody as our own physical body with the mind system and all its parts and platforms, represents the ultimate challenge wherein we are having to tame the individual energetic forces that would only seek for individual self interest and instead, deliberately become/ embody the Law of the Physical in all ways as an actual living form – this implies that the process I’m walking is the deliberate decision to be and become a living form that is able to coexist with other living forms as equals – and that, must be taken to a practical living system that must be man made in order to ensure we all abide to this Law of the Physical and never again experience the need to abuse within a mental disorder that leads us to want to be ‘more’ than others’ through abusing the physical for our individual self interest/ benefit.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to violate the laws of the physical in the name of my own self interest, due to a con-formism according to what I would see in reality, and within that, accept my condition of abuser and accepting and allowing to see such abuse as progress, as success and ‘superior’ to other life forms.

 

Inevitably, thus – the Disharmony would Cancel itself Out and the Physical will Return to Harmony. Therefore the Physical do not Act as a Teacher. But Those that Function – using or abusing the Laws: May Learn from it and Change Themselves. Or End-Up in the Chains they Created themselves. It is thus Perfection as a Teacher-Environment. And thus Produce Either Complete, Perfect, Awareness – or Eradicate whatever Cause Disharmony. Within this, Time is Irrelevant.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that the purpose of Life is to learn how to Live in Equality/ coexisting with all other life forms and as such, this implies seeing the current ignorance we have all lived as and determine myself to become part of the solution and practically and physically embody that living change from living only as a mind of self interest and greed, to a physical living form that coexists with all other living forms in actual harmony.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to actually honor the ability to be alive and become aware of what we’ve become and have the tools and solutions to change what we have become, which is then be able to decide to live the decision to become a living-physical form that coexists with all others as equals, sharing responsibilities and also being able to receive in equality, as this is what is the actual gift of life, being able to coexist in perfect harmony with all other life forms as equals.

 

 

Thus, Realise the Gift of Physical Awareness – so that you may Become Aware. Or by your Own Hand, through Abusing the Laws of Perfection – you Will Exterminate Yourself.

 

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realize the gift of Physical Awareness and had deemed it as a curse, which is only me as the mind being deliberately placing ignorance as bliss instead of recognizing our physical awareness as the ability to recognize ourselves and as such decide to live according to the perfect ways in which we can coexist if we all come to the realization that it is only in Equality that we can thrive as species that are part of a greater ecosystem that must not be abused for the sake of our personal endeavors as humanity thriving in self interest, but learn how to implement rules and regulations that ensure life is lived according to the Law of the Physical.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to fully realize the extent of abuse that we’ve imposed the sheer moment that we continue living as individual mind-sets seeking any form of self interest whenever we only care about ourselves as individuals and disregard all living life forms that are equally here and being disregarded in the name of the mind’s self interest as who and what we all have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become.

 

I commit myself to align my life, my being and the entirety of who I am to the Law of the Physical, which is ensuring that everything that I use my body/ mind/ voice for is to act, do, speak in the name of what is best for all, and that anything less from this is certainly only abuse, which I commit myself to point out and direct every time that it is here as part of my awareness, and that is how awareness becomes the living-tool in order to realize, see and understand how we have gotten ourselves to this point, how to correct every single point of neglect, abuse, separation and as such, live the principle of self-responsibility as myself, as I realize that I cannot ignore the awareness of what is here and the immediate necessity to align myself to the directive principle of the Physical here.

 

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2012 Can Self Interest be Common Sense?

Common Sense means What is Best for All – Self Interest means what’s Best for ME-Myself and I wherein this ‘Me’ as the I of our personal considerations usually disregards the extent to which the decisions we make in order to satisfy this personal-satisfaction manifest inequality and abuse as consequences within our world when not considering this ‘Self’ not only as an individual, but as the Whole as One and Equal = who we really are –

How come Self Interest is abusive? Through accepting and allowing the fulfillment of wants, needs and desires at the expense of others; this is within the understanding and realization that, such needs/ wants and desires can only be obtained with Money – and Money in this world – as we know it – is not something that is ‘readily given’ to all beings at birth to be able to live in dignity. It’s actually interesting seeing how the idea and proposal of ‘Supporting All Beings to Live from birth to death’ is considered ‘utopian,’ yeah right, but according to whose engineered sociopathic logic and rationality? Is it common sense to allow abuse, destruction and absolute neglect toward life in order to manifest a selfish version of ‘heaven on earth’ for only a fraction of the population, while allowing the rest to have slave-lives trying to ‘make-it-through,’ I mean, how is capitalist thinking and the ultimate pursuit of happiness within it Not the actual meaning of a delusional psychopathic behavior that ‘evolved’ into an economical-system that we have accepted and allowed as an acceptable idea of progress and ‘evolution’ based upon the abuse of Life on Earth?

 

This morning I was pondering how the Law of Attraction became a pirated-book sold for only a fraction of its original-version retail price, making it affordable for the lower-middle class reader that would usually not visit the elite bookstores, and instead could find it in every corner’s newsstand, next to the TV gossip and soft porn magazines sold to the populace as general entertainment. This is a bit paradoxical since the people selling ‘the Secret’ intended to make money out of it by backing up such products with laws that make it legally possible to sue anyone that violates copyright laws that are intended only to grant all profit-making to the ‘owners’ of so called ‘intellectual property.’ We all know that copy-rights means endless lines of fine print that will ensure you starve to death in jail for daring to make money out of something that, within our current legal framework, is patented solely for the sake of having the exclusivity to the revenue from sale, as well as being legally endowed with ‘the right to sue’ anyone that dares to make money out of it too without your consent – not that such ‘consent’ could ever really possibly exist though.  And this is how through a massive promotion to this so called existential miracle, people satisfied their quench to know ‘The Secret’ and began asking cars, homes, husbands, wives, the latest gadget or greatest job to the universe, as if the entirety of existence was only waiting with an open-credit master-card to fulfill all our dreams – yet, people we bought into it – pun intended, and others were also able to manifest their own little secret of making money out of virtually, stealing ‘intellectual property’ and re-selling it in the black market – all in the same name of making money – Is Greed our inherent nature? Yes, hence our capitalist system remaining pending from strands only as we speak, since the physical reality was never considered in this ‘infinite source of happiness’ that this Earth could apparently provide, well one thing is certain: not under the current terms and conditions we’re living in.

 

Now, what does the Law of Attraction and Positive Thinking implies?

At the eyes of our regular mortal coils, the ultimate fulfillment of our so-called purpose for the cheerful ones on Earth is: being happy – and what happens when we get such constant desire for happiness in a world where all that is in fact constant is the intense abuse toward all life forms that is equal to the intense reek that depletion, destruction that death leave as a trail of every single day? One must know that there is something absolutely flawed and Not functioning appropriately in that equation. It’s the same as the example placed above: you get millions of beings aiming to get the best position in a job – now, how is that able to be fulfilled if not killing, battering and getting rid of – in any possible way – those that are aiming at the same ‘throne’ that you are. What was never realized is how within fuelling people’s personal interest, the world would become an absolute happiness-aspiring, instant-gratification self-fulfillment seeking machine that would do ‘whatever it takes’ to make the most of our “lives” as long as some ‘piece of heaven’ was tasted and savored for a while, even if this meant usually at the end of one’s life after the body has been consumed in decades of hard work, stress and endless payrolls to eventually retire and live a comfortable Lie for a few years until you drop dead, literally.

 

Now, if such savage-search for happiness is creating this concrete jungle – then what is the factor that is being missed within this apparent benevolent/well-intentioned initiative to promote man’s ‘well being’ through the individual seeking of happiness, fulfillment and a general ‘successful living’ even in asking it to the universe?  Money.

Ayn Rand’s objectivism and proposal for man’s right to pursue happiness missed one point: the moment that such happiness can only be bought with money and/or private property, and that money is not being equally available to all beings, what do we get? A competitive fight for happiness that is an euphemism for a rapacious death-match for survival of which Capitalism is sustained by. 

There is nothing wrong with happiness itself, it is the means through which such ‘happiness’ is sought and founded upon within the context of our current capitalist system which stems from the very physical-mind relationship we are existing as at an individual level and that Is our problem and our creation.

 

Ever-elusive concepts like ‘Liberalism’ have turned into a left wing of a sickly dove that never stood as an equal and one physical consideration of requiring both wings to fly. The acceptance of factions, religions, cultures, political parties and even football / soccer teams developed a sense of rights and claims that often veered more toward the benefits from such special categorization in society other than promoting any ‘well being’ in society. In all groups that stand for anything else other than equality, there will always be a point of separation from the whole and as such, end up creating further sectarianism than any other ‘good intention’ that seems right within their self interested nature. This is how within the acceptance of groups, movements and collectives in social, political or religious manners has made of Society a CULTure of sorts, wherein defending one’s personal interest/ well being was never considered at the level of the absolute collective. And here we got to the Key word: individual responsibility that creates a collective well being.

 

Let’s recap: what we got so far is a bunch of individuals trained to seek happiness in a world that doesn’t provide the ability to be ‘happy’ by default/ from birth, seeking miraculous means such as ‘the Law of Attraction’ wherein the godhead figure steps a notch up from your regular father-version of god as some superior-human like being and turning it into ‘the Universe.’  Then, we have ‘Capitalism’ which was founded upon the premise of slaves and masters within an obliged existence of economical disparity in order to ensure that there would always be someone willing to ‘do the job’ that would give continuation to the capital that others would require to expand/grow at the cost of those that had been deliberately put in such inherently-flawed/ minimized/ ostracized/ marginalized sectors of society that became – with all our aware frankness on the point – slaves to sustain a system that was designed to only benefit those ‘at the top,’ and I hyphen ‘the top’ as we now understand that even the Elite was part of a greater scheme in reality that had been blinded to all of humanity – yes even to ‘them’ as well –  and all of this sick game of capital happiness being played due to a far more sinister game that had been invisible to us all, until 5 years ago when the Desteni Material emerged in cyberspace and into reality as a whole to change the course of the Universe’s fate.

 

Now, what the hell does this has to do with positive thinking, happiness, money, freedom and Ayn Rand’s philosophy, elitism and  the wrapped up version of ‘The Secret’ as the blatant promotion of greed to maintain the slaves with a constant thought of happiness as the carrot on the stick to make the cog wheels churn by the energy spent in seeking to attain such sweet-dream perfect life? Well, Money. Energy as Money is the key point that enables ‘life to exist’ within the current bastardized version of society that we live in, exists as a fixed system of fake values that has caused massive suffering, abuse and exploitation of physical resources in the name of what? Individual’s ‘well being’ a.k.a. happiness and ultimate satisfaction.

Once again, the problem is not ‘Happiness’ but the ways that it is currently now only possible if some disenfranchised person’s back is broken and endlessly working trying to sustain a system that can only function for ‘some,’ which are those that usually boast about having a ‘great life.’  Thus what was the point missed in every single philosopher, theologian, psychologist, spiritual master, guru, anthropologist, psychologist, linguists and any other being that attempted to study the social organism and its potential solutions to a general well being? Well, the interdependence of the relationships between all parts of the ecosystem as One-and Equal being that requires nothing more and nothing less than a constant flow of energy stemming from the physical reality to exist.

 

Thus, just like a body that is healthy, happiness as that health-state of the organism can only be attained if the blood as money in the body is distributed to all parts in equality – what? Yes, why have we missed such basic biological principle of homeostasis within the cell where an equilibrium is formed when there’s a balance between the substances that go in and out and within this single action done at a cellular level by ALL cells, what do we have? The stability of the physical body that you and I in mint conditions experience, inadvertently so, I must say, as we are so occupied/ pre-occupied up there in our minds only thinking about happiness as an energetic flick of a match that burns quickly, without realizing that the little stick and phosphorus stem from a tree and minerals of the earth that are consumed in one single bright flame that gives away some heat for a while to then crash and burn to ashes, dust to dust – and so the same can be applied for any other organism and living being.

 

This places happiness into question. Why the hell on Earth have we created this flickering, climatic and ecstatic energetic idea of happiness as this body-churning experience that we all desire and crave for, yet Know doesn’t last long, which is often based on sex, money spent on something that may satisfy your wildest sybarite dreams to then be left high and dry seeking for more and, of course, just like any drug, leaving you instantly being willing to do Anything to get that ‘feeling’ back?

 

Again a quick recap: we have people seeking happiness in a world-system that only functions according to the established abuse within a capitalist system that can enable the current definition of happiness based on the attainment of the ultimate satisfaction in an energetic experience provided by products  -and dare I say people as well – that can be bought with money that exists as a fake system of values that has never regarded the value of Life as its actual foundation to exist, while neglecting the fact that for any good feeling to exist – just like the flick of a match and getting  flame for a couple of seconds – must burn to ashes only to give off that nice light for a while – and this money-disparity obviously accumulation a severe and almost mortal-disease at this stage wherein the blood-money has not circulated At All in various parts of the body. We could say 3/4 of the body as this world is existing at the verge of absolute necrosis due to one fourth of that entire organism/ body that is Ourselves as SELF is growing like a cancer that stems from the deliberate decision to abuse the SELF as a Selfish Interest imposed onto the physical reality wherein there is no actual ‘purpose’ other than that of the functionality of life/living in the physical itself.

 

How do we know that animals do not seek such ever-elusive happiness as humans do? Once again, Desteni material, Animal Life reviews explaining their designs, forms and existence in direct relationship to the physical reality of which all of us 7 plus billion humans have been utterly oblivious-to up to now.

 

So, what have we always added to our entire happiness-seeking driven machines of self interest yet mostly missed within the consideration of actual value on Earth? The PHYSICAL matter that enables such desire, that enables such products and such tangible-value for money to exist as the externalization of a cap-system toward the exigencies of who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become as a mind system that always requires fuel to satisfy its existence – apparently. It’s just like a car’s motor that would simply ‘lose its purpose/ reason for existing’ if it had no fuel to run/ function – the same goes on within how our minds are currently programmed to exist as, and as long as we exist only as such limited versions of physicality possessed by the mind that constantly requires energy/ fuel to exist, we’ll continue seeking happiness absurdly-so as an energetic experience in a system wherein such happiness is linked to – once again – money at the expense of the physical consumption of life to cause that flickering light that ends up burning to ashes, leaving the costumer temporarily satisfied yet asking for more.

 

That’s the history of our civilization – you see any possible evolution here? Not at all? Great, me neither.

 

Rationality can thus be redefined to a reality-sense of humanity’s fulfillment in a way where all living organisms are equally fulfilled yet equally regarded to ensure that no overdosing of ‘personal benefit’ takes place as greed, and as such, any form of harm, abuse or psychological extortion could only mean a pathological agent that requires to be examined to assess its willingness to exist as an equal-part of support for the whole. As the Soul of Money series explains, what would happen if our cells had personality disorders? What would happen if our heart would suddenly go ‘on strike’ and decide ‘not go to work and cause havoc’ within some type of demand for more blood that means, by default, an obvious functionality-disorder that causes harm/disease within the organism. I sigh as I see to what extent we have never had Physical Common Sense which is what is Best for All at the Physical level that we can fulfill ourselves as Organisms. This must be understood not only at the biological or psychological level that is currently understood as within society, but at the level of the physical-mind relationship that we exist as individuals.

 

Now – the solution is thus very simple and practical. If we all seek our personal interest and ultimate satisfaction in life, what do we do?

If we look at it, when existing in such ‘idyllic state of happiness’ in our minds as the ‘driving force’ to do so, we actually push ourselves to do things, we have a ‘motivation’ to wake up every day, we even care more for our health so that we can ‘live longer’ and possibly have an extended period of time to satisfy ourselves in the delights of what we could define ‘happiness’ as – I recognize that a mini-crash course on how to redefine happiness would be required, however let’s base happiness on a single principle proposed in the very first words of this blog: Common Sense = What’s Best for All – hey! but we’re talking about MY happiness, not what’s ALL can have! – Well, here is the nitty gritty matrix dotting question:

Are YOU willing to see your Neighbor as happy as you, are you willing to know your children will be as happy as you, are you willing to know that even your ‘worst enemy’ – as defined by the current default opposition/ enemies that are systematically created to keep the world-system running- will also have the same rights and ‘liberties’ to obtain/ have access to the same satisfaction/ happiness/ well being available as you?

If you answered YES to all of the questions above, voilà: you are ready to read more about the Equal Money System and understand how Happiness as an physical, constant, living- satisfactorily state can only exist if all beings are perpetually endowed and granted with the same ability/ access to the resources on Earth as any other living being – and yes sir, that implies plants, animals, the environment’s consideration in order to create a sustainable living-condition for all inhabitants of this greater one and equal organism that is ourselves, as the world, as existence as a whole.

Sounds great? Yes – why haven’t we done it? Fear, control, self interest as defined within the current capitalist system which is promoted as self interest a.k.a. greed and power considered at an individual level only – wait, so this means that…. Yes, it means that the problem has resided in the ways we attempted to attain happiness through unequal means – Inequality thus became the spear that would always end up killing us after being dying on a cross that we were born to by default. Sounds cruel? Wait to hear the rest ( Here: The Soul of Money – Why the Money-System does not Care about Life – Part 10)

 

For now, I suggest directing your mouse to physically click on the links below to find out how it is that we are currently already walking a process to establish Heaven on Earth and that ever-sought Happiness and Fulfillment for all beings in the Eco-System through equalizing the monetary system to a single tool that can enable us to ‘try out’ and see how it is to never worry again not having food on the table or having no roof over your head or proper healthcare or chronic depression wherein you can’t possibly see yourself out of the loop. Yes, it may seem ‘impossible’ however it is as real as the fingers that are typing this: We Can Do This –

And all it takes is our Decision and Self-Will to do so. yes, you see the SELF before WILL? Well that implies that Self as the consideration of the individual and as one and equal whole / as all that is here wills itself to LIVE in Equality through the establishment of a living-system that is able to fulfill everyone’s needs by the mere fact of being an equally existent organism within the whole. We don’t require to think positively or ask the universe for this, it is ourselves physical beings here on Earth can can agree to establish this as our living policies.

 

It is thus not ‘over the top’ to realize how the meaning of words can be re-aligned/re-signified to be What is Best for All, and that’s what we are walking in a practical way at an individual level and as a group on the face of the Earth that stand for Life in Equality – this means that whatever we can physically consume to live, whomever we can work with, relate to and establish functional relationships with are equal parts of the physical worth that we can co-exist within in equal terms by our sheer decision to do so.

 

Self Interest becomes then the application by the individual that commits itself to LIVE in Equality – this means that the individual pursuit of well being/ happiness is redefined to a constant sound-stable condition of physical satisfaction/ fulfillment, where all our needs are met, where All Suffering is eradicated by the mere practical application of recognizing each other as Equals at last. Yes, at Last because it has never happened before in existence and if we don’t make it this time, we’ll sure live the same fortune of that single match that is flickered to see a marvelous flame glare  for a few seconds and then burn down to ashes with no possibility to get itself back on track again – the depletion of the physical reality is Real. And this is what Must Matter to All co-habitants of planet Earth.

 

Thus our suggestion is to Stop before we lose our current existential opportunity to live in ‘liberty and freedom’ that is ready to be established within the principle of an economic, social and political System that regards Life in Equality as its basic foundation – this is thus realizing that our happiness, our self interest can only be sustainable if this SELF is considered as the WHOLE wherein our personal satisfaction is able to be created within the consideration of What is Best for All Life, fulfilling our purpose to live and exist in Equality for the rest of our existence.

Full circle now:

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94. In-Sin–Irate: Anger Issues

Have we stopped ourselves to consider in what way we gnaw and eat up our very physical body the moment that we participate in anger or any other emotion/ feeling experience? If we were really aware of ourselves as our human physical body, we would be aware of how the very thoughts we have consume our physicality in order to create such emotion or feeling in any given moment – we never dare to question how such ENERGETIC experiences are created, while even the name is indicating obviously: something must be consumed in order to fuel such experiences. Yet, we never looked into ourselves and only decided to accept and allowed energetic experiences as ‘who we are’ – because: ‘oh I am this that I experience in my body, I must act on it’ – and never ever questioning or even being able to fully see and realize what we are participating in the moment that we react in one single split of a second toward another in an emotion or feeling. One single shift from being here as breath and we can know: we’re mind possessed.

 

Anger

incinerate
n verb destroy (something, especially waste material) by burning

Yesterday I went out for my walk earlier than usual due to the storms that have been going on here. When I was already on my way back, I first saw this young male walking with a seemingly desperate and rather ‘uncontrollable’ dog – and I saw he had a wooden stick with him – a thick branch to be precise – and I immediately reacted to that within the realization that he would hit the dog with it, but I could not pull out the usual burning anger that I would experience before, it was just like paralyzing inside myself  in the moment and I simply started following them based on thoughts like ‘this is unacceptable/ I must do something about this/ what can I possibly do?’ I walked a bit quicker in order to be right behind him, then I saw that other three males – same age – were handling one dog each with the same behavioral characteristics: angry dogs barking at all dogs in the neighborhood, being seemingly uncontrollable – each one of the males had a similar thick branch on the other hand – I could not compute in that moment because I was only ‘making up my mind’ trying to figure out why the first dog I had seen seemed so uncontrollable and angry, having to be hit that way to behave.

 

I started deliberately walking right behind the four of them, I went into a point of possession wherein I wanted to pull out the anger that would usually drive me in the past to go and shout or even wanting to hit them – but I couldn’t. I ‘felt powerless’ but not in an emotional way, like actually having no ability to ‘pull out the anger’ I was used to experiencing in such moments/ events. I realized that it was not appropriate to go and shout at them because they were 4 males, with 4 angry dogs, with 4 thick branches and I was alone.

 

In a way within my mind, yet it didn’t even seem like thinking, I wanted to curse them to death – and I couldn’t. I could not even pull out some hatred. It was fascinating to see this unfolding, like slow camera movement where Marlen would want to just beat them to death in my mind with words or even pictures, and I couldn’t. Anyways, so as I approached them through walking behind them, I could just utter the following words in the moment – ‘Is this why you have your dog for? To hit him?’ – And obviously the young man didn’t bother at all, I was not grasping the whole picture in that moment  – and as I walked right behind the four of them I approached the second one and told him ‘Is this what you have your dog for? TO hit him? – and I managed to pull out some other words – ‘Would you want to be hit the same way you do onto him?’ and he just didn’t reply, he only made a gesture of ‘I couldn’t care less/ maybe I’d like to’ – So, there was no answer obviously. I realized it was pointless to continue doing anything about it.

 

Then I realized what they actually were as the whole picture: people that train dogs for dog fights – hence the attitude of the dogs and the males with the wooden sticks with them. It is their “job.”

 

The point here is that I wanted to be as angry as I could, I was wanting to just burst out in absolute anger toward them in that moment, and I couldn’t – and this strangely so felt like I was powerless = not moving by energy inside – however it was more of a concrete experience inside me that I could not even direct some ‘angry thoughts’ toward them.  I followed them until the corner where they went straight ahead, and I just stood there on the corner watching them and all I could think of is breathe – breathe – breathe – breathe – and so I did. After a couple of minutes of just deliberately standing there to see where they would go up to, I realized that there was no point in continuing that, so I turned to the right and followed my way back home.

 

In the past – and I’m talking about 4 years ago when I started becoming aware of the abuse in this world – I witnessed similar events and I remember becoming like a tornado inside me, filled with rage that I used as a fuel to approach the man that was dragging the dog on the street – I told this story in a video minute 3:49 – and I would react in boiling anger, ready to just torture another with my anger there, ready to shout and scream – and this time, I could not do that, even though a part of me wanted to. Another point is that I kept myself  grounded wherein, even in the moment that I approached the two males that I managed to talk to them,  I was just like a rock not really speaking in an  irate manner, even though I wanted to.

 

This is to reveal how out of habit, I would have wanted to make an entire drama out of the situation, shouting or getting myself ‘into trouble’ just for the sake of ‘making them see’ – but as I saw their reactions when I asked them the questions, I knew that I had to stop and not go any further.

 

So, the word that came up is ‘incinerate’ which sounds like in-sin-irate and how I had a moment there wherein I actually ‘wanted’ to be angry, me as the mind wanted to just bring up anger and lash out onto them and I couldn’t. Which is irrational because I knew beforehand ‘not to react’ but again looking at the event happening in front of me is more of a trigger point to face self-honesty to.

 

I was talking about this type of situations two days ago, and I myself had suggested not to intervene in such moments of witnessing abuse onto others – children, animals – as we do not know how they would react – and I was seeing with my eyes how it was 4 males, 4 dogs, wooden sticks – I really went too far to even approach them. So, to explain the point: ‘I ‘felt’ like I had to go and speak up to them however I felt like in an entire possession in that moment when I drove myself to speak to them. It was not directed by some churning inside me as in the past, but I did speak up to them.

 

I have explained before how I would deal with extensive anger toward everything and everyone – and I’ve certainly ‘slowed down’ in that, to the point wherein I cannot describe if what I did experience yesterday was anger, because I didn’t ‘feel it’ as the usual energetic experience – however, the realization here is:

 

– I cannot place myself in such situations of absolute risk just to let people know what they already know they are doing in the moment – even more so when seeing the whole picture and the reason behind such actions: dog fights = money/ business/ males getting paid to take care of the dogs = they won’t stop doing it as it is their job

 

– My reaction was based on thinking – meaning that I assessed the situation according to what I thought was ‘right’ to do in the moment, even if I was expecting myself to suddenly get absolutely and extremely angry, I couldn’t – which was a point of being grounded to realize that I could not possibly take the point further than approaching them with simple questions.

 

– I also directed myself to realize in that moment that If I witnessed the entire abuse that goes on in the world, I would have incinerated myself due to/ because of reacting to it all – we cannot possibly ‘make a change’ to a chain of events and situations wherein money is being the driving point, wherein the consideration of animals as ‘less than humans’ is a culturally ingrained fuckup for ages in humanity – I cannot stop what is currently being experienced by billions – I can only stop myself.

 

– I realize that in situations like that on the street, I had reacted in extreme anger wherein the usual desire is to just shout and flip the finger to them, as if that could ‘offend them’ or take them to a realization, without seeing that their actions are in essence already proof of what they are willing to do because of money, and how I have no context in any way whatsoever within the entire situation – but only wanting to react based on the obvious point of abuse, which is a constant point in our entire reality. Thus I see that I partake obviously in such point of abuse by simply accepting and allowing myself to exist within the current world that we are in the way it is, and not doing a thing about it – until now that we are beginning to STOP ourselves from being the very perpetuators of the same fighting/ battling eternal separation system that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become.

 

– I realize that I cannot expose myself that way, meaning – I walk alone, I am alone and I cannot possibly confront others that are clearly more, with ‘tools’ that could be harmful as well as the dogs themselves that seemed angry as hell. This is what we have become, using dogs to fight to satisfy some human being’s desire to see dogs attacking each other to fuel some mind mechanism that is pleasured when seeing wrestling, fighting – thus who I am within it all? Seeing where and how I am fighting myself, or wanting to fight others in the name of ‘doing something right,’ without taking into consideration the actual chain of events and consequences that could ensue from this point of ‘following my mind’ in such moments.

 

– I also realized that I had been blind when I watched the movie ‘Amores Perros’ which depicts that dog-fight business here in Mexico City, I somehow managed to just ‘numb it out’ as part of some ‘movie’ as if it was not real or in some alternate reality. I see how I would see movies without taking into consideration that such events DO take place, do happen and are as real as seeing those dogs ‘going out for a walk’ and having to be hit in order to behave, due to how they have been trained by the sick twisted human mind that solaces is seeing fights and dare to even gamble upon winners. This I fuel and exist as every time I seek to win and ‘win’ something, get a positive kick out of anything that I can witness and consequently experience as an energetic movement within me.

 

Fighting

I fought myself in that moment: from wanting to react and another ‘part’ of me – the real me – remaining just like a rock, I experienced like this cement inside me where I could not even think – it’s like when you are in the bottom of a pool and  you know that you could drown yet, you cannot possibly just move up to reach for air. I am describing what I experienced in that moment which I have also experienced as a child in terms of realizing I am drowning but not being able to move – so, the experience was not the usual ‘angry mode’ but instead it maybe was petrification – yet at the same time it didn’t feel like anything.

I also realize that if I had gone out at the same time I usually do, I would not have witnessed that, which means that it doesn’t matter if I’m present or not: those dogs exist, people that train them to fight exist, they will continue whether I witness that or not – I realize that any reaction is in fact stemming from my inherent desire – that certainly has mellowed down – to point out the abuse to others, instead of even realizing how the abuse is first onto me because of having the actual desire to be angry, to ‘burst up in flames’ – which is how I see that the word incinerate makes sense: I had not ever considered the ‘who I am’ in anger, and I had never considered the detrimental effects of such energetic experience of anger on my body.

 

I have written about the memory of me as a child becoming extremely angry, to the point where I feel my entire body just having like a ‘chill’ from how much I would put myself in such anger trance, and that’s when my parents would offend me ‘You are fucking crazy!’ and just leaving me in the room,  fueling that anger even more because of them judging to what extent I would lead a single point of anger into an actual anger possession. Hearing them cursing at me for fueling my anger made me even more angry.

 

And I remember the stories my mother would say about my father, picking up fights with people just because of going past a red light or something – he used to carry these sticks on the car ‘just in case’ something would happen – I took it as normal, and they always wanted me to carry some thick cable that I could hit someone with in case they wanted to do something onto me. I always refused.

 

 

Stepping out of the anger possession

Whenever I would go out of the possession when I was a child, after spending  a long time crying and fueling that experience of anger wherein the totality of my body would go into a paralysis almost, even just now as I write it I can experience the same thing, the tickling as pins and needles on my left arm. Even as  a child, I would fear dying in such moments – my mother would say to me that my entire face could be paralyzed if I continued boiling up with such anger – and so I would fear dying, I would fear ending up with a ‘dry half face’ because of anger – and that’s when I would slow down and just cry not even because of whatever reason I have had to get angry in the first place, but because of becoming aware of how my body had suffered in that moment of anger possession. I would brace myself and feel sad/ sorry and even worse for what I had put myself through.

 

It was just like vomiting. When I was a child and I was sick and had to puke, I would keep my eyes open and cry throughout the whole thing – I would then notice that the pores of my cheeks had burst, I would feel so bad for having damaged my body that way that I always feared having to puke again. One of the reasons why I stopped drinking was when puking was ‘the way to stop the drunkenness’ and me becoming absolutely disgusted of myself for having to do that. The ‘peak point’ was when I had to puke and I cannot even remember where I did it/ or don’t want to remember. I stopped, I could not take myself any further than that – besides waking up with bumps on my head and other undisclosed bruises.

 

Self abuse – no different to becoming angry – same experience, same pain felt after the energetic possession: the body took it all and, have I ever asked forgiveness for my body for such things? No.

 

I one way I am ‘glad’ I was able to stop myself most of the times before going into absolute rage, however seeing this potential in me – which is linked to thoughts related to killing/ hitting/ deliberately harming others that I see are ‘abusing’ was never realized as me following the threat of abuse even in my own mind. I guess that’s why and how I would ‘resonate’ with a clockwork orange in a way, and the entire experience that I had yesterday I later on assessed as the similar experience that Alex had when he cold no longer be violent against others – he would get sick, I just got absolutely ‘blank’ with no ability to do anything else than that.

 

I had taken for granted these surges of anger as a child, I remember them very well yet when I was pointed out that I had a lot of anger I went into a ‘what? no way!’ denial state, without daring to look inside myself and find the real evil justified by ‘seeing evil’ in others’ which became – as I have mentioned before as well – a thinking pattern of ‘humanity is evil’ and as such, shaping, molding my entire beingness to be in a ‘military’ way, like a soldier that is ready to combat any point of attack. And this is precisely being explained in Heaven’s Journey to Life blog, specifically the link I’ll leave below, and so I have just written out the whole point with several links to the past  up until the experience at the moment.

 

One single event can become the mirror we have not dared to look ourselves into, because we knew before hand we do not want to see what is reflected on it, yet it is ourselves.

 

The physical consequences after this was pain on my left foot  because of how I had a struggle with ‘my expression’ and the physical point of it in the moment – my mind wanting to go bezerk and the other me here stability pulling myself like cement on the ground. The trick is to keep breathing at all times. Looking back at the entire situation, It was ‘cool’ to face the point from the perspective of being able to face such ingrained inner-experiences with regards to anger. However, it is plain obvious that the cause of the anger won’t be solved in one go: Animals being abused by humans is the most despicable thing that we can do along any other moment wherein we abuse ourselves in the name of reacting to such abuse as well.

 

I will continue tomorrow with the Self Forgiveness points.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become angry, petrified at the abuse of this world without realizing that participating in anger only supports my own gnawing as physical flesh and that in no way does it support LIFE

 

“Animals are driven to extinction as they DO NOT feature in the Consciousness of Humans as Equals as Life-Forms”  – Bernard Poolman *

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Day 6- Shame upon Separation

First of all, the extent to which I am realizing more and more everyday how we have separated ourselves from Ourselves as Life here has often pulled out reactions within me, which means that I have to first establish a point of clarity when realizing that: what is done is done, and cannot be ‘reversed’ as in going back in time and having decided not to manifest the consequences that are here as ourselves and this world.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience guilt, remorse and regret when realizing the extent to which we have literally mindfucked ourselves into an absolute oblivion in separation of life, and how we have evolved in complicating and double-layering our relationships of the mind as ‘who we are. ‘


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to experience helplessness when realizing that this all could have been ‘stopped’ at some point if we could have realized the equality and oneness that has always been here.  I realize that at this moment such ‘longing for the past’ is simply irrelevant – what I can do continuing learning and educating myself about how I have come to be what I currently am, to establish the certainty of who I am and within that certainty, live it and structure my life according to it,  making sure this time that I do not ever recreate what we have already done as our past as the manifested consequence that is here.


When and as I see myself listening to the explanations of the extent of separation and find myself reacting in regret, guilt, shame, helplessness – I stop and I breathe – I realize that I am in no way making any difference by compounding any form of energetic experience toward it – it’s the other way around: I hear, I see, I realize, I understand and I take myself as the necessary point that requires to be educated on how this creation came to be what it is now, as it is my creation that I must take Self Responsibility from here on.


This implies that any inkling of remorse, guilt, shame and any iota of emotional ‘movement’/ experience toward what I hear, I am able to direct as a point of immediate understanding on what requires to be done, instead of continuing any participation in the mind as emotions of guilt, remorse, shame and helplessness toward myself and this world.


I am instead grateful for being able to educate myself this time on the workings of existence and my participation in it, so that I can see in my face that which I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become, in separation of everything and all.


It is unacceptable to continue creating further friction and experiences within myself UPON the explanations of how I came to this current experience wherein I am simply able to STOP all judgment toward myself and everyone else as this constant irritation and projected ‘disgust’ toward all of humanity which is only reflecting my own disgust, anger and shame for what I accepted and allowed myself to be and become.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project blame and anger onto others without taking responsibility for it as my creation, but instead believing that ‘I have the right to be angry’ which became a trademark that I accepted as a statement that I applied for myself.


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel shame for having disregarded life, without realizing that such shame is still self-interest as it is a mind-generated experience wherein I am only considering ‘my experience’ toward the realizations that are here for me to face.


Thus I stop all self-interested generated experience when and while listening to interviews and the explanation upon our own self-accepted and allowed enslavement as separation from life, to see and realize that I did this to myself and that whatever comes up within my own mind, I must take self responsibility for. I cannot, in any way whatsoever, continue creating experiences UPON that which should be taken as facts, as manifested consequence that do no require my emotional input onto it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an inner experience of bewilderment when realizing, seeing and understanding the extent to which I have separated myself from everything that is here, and within this, creating the experience of being actually a tiny-bit, a spec of nothingness which is a reverse form of ego to believe that I cannot ‘do this’ because I am ‘too little’ to do something about this reality and existence, without realizing that I am proving to myself that it is possible to start integrating myself as a physical body and stop any reactions to knowledge and information which is only reacting to myself, as my creation, as the knowledge and information that I have made up as ‘more’ than myself.


I realize that when and as I allow myself to stop being defined by knowledge and information, an opportunity to expands and break the patterns here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself through words that indicate an energetic experience such as shame, guilt, remorse and keeping a grudge toward myself for having accepted and allowed it, which makes no sense! There is no point in now reacting to what I’m seeing and realizing now. I am in fact grateful that I can be aware of this all now, and the only point that is left is for me to commit myself to live a LIFE wherein self-creation is existing in the consideration of All beings, all existence as who I am here equal and one.


I realize that’s a ‘big statement’ but I realize that without having this particular holistic perspective, I tend to lose ‘sight’ at the moment upon what it is that I am in fact walking here, which stems directly from the eqafe interviews. This is then what I integrate as a precondition to all my actions, words and deeds wherein I make sure that I stand as an example of what is possible to be and become when living words that are here to support myself and all as life in equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my statement as ‘too elevated’ – when In Fact I realize that I had lived a life of diminishing myself ‘on purpose’ to stick to a ‘normalcy’ between what I have deemed as mediocrity and the ‘middle way’ as the ‘constant’ that is able to be found within my world as human beings that do not ‘give all,’ but always ‘give the least’ in order to just remain ‘surviving’ in the system.


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to create myself as a middle-way which certainly has no space in this reality wherein everything must stand absolute – therefore, I stop all diminishment in fear of ‘placing myself in a high expectancy’ which is not so if I am in fact just committing myself to be here in every moment directing my words, thoughts, deeds to create and manifest in my reality that which is best for all – and this is the entire process that I have committed myself to  – thus there cannot be a point of self-doubt in that, as self-doubt can only exist if I want to ‘trust myself’ as Knowledge, which is not the point.


I realize that what I am,who I am here as constancy and consistency of life cannot be diminished, cannot be subjugated unless I allow so by my own caging in a mind frame that thrives on friction as myself, as my words, as that constant state of mind projected onto others to justify my own mediocrity and middle-path life that I have lived.

I see, realize and understand that there are no middle ways in life, there is no way that I can continue half-walking and still allowing me back doors to satisfy my senses. It is that very satisfaction and fleeting moments that have lead myself as this creation to get to the point and extent that we are facing currently.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my words here as ‘elevated’ without realizing that I am not aiming to anything ‘above’ myself, this is about self-realizing-self to the extent that I had never ever considered could be possibly for myself here, thus I stop any judgment toward the realizations that are within the understanding of the extent of separation I am existing as  and the extent to which we have to establish this principle of living as ‘who I am’ and not something that ‘I have to do’ as a forced act.


I stand as the integrity that realizes that Life Must Be Equal in all ways beginning with myself, and if I am that point that takes this stand, I direct myself to do so in the best way possible that I see and realize I am able to do HERE –


No middle grounds, no dimensional shifts, I stop participating in wanting to ‘skip the pages’ to get to the end, but instead make sure that I go integrating, walking, writing myself, forgiving myself and giving myself proper direction whenever any reaction comes up to the realization of what it is in fact that I am walking as this process here.


There’s no time to fuck around any longer – that’s done and any remorse for having abdicated my writing in the past, I forgive myself for it and make sure that I do not ever go back into the same cycles of apathy toward writing and scripting myself as I see and realize this is Not a matter of preference, but a matter of principle wherein what must be done is not even a decision I can ‘make for myself’ if I understand and realize that it is the law of my being, the law that I have violated in the most atrocious ways possible.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the word ‘violated’ within a sense of absolute guilt and remorse when realizing the extent to which we have raped life – I recognize that I am the rapist, the abuser, the violator, the corruptor of life and that judging myself for it makes no difference. I stop and direct myself to stand and ensure such violation ends HERE in every moment that I am able to remain breathing, stopping all desires, wants and needs that preoccupy my mind and direct myself in the simplicity of breathing to continue first grounding myself as the physical body, which is showing and revealing to me to what extent I had lived as an automated robot, abusing it and creating innumerable rifts within me within the slightest emotional and energetic reaction that I allowed myself to participate in.


I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my physical body to such an extent that I could not even feel and experience what my thoughts were doing to it and how uncomfortable it is to participate in emotions and feelings as well. It is like a poison like the sugar rush that is also violating the natural stance of my human physical body and forcing it to work in such an over stimulated way that it’s like giving drugs to a horse to race – it is unacceptable.


I commit myself to stop all regret and shame that comes when reading, hearing and realizing what I have done and what I have become as this entire world of separation where life has been sold in the name of our self-interest, separating self-interest from the best interest of all as how it always should have been.


I stop any inkling of disgust toward myself as a human being and toward others as humans beings, as I see, realize and understand that we are all responsible and all together within this, wherein we have the opportunity to finally Create a world that is best for all.


I stop and I breathe in any moment that I see myself going into the least reaction when hearing, realizing and understanding the extent of separation I’ve created toward myself and this world as myself, as my creation.


I allow myself to walk in humbleness within the realization that what is done is done, and I can only commit myself to stand as the solution and walk the correction required to stop this nonsense that I have accepted and allowed myself to become as this entire world and existence wherein I have abdicated life for a mind experience.


I ground myself as the physical that is here certainly pushing me to breathe otherwise, it feels as if I am inert.


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2012 Physical Incorporated

The extent of separation that we have lived in separation from our very physical body is absolutely abhorring.

One single eye twitch and we can know that we are activating an entire network of self created relationships that we have participated in a continuous period of time, in relation to the past that we re-create here when we impose our ‘human nature’ as an experience toward others. One single eye twitch and hours of explanations that blew my mind for the while wherein I just realized how much I have disregarded my physical body. I mean, before I had thought that eye twitching was lacking potassium or some other mineral. What we haven’t even realized is how such minerals and physical energy is actually drained by the mind, and that is blood-curdling enough to realize that science fiction was never that far from Reality.

 

Writing is the structuring of self, as that which we will live by, as a new living direction that we all have to do for ourselves – this entire process depends on our individual participation – common sense: we are all here walking the same process and no one can walk each other’s mind for another.

 

While walking and hearing all of this, I noticed I probably had a face of being absolutely astounded to see how much we have neglected our human physical body. It is the most obvious point that we have missed, and it could not be any ‘further away’ in relation to how we are living at the moment, running around in circles in a conscious layer while not being able to be fully aware of ourselves Here as the Physical Body.

 

I mean, how come we never questioned the fact that we could not be aware of all the processes that go on within our body, how the blood runs through our veins, being aware of every breath and instead live as a constant threat toward our own life, ‘killing us slowly’ by draining life to support our most elaborate mindfucks.  Why is it that I am not able to see ‘This’ that I am existing as? Sure, our eyes of the mind only allow us to consciously look at ‘how we look’ – and, what did we do with it? We remained in that ‘how we look’ and made of ourselves an absolute 2 dimensional picture presentation of ourselves – it is abhorring to see to what extent we have neglected every single breath that has kept our ego running ‘alive.’

 

The fact that I can be grateful for is having the tools and the support to, for the very first time in my existence – be able to have all of this material and tools to support myself. I mean, we literally Do have everything on a golden platter, every single detail to the T of how we have created ourselves. We wanted to be gods yet remained in a closed polarity reality, switching off and on like a binary signal – definitely limited. I can only see how everything that I ever ‘thought’ I would ‘lose’ of myself was absolute bs that has, literally, no substance other than the one I gave to my thoughts to ‘live.’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and drain the very life substance that I exist as in the name of keeping my mental-reality ‘alive,’ while not being even aware of every breath that I take to do so.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me and diminish who I am to a single picture presentation as a two dimensional reality that I have lived as my mind, as thoughts, feelings, emotions, conversations wherein I schemed a ‘life’ that ‘I’ could only get the most benefit from.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to never question the fact that I could not be aware of my physical body as the actual ability to see how I am actually existing as, and abdicating my seeing-reality to a limited system wherein I have accepted and allowed myself to be self-enslaved to a series of experiences, emotions and feelings that I believed was ‘all there is’ to living, while neglecting my very own physical body in its entirety while focusing on chasing after an experience and pretend to be alive.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed of myself for having always remained within a limited idea, belief and perception of myself and never having dared to question who am I really, and how it is that I relegated my own physical body to being a ‘nuisance’ to myself, never really ever considering how separate and oblivious to my very own physical body I have actually being throughout my life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that who I am as my thoughts could be the key to seeing and realizing the actual nature of myself, instead of seeing it as a limited and constricted program to which I thought I had ‘nothing to do with.’ Oh man, was I wrong.

 

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for the first time realize the extent to which I had lived only within my mind, seeking for experiences while neglecting the actual self-consumption, self abuse and self destruction that exists as a continual process every moment that I ‘give in’ to thinking, to feeling, to keeping myself busy with some internal conversation that has No physical relation to what Is HERE as myself.

And by HERE as myself it is realizing the extent to which I have abdicated my entire responsibility to an automated system wherein I could just ‘rejoice’ and do nothing, other than continuing wishing and hoping while neglecting the actual abuse that I was/ and still am inflicting to every single cell and atom within my physical body, by the single act of engaging into an emotional experience created at a mind level.

Because we cannot see it, because we cannot feel it, it doesn’t mean that it is not happening. And it is only ourselves that veiled ourselves from seeing.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear for the very first time seeing the actual nature to which I am consuming myself and the reality that is here as me by my own participation in the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ponder an emotion, a feeling, a single energetic kick above every single breath that I have abused to power my ego-trips. I stop any judgment that comes with this as there is no point in making it more than what I have already done and become – I can only direct myself to establish myself to accept myself – the consequences of what I have become and walk the process that is here for me to finally be HERE as my physical body.

 

It is absolutely unacceptable how we go throughout our days, judging ourselves, our physical bodies for absolute bullshit while not being able to remember or even see how we are consuming the very life that keeps our judgments alive.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for having sustained a lifetime of mindfucks alive with my every breath. Double judgment is always a double-mindfuck and it all must stop here.

 

So – we realize points, it is shocking yes – the most prominent reaction I had was when realizing to what extent we have kept us ‘living’ in this reality, absolute robots circling around our conscious mind  – and then came the realization that there is an entire process to walk, I mean, we are so far from actually ‘getting here’ that just a single twitch in our body is and has been an indication of to what extent we are feeding our own mind-assessments that we have abdicated life, the physical reality to.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reduce the physical life and reality that I am to a single thought, a single experience, a single energetic fix that creates a sensation that comes and goes just as it started – it cannot be real – how can it?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to separate myself from all parts that conform who I am as the physical and believing that ‘who I am’ only exists as the idea of ‘myself’ within ‘my mind.’ How ludicrous, I breathe and I realize that I can only direct myself to establish myself here, willing to walk my mind, taking responsibility for every single thread that I have created in separation of myself as a mind system that consumes the physical life that is here.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to having lived a life of absolute self-interest wherein I took for granted every single process that my human physical body does in order to keep me alive. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me-from-me by opting to believe that living was an experience.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a surrogate ‘living’ as the mind, as that comfortable limited experience wherein I did not have to see the truth of myself and where I neglected the very physicality that I exist as, relegating it to a second plane that I could only use to sell myself as an image, as a single picture presentation while neglecting the very life that exists in every pore that holds me.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to reduce life to being a business, a single corporation wherein I could remain as the eternal CEO believing to have ‘power’ over myself, without even realizing that I am not even aware of the very process that every breath that I take creates within my physical body.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a dependency to create an experience out of my every day living and breathing here – giving up my own physical living to a mono-reality wherein all that I confined myself to experience is myself as a mind, with constant thoughts while neglecting the totality that is here as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted the very cells that conform ‘who I am’ as a physical body. What does it mean to stand equal to and as my cells? That will only be lived, but for now I see that the least thing I can do to honor the life that I am by stopping using/ abusing it to feed my mental realms of self-judgment as a continuous self-righteous act upon the physical.

We have judged dictators, ‘powerful people’ abusing others to get to a certain position, while neglecting that we have and are doing the very same thing toward our physical bodies, using it and abusing it to keep our delusions of power as our ego-trips wherein we ‘believe’ that we are ‘above it all.’

How wrong have we been.  This is only as scratch on the surface.

 

I can only  renew my vows to live here and actually do so – I am aware of the consequences that we are facing for not having realized this before, it is definitely the least thing we can do here, to face the consequences for having separated ourselves from our very own physical body, from life by transforming it into a single shallow experience.

Everything is in constant movement inside ourselves, how come we have claimed we could be ‘still’- it is only a stillness of the mind that can exist! have a ‘look’/ physical-experience within yourself: blood is constantly flowing and endless processes are going on.

 

When and as I see myself worrying about some bs story in my mind, I stop and I breathe – I realize that I am neglecting the very breath that is keeping my blood running and focus on realizing how it is that every breath is allowing me to give the next step to ‘enjoy myself’ while walking. lol how fun will it be to be able to finally be here, like literally realizing that all our ‘loneliness’ ideas is simply because of having existed as a mind system seeking for another mind system to talk to – neglecting every single cell that we could actually communicate to as ourselves – here – and to everything else. How could you ever get to feel ‘alone’ if we are actually in fact all that is here?

Some necessary buckets of cold water to realize how attentive we must be when walking this process – to never ‘lose sight’ of what is it that we are in fact doing here: walking out of the mind and into the physical.

 

I cannot say anything else other than give yourself the opportunity to investigate Desteni, the current interviews which have been like fire to melt down any little effigy I could have created of myself. I realize to what extent and with what ease we can recreate the same old patterns by simply giving into it again. It is also great because I see and realize there is no other way I could have ever faced myself.

 

Facing, walking the mind is having to let go of the greatest addiction that we have ever created, an addiction fed and sustained by life – how can we dare to judge a single point of abuse if we are doing this to ourselves every single moment that we are not HERE breathing?

I’ll stop here for now.

Thanks for breathing.

 

Read and realize many more points with and through Bernard’s words:

Give yourself the gift to understand who you really are as Life:


2012 Death in every breath until life is all that remains

 

Realizing how we have suppressed and caged life within and by our own minds, creating the entire reality as that suppression of life, as the control of life in order to remain easily numbed by the perception of having to ‘attain’ something in separation of ourselves, while missing out the whole that is here as self.

 

This process is the realization of that ability we have to create ourselves and must not be taken lightly – I can only share it and if one is willing to live it, one will hear and walk along.


The world is divided and conquered within tagging on our ‘personal lifestyle’ – so the way to go is equalizing our lifestyle and world into equality. Words are the key here – one single sentence as one single rhyme that points out we have created this mess and lies, and that there’s no time to rest. We perceived we lost the key, while the key has been always here, beneath our eyes and above our mouths – breathing, living, realizing ourselves as the physical living flesh that has been tampered with our mind maze.

 

The consequences of our own imprisonment cannot be taken lightly as it is with this light that we have shaded reality; love and light we used as misleading words into an illusion of grandeur, a bubble of ethereal self interest that never considered that this physical reality is as real as us having to eat in order to continue living in.

 

Be that point of change you want to see in your world – you’ve got the common sense, so why keeping it to yourself? Dare to create a shift within yourself as who knows if there will be a ‘next’ time for that –

 

Stand as the sound that enables self-realization and gets to the ears the ones that are willing to Hear, to be Here, stopping spreading the ‘vibes’ that promote vile-ends within rhymes that forget that the one we oppose can only be myself within this ‘role’ of playing games to satisfy the lies that have kept sterilized from common sense, within the belief that we could only be ‘free’ with all the money and fueling each other’s greed.

 

Choose life – stop battling and self-loathing in a world wherein war is the ever presence in the back of our own heads.

Reflecting decay at all time – what have we accepted caged Life with? Some ideas as roles that oppose each other, that can love and hate and praise and loath from one blink of an eye to the next – is that what life is actually about? 

 

Our words are a self-supportive mirror that we can share in order to learn how to use words as self-support, not as carriers of the same old songs that delivered no actual support to this world that we built with every single word, that we mostly spoke out of scorn – never realizing that it was only self-here – the whole is the whole and there is nothing to be empty of. 

 

Standing up for Life  is not to fight, oppose or defend, it is about becoming aware that in order for us to live we have to take on every word, deed and thought we have powered within and by ourselves – and thus breath by breath we start to see that all that exists as life is me.

Ask yourself: what’s the substance that is moving me at the moment to exist? What drives me to create? Who am I within this point of expression? Is there a way that I can express this common sense within this expression that I create as myself ? If there is any fear of loss, you can know there is a limitation based on preserving an ‘idea’ of who we are – not yet realizing who self is as one and equal here and cannot be bent.

Reinventing is allowing ourselves to live and die in every moment of breath – daring to step into the unknown here as the integration of all missed bits of self here (life) and slowly but surely stop and leave the old behind (death.) Afterwards, only that which is real will remain: self-as-life here equal-and-one.

 
Applying this to everything we do and what will we get? 

Death of that self-protected idea of self as the necessary step for life to emerge – we are the only ones that built up the cage. Delivering the message of self responsibility is and must be a living extension if self realization is lived here, in every breath as self willing self to live  – self-expression that emerges as words that we have all longed to hear and live, yet never dared to figure out that: we are able to live them  if we simply stop and forgive ourselves to see that the the reconciliation is only one breath away.

That’s how it’s fascinating that everything I do/ say and think creates myself and my own experience in this reality, what a perfect way to trap yet support ourselves to inevitably be starring at ourselves the whole time, to not be able to break the mirror in a mind-blasting scene, but having to inevitably face it and live the correction until the reflection that I see is no longer an idea bound to ideas, judgments, fears, perceptions of and as a defined image of the mind – We are able to stand as self equal and one here, wherein the reflection is no more, because the mirror will hold no reflection any longer.

Once there is no image to correct – we’ll know there are no more definitions left, as self here would have pieced the puzzle back together again.

 

We have this lifetime to realize that: every moment counts, every breath is the opportunity to liberate the life that we have caged in all the bits of limitation that we created of ourselves as our mind. The mind is not the enemy, it is the perfect mirror to trap ourselves within an inevitable reflection of which we have all the tools to equalize ourselves to.

Who we are here requires no praise and no worship, no belief – who we are here is self-evident and the points to correct begin within ourselves, and emerge from the layers of self deceit, if we are self-honest enough to dare and see.

If you equalize yourself as the words you speak, people that can hear, will hear. Words are the carriers of the message, we become and stand as the voices that stir the wheel.

Jesus said  ‘love thy neighbor as thyself’ – ‘give to another what you would like to receive’ –  his message was ridiculed, opposed and later on turned into a 2000 + year old empire that stands against the basic message that he left. It is suggested to not become part of the ones that ridiculed life as you can only be mining out on creating your own destiny and ability to live.

We are the ‘second coming’ that is here as all of us, to finally birth life as the physical.  Ask yourself:
Do I want to live or do I want to die? That’s the question we all have to ask ourselves in every moment of breath here.

Let this not be words that come and go as the ebb and flow that our mind tends to only be stirred up with, but become the one that stirs the wheel in the only certain outcome that will remain in this world and reality: life in reality as what’s best for all in all ways, self here.

Breathing ourselves here

 

Reptilians – The Death and Rebirth of Self – Part 12


2012 Self Honesty as Fear Label

“…we’ve become dependent on fear as a survival instinct and so actually fear commonsense and integrity as it is experienced/believed to be a ‘weakness’ – you have to live in fear in order to survive as the law in the matrix goes” Sunette Spies

There is indeed a label placed onto people that are common-sensical, have integrity as a human being and are ‘honest’ within the system’s terms. Fear of survival is that inherent ‘nature’ that we have accepted and allowed as part of the conditions to socialize and interact with other human beings in our reality. We don’t get to know ‘why,’ we just learn ‘that’s how things work’ and don’t dare to even question it further, because that also relegates you to the status of  ‘questioning God’- and that is something apparently untouchable and unable to be doubted. However, our actions and interaction mechanisms reveal the fact that they are actually NOT based on what is best for all at all.

 

What I see is that the ‘fear label’ of being an integral and common sensical person deemed as ‘weak’ is how bullying begins. There is an acceptance that exists behind this, and it is learned at home: you must cheat, lie and deceive if you want to thrive in the system – you must play the game no matter what if you want to live – and that goes unquestioned as well.

 

I have exposed in previous blogs here how I had a difficult time having to ‘get into the system,’ because I was so uncomfortable whenever I had to lie or do something that was merely done to be ‘accepted within the system.’ I had linked it to the culture I live in, wherein lying, deceiving, being corrupt is ‘our every day bread’ as it’s said – meaning, everyone does it, everybody knows and if you don’t do it: you are stupid and weak for not playing rough.

 

There are sayings that imply that you must cheat in order to succeed – hence anyone that is not willing to play that game is usually kicked out of the game and crucified, which means instigating hatred through what we commonly know as ‘bullying.’ The reality is that it is not only a ‘childhood/ teenage’ thing, it is a common way to threaten anyone that wants to straighten the laws of the current crooked system.  That’s how politicians that were intending to create a change were deliberately killed before getting to be presidents – that’s an example that happened here in 1994. And there are even movies that depict how anyone that has ‘good intentions’ within the political realm, will eventually be sucked in by the system simply because of being threatened to death to do so.

 

Thus, what is a bully but a person that judges a being that is mostly honest and common sensical – but because of them not ‘playing the game’ of  fear of survival and fueling the necessary opposition to create rivalry and competition that others can ‘beat’ and win over, the being is forced to participate by deliberately attacking and instigating reactions, which is exactly how within the system we learn that we ‘need to suffer to live’ and other bs like that. All about power games and emotional reactions that keep everyone well fed within a particular suit in the world.

 

“And yet – the positive illusion is so blinding that reality is not seen at all – or, is it that reality is deliberately denied because the illusion is just better and how they suppress the voices and sights in their mind/media of the reality of the situation and fall back into the bliss of the illusion of mind – too scared to face the truth they know already exist: positivity is making no difference to the reality of here

Sunette Spies

 

This is how far we have gotten ourselves as humans – that’s how anything that promotes Equality, Self Honesty, Life, Neighborism, Self Support, Self Forgiveness is tagged as a threat to the ‘status quo’ which is nothing else but living in absolute fear of each other, in constant competition and comparison, living to the rule of thumb of who lives and who dies based on ‘how well you adapt’ to the system of getting to the top no matter how many heads have to fall to do so – and the permanent underlying reason to do so is: Money.

 

And we claim evolution? Fascinatingly enough, evolution contains the word ‘love’ backwards – loveillusion can be the way to describe how these survival mechanisms are accepted, promoted and even defended with the proudly worn crowns of ‘free-will,’ ‘free-choice’ and thinking that ‘competition is healthy’ to create ‘well-bred human beings that make the best of their lives’ – however this free-willer type of statements are based upon equating ‘the best they can’ to their personal gain and satisfying a personal interest that is based mostly on being powerful = having money, ‘being successful in the system’ which, as we know, can only be done if participating within the rules of the game = if you don’t dare to abuse, you are not considered a productive element of society.

 

We have compromised each other to this mechanism and dared to call it ‘making a living,’ existing in fear of each other, transforming ourselves into survival robots that forgot everything about living in common sense – and that’s simply because of how we have structured and based our living reality upon laws and structures that are definitely NOT supporting the well being of all beings, but only perpetuating the same ‘survival of the fittest,’ because that ensures competition, consumerism and the replenishing of the system itself.

Once again without friction/ energy going on, there is nothing that moves the cathode to the anode and the light is not generated.

 

When we dare to see how we exist and what we have created of this system as ourselves, you inevitably change your perspective about your world and reality – if daring to be Self Honest about it. So, what Sunette explains is how we tend to ‘fall back into the mind’ wherein we keep ourselves in that instant gratification of ‘positivity,’ ‘love,’ the eternal pursuit of happiness wherein you can take a chill pill and pretend that ‘everything is fine.’ Sometimes this is not only about drugs, but merely constant self-talk on how ‘beautiful life is’ while neglecting the millions that are starving today.

 

“In a world flooded with positive thinkers, we have hell being born.” – Bernard Poolman

 

This is how our media and enter.tamement operates: ‘be happy, be healthy, seek for your next greatest excitement, seek the truth of yourself, spread love, ‘be yourself’ because you’re worth it and buy your happiness in the mall of your choice – get plastic surgery, look like people in magazines because they are ‘the’ role model to follow, you want to be like them, you can’t just aspire to be like them, you must become them. Get more money, work harder, you’ll eventually ‘get it.’ And billions live by this constant backchat impulsed by all media, family, school, society – virtually any man-made reality is based on these principles, just for the sake of keeping an economic system deliberately designed to enslave some, place others in a perpetual throne while spreading new ways to create illusions of ‘fool.fillment’ to attain to.

 

“Humanity is not growing in any other way but in the rising of consumption in the constant desire to have the next item that will create a feeling of happiness through entertainment” – Bernard Poolman

 

Life is NOT about any of what we have believed it to be about thus far – is Life about working your entire life until you die, having only made enough money to get by? No. Is Life about seeking to be accepted within a certain social-stratum in order to believe that you are now ‘worthy’ and ‘valuable’ in life? No – Who has placed such concepts like ‘value’ upon life to begin with!? We have. We are responsible for it, without any question.

 

Thus, what have we enslaved us to: to spawn beings that will be wrought by the ‘rules of the system’ wherein if you look like someone that would not ‘break a plate’ – which is stealing, cheating, deceiving, abusing in order to thrive – then you are seen as  a threat to the dog-eat-dog world. And it is fascinating that I had not seen this as clear as it is until today. Have a look at your matrix personality designs wherein ‘nerds’ or clear-headed kids are bullied because they are not ‘playing the game’ and fighting toward others to ‘get to be the king of the hill.’ I mean, they are relegated to being some anomaly that must be exterminated – and that’s how by default, only the ones that dared to play the game become part of the successful-stories of humans that ‘make it’ – those that didn’t dare to do the same,  remain secluded and ostracized. This is the proof of how the ‘rules of the game’ are in fact evil.

 

“Is the drive for profit a fear not fully realized yet? Or do those that thrive in the system place profit above all morality as they belief the less the consumer know, the less the possibility of fear?”
Bernard Poolman

 

No positivity will ever change the world because how can any form of ‘goodness’ be created upon a thick layer of slaves that are working 18 hours a day for you to have your latest iPad, which is a ‘symbol of success,’ success that you seek with such positivity and light-loving nature of asking it to the universe – Who is the real evil in this world to neglect the abuse and suffering that ‘successful lifestyles’ are based upon?

 

Not wanting to step out of the love and light illusion should be considered as a crime against life. There is no worse sickening bullshit being peddled around other than ‘seeking your next greatest excitement’ while having over half of the world suffering for not having the least to have a dignified living condition.

 

Do we have to go as far as having to lose it all in order to open our eyes to see the LIE we have created as an illusion of life? Do we have to get to the bottom of our self-created pit and exist in regret for the rest of our existence because of having neglected the reality that is HERE as ourselves, as our world? I say no – stand up from your meditation cushion, take off the blindfold, be part of the ones that stop nagging and inducing others to be abusive to thrive in this world, that stop pretending that living is achieving the ultimate status of a famous and powerful person while neglecting the lives that had to be enslaved to build such empire of dirt.

 

Time to wake up– we are here and ready to Stop All Fears in our Reality as this is the KEY to realize how much we have feared each other. Dare to be Self-Honest to stop being a happy-positive cogwheel that churns on fears and desires and self-induced needs that are not actually related to actual-living at all.

You don’t need love, you don’t need light, you don’t need ‘God’ – all you require is having the courage to live in Self Honesty which is not about ‘doing the right thing,’ but going through a process of self-investigation to see what we are participating in that is keeping the current system of abuse in place, and how to correct ourselves to create a reality that’s best for all, daring to expose the lies that we have ‘lived’ thus far and actually do something about it.

 

“The message of God uses the Fear of God to drive followers to the Love of God. This confirms that the source of Love is Fear. The world is Evidence that Love will never conquer Fear.” – Bernard Poolman

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Suggested read:

Jack – The Courage to live Self-Honestly

Books:

Spirituality Under the Microscope – Volume 1

Audio Interviews:

Money is the Light of God on Earth

Eugenics is Best for All Life in Equality

“Eugenics is the self-direction of human evolution”: Like a tree, Eugenics draws its materials from many sources and organizes them into an harmonious entity”

Eu = good/ well/ true and the suffix -genēs =born,  origin.

Galton – the scientist that coined such concept – defined eugenics as “the study of all agencies under human control which can improve or impair the racial quality of future generations.”

Within the research on this topic I find that eugenics is expedient  in terms of it being something convenient and practical although possibly ‘improper’ or ‘immoral.’ This is where science and its aim to support the creation of a better life – in this case at a genetic level – has confronted the moral, ethical and religious aspects that consider eugenics as ‘human right violations’ – as if such human rights had ever existed/ taken into consideration in the first place.

There is an entire set of prejudices based on this being  ‘selective’ as in discriminating, racist and/or elitist – yet not taking into consideration the practical aspects of what would actually mean generating human beings that are well suited to live

The point that is often debated upon is identifying and creating a consensus on what can be defined as ‘defects’ which may still lie within the current morals of a society that wants to keep its feet around cultural values, heritage and any form of racial pride.

Because the ‘choice’ on ‘what is a defect and what’s not’ is the problem, we remove – a.k.a. deprogram through common sense – the values given to culture, racial or hereditary traits and focus on seeing what will be the best for a human being to live with a well equipped functional human physical body.

We already have the ability to step on this scientific aspects of our creation – yet it is most likely held secret due to the controversy around it for ages throughout human history.

Therefore, Science should not mix with morals and ethics – there is only one moral and ethical approach: What’s best for ALL

How to make it acceptable as the way to go for humanity?

Through deprogramming any assigned values to our current culture or race or any type of consideration that is more linked to the creation of such cultures/ races as separation of course, seeking supremacy and/or subjugating those that are ‘less fit’ which is one of the aspects that are currently being used by people in power to ensure that unsuitable DNA-mixing is propagated which will create less-fit human beings.

Within this we go to the point of natural selection wherein the survival of the fittest is the law of prevalence of living beings in this earthly context. This is existent not only at a physical level but to the extent of keeping bloodlines in tact for the purpose of preserving power and control within certain societies.

Positive and negative eugenics aim at the reproduction among the genetically advantages and  lowering the fertility among the genetically disadvantage – all of this has been linked to Nazism and Socialism as well as Social Darwinism in the past, we are here to redefine it as common sense and equal life eugenics.

Plato was the one that initially promoted that human reproduction should be controlled/monitored by the state, as well as the creation of beings with compatible DNA that would enhance the qualities of a human being. Yet the overall best for all point was also missed and failed to aim at a general well beingness, remaining then as another form of seeking for supremacist ideals.

Pros and Cons?

What could be ‘reduced’ in terms of being able to modify/ control the creation of a new being? Illnesses, genetic disorders that cause certain emotional/ feeling patterns that have been transmitted through the DNA itself as well as  The question is:

Is it possible to create such a tabula rasa for people on Earth? It would be playing ‘god’ certainly, though a god that will no longer have fucked up creations such as malformation and diseases that are virtually incurable yet hampering beings for their entire ‘lifetime’.

We are aware the the idea of ‘playing god’ is quite ingrained within human beings – here I place a perspective on this point:

“Every single human being is in fact doing so / living so “playing god” – can be seen in our direct-interaction with nature/world/animal-kingdom as though we have “control” over ourselves/ our lives / existence – when it’s in fact been the system/money. So – any person that ‘frowns upon’ that statement – actually doing it themselves already”-

Sunette Spies

If we take this into action, it would  not be within the context of creating a ‘superior’ being above ‘others,’ but as an overall self- perfecting process to create an integral being at a physical and mental level. This could drop some jaws initially,  but it is in essence how we can make sure that human beings can prevail, only through becoming literal reliable beings that is well suited to live in this world and act according to the rules that the the world has placed and NOT the other way around.

Dysgenics (also known as cacogenics) is the study of factors producing the accumulation and perpetuation of defective or disadvantageous genes and traits in offspring of a particular population or species.

The ‘cons’ are more linked to personal prejudices and freechoice beliefs around our ability to co-create fellow living beings.

People have tagged eugenics as violating ‘human rights’ – as if there were ANY that are being supported currently –  because it classified people according to certain dysfunctions – ludicrous since we classify, tag and often denigrate ourselves through such names and classifications mostly linked to money and racial connotations in this specific case. Some are clearly the result of an unequal world such as the categorized ‘poor’ or ‘developmentally disabled’ which can be a cause of simply not having access to proper education.

Being blind, deaf, mentally ill, down syndrome and having any other congenital severe disorder that tampers the ability to live here are aspects that we would not want to live in/as placing ourselves in the shoes of someone that experiences such conditions for life. Therefore if we see the common sense of preventing its propagation and actual correction then why not supporting eugenics? It’s a definitive crime to allow beings to come into this world with such caps to actually live.

The fact that eugenics is usually satanized through linking it with other ‘evil avatars’ such as Hitler is an example of how indoctrinated we are to not see the common sense that eugenics proposes. The general belief that eugenics is ‘bad’ is just that, nothing else but a belief where actual DNA degradation is disregarded and not informed on the detrimental consequences that this process propitiates.

What’s Best for ALL is crystal clear

Just picture this, what is ‘more evil:’ allowing a mentally ill man to rape a woman and bring a child that is the product of a mentally- driven act of rape/ abuse on to another or cap his seminal tubes for life to be mentally-ill free? I vote for the second one.

Advocating this point can lead us once again to a known-link which is Hitler. The sterilization of ‘defectives’ was in his book Mein Kampf and as such it was regarded as ‘evil.’ – I have no problem at all with that either

I am a firm supporter of that which will ensure that no abuse is ever allowed again to bring kids into this world that will have no quality living due to being kept alive for the sake of any moral or ethical value attached to a ‘life’ that has no ability to ‘live’ in self-sufficient manners.  I have no preference but supporting that which is best for all, above all personal regard to it which is basically non existent on this topic as common sense is clear enough.

Andrew Gable said on this point:  spreading your seed that is genetically misinformed about reality is a crime against humanity and a statement that one is not for what is best for all

If we look at what’s best for all, the only reason that we would prevent a suitable creation of a human being at a genomic level would be having a particular sentimentalism or preferences for certain races linked to cultures/ languages, all programs that were deliberately created to have the current inequality we have. This does not consider the creation of a suitable being to live and develop in this reality, it’s only considering the satisfaction of emotional values attached to the point of ‘creation,’ among the rest of social prejudices  that ensure you acceptance and recognition as ‘fulfilled or established’ within the system once that another being is brought into this world by the effect of such seeds.

Allowing the freechoice exerted through random matches without considering the actual offspring of such DNA mix is in fact a crime against life as physical-genomic compatibility is not taken into consideration.

“Within an Equality system, the mixing of DNA will have far less polluting effects as we will manage the consequence and correct it–only where the effect will be physically limiting or mentally limiting will we intervene” –Bernard Poolman

To conclude – we have to educate ourselves first to step out of the usual prejudices propagated by our so-called current education and media – which is the second school – and establish common sense as the measuring points for everything that is here. This implies becoming aware of the entire process that implies bringing another life into this world, not only at a physical level but at an overall mind and body entity that will contain the points carried out by the progenitors. We’ll be able to work with the consequences as long as there are proper corrections.

In the future this point will be part of the consideration of even thinking about bringing another living being into this world, wherein the single decision to procreate will entail a series of decisions beginning with the aspect  of partnerships that will be physically compatible, as well as standing within the general basic equal agreement, education/ understanding and self commitment to take care of another living being for a lifetime.

Join us at Desteni where we are definitely bringing to the surface the most common sensical aspects that are already here, that are being only tampered by social prejudices yet entail what is best for all, which is usually being neglected or deliberately corrupted by those that control/ manipulate the information to keep humanity in an inferiority complex that is  able to be corrected for the general well being of life in this world.


Mind Control Victims–Read all about it!

 

Extra Extra!  Special Edition for Conspiracy Theorists

You can support yourself to stop you from being a victim to mind control – yes that begins with us stopping ourselves from being victims of our own accepted and allowed emotions and feelings and mental experiences as ‘who we are’.

No one can have ‘power over you’ but yourself – and the only power we have is that which ‘powers’ the physical in every single moment – breathing which allows nutrients obtained from food to be digested and eventually absorbed and distributed to fuel the physical body to keep existing – that’s your real power. Therefore breathing is that single confirmation of ‘I are HERE as the physical’ – where is the mind within this? nowhere: You Don’t require to THINK to digest meals and absorb them as nutrients to exist, you don’t require to think to continue breathing –

Hence, who’s the real conspiracy theorist here? No one else but each one of us existing as a mind drone, making of this life an actual movie-script wherein there is supposed to be all kinds of meanings and secrets and symbols that could lead to potential freedom and ever-lasting glory – is that reality? No –

That doesn’t exist, that’s the type of stories we’ve all tried to live as ‘who we are’ as ‘our lives’, living the ‘journey’ of having to ‘fight some enemy’ or ‘overcoming this inner struggle’ that apparently keeps us in this eternal self-created damnation – it’s all been a joke, it’s all information and pictures that keeps us entertained, diverted from ANYTHING that is actually HERE, REAL as this physical reality that we’re driving to the litter can just because of our own over-indulgence into thinking and making up stories that could make us ‘forget’ that we are HERE. We’ve all taken part playing our role, who do we want to be at the end of the movie? Remain as the character or actually step out of it to see what we’ve allowed ourselves to become and STOP living out a preprogrammed limited scheme that we’ve called ‘life’.

Life is Not an experience – life does not require to be thought or felt or engaged-in as in a movie  that you perceive will make you ‘happy’. That’s all the LI(F)E that we’ve bought – so we stop buying it through not indulging into thinking ourselves and instead focusing on breathing, living physically HERE. 

Stop trying to blame others for ‘controlling’ your life – stop trying to seek worth and value in separation of who you really are, stop seeking stories that will apparently give you ‘a meaning to Life’ – Systems are the only ones that have a purpose, systems can only have meanings to ‘living’ as a predefined and limited scope of what is HERE as ourselves. 

We’re all one and equal yet we’ve fucked ourselves into personal hells wherein we’ve ostracized ourselves not seeing the greater picture, missing out the actual reality and instead rejoicing in the juices of the emotions and experiences that we allowed to build ‘who we are’ and within this, create our personal mythology to make sense and create a meaning to ourselves and this world, even if that meant abusing ourselves in one way or another.

This is all bogus life scams that we’ve relied upon. Not anymore, never again will we disregard the whole as ourselves – and that implies we stop getting high on information and start looking at actual solutions that ‘I’ can implement here as myself to stop the ludicrous insanity we’ve helped co-crehate in this world.

Stop fearing, start living.

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Stop being a walking zombie and start breathing yourself as LIFE


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