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533. Living Passion in Purpose

Next word to explore and see who I am in relation to currently is passion and this word ever since I watched Gian’s video on it, it stuck with me in the sense of what I can consider a livable definition of passion in fact, and I share his vlog here for reference: Passion, You are Your Passion to Change – Desteni Process Support Vlog.

Here it’s my turn to investigate it in relation to living it and making it my expression in who I am in whatever I do, and the first point to investigate is how I have separated myself from this word and making it some kind of ‘superior’ experience – yes, a noticeable energetic experience – that I have in turn given value to, but it doesn’t mean that it is a person living the word passion as self-expression. What does that mean?

Here then it’s about seeing how I’ve been making an experience ‘more’ than who I am and that’s the point to clarify here because it’s not really about having an energetic experience itself as ‘passion’ but redefining it into a word that I express and live in who I am and consequently within whatever I do.

What I may see in some people as passion is more like a driving force of their own purpose or point of motivation that becomes an expression of who they are no matter what they are doing or with whom – now, this is more me placing it into words because I can only observe things based on who I am in relation to it as well, which means that, lol I am already ‘it’ at some level.

This also means that I can get to recognize how I have been living passion to a certain extent within myself and in my life, maybe not in a very consistent manner throughout these years, but I definitely know that when I decide to stand as it and live it, I can become that force of life within myself, a motivation that goes beyond a personal interest, but simply as an outflow or expression or what I’ve defined as a point of passion in my life which is life itself, this process as the ability to be ‘reborn’ into our personal lives and tap into a potential that had been covered up with many layers – in my case – of self-depreciation, lack of self-acceptance and self-recognition, which is why in the first place I have been entertaining such ‘attraction’ idea towards other people, because in a way I didn’t first look within myself to see where and how I am already living such word  – instead of reacting in a subtle manner to another’s expression which may – or may not – be more ‘energy’-related and then making that as something I desire to become within myself, which would be missing out the entire point.

I see that passion is the result of standing within oneself in a consistent manner, it’s like a ‘flame’ that we turn on and keep burning within ourselves in relation to what we decide to stand up for. It expressed physically as a form of intensity in my expression, an enjoyment, a fulfillment within myself as I see myself standing as my potential – or when being in a self-creation process, there’s that ‘driving force’ within me that is not based on getting to ‘the top of the hill’ so to speak, but more so in relation to getting to know who I can really be if I direct myself in every moment of my life to do what I’ve decided to do, to manifest and create the life that I want to create for myself and so for others, as life.

My passion is directly connected to this process of assisting myself and so many others in birthing ourselves as life, of getting to understand ourselves and from doing so, learn to live in ways that better ourselves, our relationships and so the world that we create. That’s been my driving force that I’ve been expressing in several ways, but the most common ones are through direct communication on this process, on the importance of it, the benefits of it and the responsibility we all have to it at the same time, which is about understanding self-creation and self-empowerment in consideration of what’s best for all, our true potential that is always here, waiting for each one of us to light it up and live it in our lives.

From this realization, I take some of Gian’s words to explain how it is in this decision to be an example or stand as an example, integrating these principles of self-honesty, self-creation, self-responsibility, self-trust, self-respect as a result of all of this walk that we then become that passion as ourselves and can ‘pass it on’ to others through one’s living example, which I consider is a meaningful, respectful, dignifying process to do in one’s life and even a privilege as well which entails self-responsibility too in not only ‘getting’ the benefits, but learning to give ourselves back to others that also want to learn to assist themselves to live to their utmost potential.

And this passion as I am living it, is already coming from some years of experience; now is the time where I have to recognize the authority I have onto my own words based on my own experience, my own application, my own dedication, focus and attention to doing this every day of my life for years. And now I am now finding it fascinating that I could be ‘falling for’ an experience of ‘longing’ some kind of perceived ‘passionate expression’ in another that might be appealing to certain personalities or memories within me – but that’s of consciousness.

Who I am and what I live and specifically in the context of what motivates me I can see is nothing else but life for life as life, period. And that to me is quite a ‘pure’ form of passion that may sound abstract for some, but can be read in all of the words and all of the principles I’ve set myself to live within my life over these years as a self-commitment.

I’ve noticed then within this apparent experience of ‘attraction’ toward others that I essentially have to remind myself to first of all look back within me in how I am already living that something that I am kind of ‘being attracted to’ and if so, then I have to debunk the bubble of experience that I am creating in relation to another’s expression and simply let it go for what it is= a feeling reaction. If not, then there’s a word I can work on creating, living and expanding myself on within my own context and reality.

Sometimes I tend to underestimate myself and it is only through writing that I can debunk my own ‘admirations’ and rather look straight and clearly towards myself to realize ‘hey, I’m actually already doing that’ or ‘I have to align this point more in certain contexts in my life’ or sometimes simply learning to embrace another’s expression as it is, instead of reacting in the mind in a sense of ‘desire’ or ‘want’ to ‘own’ it through a ‘relationship’ which is how we tend to operate in our minds, always wanting to be like vampires that can suck the life out of others and ‘own it ourselves’ lol, instead of realizing ‘hey I actually have that life as well, let me work on myself and build my own potential.’

Here thus I take the space to rather see in relation to what do I want to express that passion as myself, besides for example these writings which is where I see it usually is expressed as this force of the words that is aiming at sharing myself and possibly ringing someone’s eyes and ears, it’s a usual intent within me within writing, like ‘passing the flame’ as Gian once explained as well, from personal living example.

And I consider that passion is a word that I tend to forget to live whenever going into any minor ‘low’ within me, upon any subtle judgment, or experience of ‘being hard of myself’ for something, when overthinking in the process of doing something, I essentially have to remind myself living passion, remembering who I really am essentially, not allowing anything less than what I’ve proven to myself I can be and so be my own point of ignition, where I don’t require watching another’s expression to feel like wanting to express myself as that, but I can simply make a decision to express it in the moment, especially in contexts where I am allowing myself to be affected by others to a certain extent.

Those are moments where I can investigate why did I allow myself to go into a ‘low’ upon discussing or meeting that person? What’s behind it? and go back to my self-investigation board to establish self-clarity and then see how I can remain standing within myself as that consistent force regardless of who I am with or what I am being shared about – which is not a point of remaining positive or thinking positive, but rather a decision to stick to the common sensical me, sticking to my potential and so expressing it in who I am in those moments, extending that realization of being able to ‘walk through’ points even if they might seem too much at times.

This way I can embody this statement as: ‘this low is not who we really are, nor this depression or self-devaluing experience, we can be better than that’ and so step back into the passion that I’ve lived and that I yet have to develop and expand in various moments in my day to day, starting with seeing and recognizing myself as my own source of it – not anything or anyone outside of me as an idea, perception or mind-relationship, but rather doing it as self, as a part of the whole

If we all do this, one by one, we will truly get to live and interact with self-fulfilled and passionate individuals that can in turn keep sharing the ways in which we can all stand up and tap into our potential, and share the exact ways to do it, which is precisely what this process at Desteni is for: learning how to empower ourselves, how to get to live within our utmost potential, how to establish our principles and how to – most importantly – live them in a practical way in our day to day.

That’s what I decide to do and live – and in turn, get to appreciate other beings that can be equally passionate, without interfering with it in desiring or wanting that, because I can remind myself I am already living that, I embrace another’s expression and be grateful for who they are, and that’s part of the ‘shared passion’ for each other as living beings I’d say – no fuzzy attraction experiences any longer.

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494. Self-Motivation: Do It For Yourself

Some years ago I wrote about self-motivation and it’s a recurring topic within me because this is probably one of the most challenging things I’ve had to face in this process, which is that of understanding what ‘myself-moving-for-and-as-myself’ in fact means, because as human beings we’ve always been motivated/moved/driven by energy in the form of fears or desires, by a particular set of achievements that we create as an ideal ‘out there’ that we push ourselves to obtain. I heard somewhere yesterday – or today – about a hypothetical case where someone based their entire life on obtaining something, and when they finally got it, they did not know what to do with themselves. Lol, it’s funny I can’t remember where I got it from but it stuck with me because it prompted me to realize how much we have driven the entirety of our creation based on ‘achieving’ something outside of ourselves or getting something that we believe will fulfill us or make us ‘feel better’… yet we can eventually ‘get that’ and realize there’s still this ‘void’ or ‘un-fulfillment’ within us, which is because we made that ‘something’ the core-drive of our every move, instead of making of ourselves the core-drive and motivation of our every move to be and create what we set ourselves to do in this world.

That’s why here I’d like to look at self-motivation.

See, the point is not so much about finding things to do ‘out there’ and making them our drive or purpose, because I consider giving ourselves a purpose is something that we all have to create in our lives in order to live in a supportive manner. The point here is to look at ‘who we are’ within that purpose and ensuring that we are the starting point and motive/motor of such purpose at the same time.

What does this in fact mean? It implies that one has to do it for oneself, even if that which we are doing, working on or creating is ‘for something else’ or even to serve a particular purpose in someone else’s life, the starting point has to always be oneself so that no matter what happens to that which we create or work on, we know that every single moment of breath and movement of ourselves was lived within the starting point of supporting ourselves, of living that ability to move, to live, to direct, to challenge ourselves, to persevere in doing something that ultimately makes us grow and become better individuals every day, no matter what the outcome is.

I am finding it a bit hard to explain what it is like to wake up every day and have oneself as a motivation and starting point for everything, where fear is not really a motivation, nor a desire for money, nor wanting to ‘get something’ in particular either, but simply moving throughout the day based on a set of principles where I have to essentially in every moment decide to ‘move me’, I decide ‘to do things’, I decide to ‘get out of my comfort zone’, I decide to do what needs to be done, what I need to direct, create, take care of and expand on.

In my experience, it has been a constant point to create an equilibrium on, that’s how I can best describe it because I have been one of those people that had mostly ever worked on things and been very diligent in stuff in order to get some recognition, to do something that’s ‘really great’ but still get my ‘share of applause’ back, and living for that is just something that invariably leads oneself to a low, because the starting point is then getting an experience that is entirely dependent on others, on likes/dislikes, judgments, opinions, perceptions, moods, biases, lol… and the plethora of human emotions and feelings that I could get back as a response to ‘what I do’ which I have realized throughout this process from consciousness to awareness that it became more of a petrifying-process than a gratifying one at the end of the day. I knew I had to completely let go of ‘others’ in my head or this something/someone else I was ‘moving myself for’ and be my own starting point to be, do, act, live and express myself.

Has it been easy? Nope, I’ve caught myself over the years many times fooling me that ‘this time I am doing it to support me’ but I wasn’t, I still would have some hidden agenda to do something, be something to ‘impress others’ or get some kind of recognition ‘from others’ – yep! That has been the core programming in me and so it is an every moment decision to focus back on myself, to do it for me, to express it as something that I do as myself, for myself, no expectations, no desires, no fears behind it.

It’s easy to say but it’s been quite a process where I many times still question my intent and purpose behind doing something, but at the same time I’ve also found that stopping questioning it assists in simply breathing through a moment, trusting myself and walking the creation of something and walking through the outcomes of it. This way, letting go of expectations is quite a supportive thing to do because in any case, any idea, judgment, perception that anyone may have about something I did or didn’t do, is still that, a point of expression coming from others that can surely can be a feedback point, but it comes as a secondary thing once that I first establish me, myself as my core and starting point to do things and ultimately doing what I do in the name of my own bettering as a person and standing as that one point in this reality that can at the same time contribute to creating what I’ve always wanted us all to create: better world, better lives for everyone.

An example with self-motivation and money.  If we judge a world where money defines the value of a person, or where money is defended and cared for more than someone’s life, we have to stop then also moving ourselves merely by a desire for money for example, and instead see the current necessity for money as something that enables us to keep living, to have a roof over our heads, to continue creating means of living, to be healthy – if we use the money properly, that is – but in this way of looking at it, money stops being an ‘end’ in itself, it only becomes a means to keep myself/ourselves alive in order to continue learning how to actually live in the best way possible where I can then be the best I can for myself and so for others, to truly ‘birth life from the physical’ as every word, every action, every decision that I can make through being alive, through having money to keep myself alive and well – that’s about it that I see for now with myself and money.

At the same time I salute everyone else that is conducting bigger projects with money and that’s quite awesome as well where the use and purpose of money is for the creation of a living-environment that can be replicated in many other places around the world and be of support not only to humans, but plants, animals and ecosystems alike. I suggest checking out Gian’s Earth Haven project for it, and that’s a great example of motivation as well where money is used in a direct and visible manner to educate, propose ways of living and actually build them out in reality.

 

I share my own example where assisting other people in this same process is motivated by a greater purpose that I decided to be a part of in this world, which includes me and everyone else’s life to be the best that we can create it to be. This then comes through my own dedication and building up of skills through the years, expanding my own understanding and potential where I can assist myself and others to be their best version of themselves. What I’ve come to discover is that I genuinely enjoy being able to assist people in birthing themselves/ourselves as life, to discover who we really are beneath the clogging-mess that we can create in our minds and that’s a purpose and point of self-motivation that I had sought in many places, in many ways but had not really found anything as personally fulfilling as being a buddy or life-birthing assistant – as I like to call myself – wherein I am learning so much more about myself and others which in a way I sought to do through arts like reading books, painting, looking at art or music, but none of it quenched my thirst so to speak.

It’s fascinating how the contact with human beings in a deeper manner and with a direct and concrete focus to better ourselves, to change ourselves for the best is precisely what I’ve found most fulfilling to do in my life, which is great because as I explained in yesterday’s blog, I didn’t ‘like people’ and I was directing myself to be as separated from people as much as I could, being engulfed in my own little realm of pseudo-comfort, not having to ‘deal with people’… but, it is in dealing ‘with people’ and actually getting to understand the sometimes ‘nonsensical’ experiences we create in our minds and learning to take on the challenge to step out of such limitations that I’ve found a self-fulfilling activity where not only do I stand as the origin and starting point of it, understanding that if this is what I can do and am good at doing, then I am fulfilling both purposes: what I am and stand for and move myself to support others in doing the same, which is also why I write these blogs as well.

Many times throughout the past every time that I started ‘second guessing’ sharing my writings was because I was not being ‘the starting point’ of those writings as myself – meaning I was not my own point of self-movement/self-motivation – but I was trying to ‘show’ something to others, I was trying to get a point across only ‘for others’ and that eventually becomes a trap of ‘doing it for others’ as in having ‘others as my motivation’ for me writing myself, instead of doing it as an expression, a movement, a decision I make and simply live out and do.

So this is how I remember I have been practicing – with its ups and downs, clearly – since I wrote the blog Self Will: If I don’t move … Nothing Moves back in 2011, how self movement and my own will, my own volition as a decision I live becomes ‘who I am’ with everything I do. It is liberating and empowering at the same time to see and try out ‘who am I’ if I move myself for myself, as myself, no hidden agendas, no expected outcomes, no desires hidden, no fears in it either… but only a plain decision to move, willing myself to do it and continue doing it as an expression, an extension of myself, an ‘I move me’ decision. It’s very simple really but in our minds it does mean a process of disengaging having ‘others’ in the back of our heads or a particular experience we might get out of it, or a particular ‘outcome’ or ‘result’ as an outflow of what we do and that’s been a continuous challenge for me that I have to essentially cut-off and let-go-of anytime that this ‘doing it for something/someone’ rears its head.

If I am Not doing it for myself or as myself, whatever it is that I am ‘motivating’ myself with to move, will eventually crash down only to take me back to base 1 where I have to again re-establish myself as my starting point of self-movement or motivation. And this is ok to repeat and do as many times as it is needed to stand up from this, because at least in my case it’s easy to step out of oneself and start creating motivation through a desire for an experience or particular outcome, which is when we stop being our own reason and starting point for self-movement, self-expression and self-motivation and we give ourselves away to something/someone else.

How to tell then if we are our starting point in whatever we are doing? By questioning our starting point in doing or not doing things, because oh boy, I’ve been there where ‘not doing something’ was also a way to make some kind of a statement ‘for others out there’ and it really was a waste of time and inertia for nothing. Therefore, all I can recommend is to make sure that whenever we see doing something ‘for others’ I can immediately look back at myself and see what I am willing to live and do as and for myself and remove ‘others’ as an idea in my head.

This is something I was recently pondering about in relation to my appearance and how I have shaved my head for 7 years now due to the commitment I made for/as/with myself, but lately I’ve been giving too much attention to ‘how it is seen by others’ and whether it is supportive to engage with others and creating a possibly ‘wrong first impression’… but upon writing this here on motivation or the ‘motive’ behind things I do, I realize that I am again in that doubtful stance where I am placing others in my mind first instead of myself, and this doesn’t mean not to consider feedback or comments about it, but in the end, I do have to consider myself: what I want, what I am in relation to this point of appearance and making sure that if I decide to stop doing it, it’s not based on what others are desiring of myself as a ‘look’ because it is ultimately ‘just a look’ – but it would only be an decision motivated by me, making a decision and living it out. It is a fine balance between righteousness and actual considerations, which is something I’ll simply look at whenever the point is here again, and that’s why I started off this blog by sharing how this is probably one of those ‘challenging subjects’ because there’s always a fine line between motivating oneself based on what we believe we ‘are’ for others or ‘should be’ for others, and being and doing so for ourselves, standing for ourselves and I’d say for the first time learn to have me-myself and only ourselves as a starting point and end-point in our minds.

In doing this, as it’s been said many times, if we are the best to and for ourselves, standing in authenticity and authority within ourselves, being the director and motive behind every move and every decision to live, change and express, then we entirely own ourselves, we are responsible of ourselves and we are then at the same time also an individual that is part of a whole that stands in self-responsibility, in self-creation. What a better way to ‘change the world’ but through doing this by and for each one of us, individually. That’s the real path to equality we’ve been looking for, that’s the real liberation that we’ve been demanding others to create for us… and that’s something that it is very much available for each one of us in our minds, bodies and beingness, lol, it takes a decision, a will and self-movement to live it and do it though!

So, that’s the challenge here for everyone and myself, to keep an eye on ourselves within our every move and try out asking yourself whenever you are unsure of ‘what’s moving you’: who am I doing this for? What am I looking for with doing or not doing this? What’s my starting point in this that I am about to create, express, change, do, move? And from there assess potential outcomes to see if they are genuinely supportive for oneself and so for others.

Though not to get confused with ‘likes and dislikes’ either. Many times we have to do things that we may NOT like to do, but again it’s not to get lost in the outcomes of say working in a particular job where the results are not necessarily that of ‘uplifting humanity’ but it is about being the starting point in the sense of the words we can live in such situations: the discipline, the motivation/movement in itself, the dedication, the management of our emotions and reactions in such situations, the relationships with others on a daily basis, the points that we can learn about ourselves in such situations and environments where we can instead expand ourselves beyond our preferences or personalities, the kind of habits that we can assist ourselves to make certain tasks or points of responsibility the best way that we can… there’s always room for self-improvement, no matter ‘what’ we have to do for a living or how we have to ‘spend our days’ in this world – it’s about who we are inside and doing it to support us, no matter what the ‘makeup’ of the reality we live in is like, this is all about who we are within ourselves in it.

Ok, long blog but, cool reflection for myself to continue grounding this self-trust on self-movement and learning from it.

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2012 Can Self Interest be Common Sense?

Common Sense means What is Best for All – Self Interest means what’s Best for ME-Myself and I wherein this ‘Me’ as the I of our personal considerations usually disregards the extent to which the decisions we make in order to satisfy this personal-satisfaction manifest inequality and abuse as consequences within our world when not considering this ‘Self’ not only as an individual, but as the Whole as One and Equal = who we really are –

How come Self Interest is abusive? Through accepting and allowing the fulfillment of wants, needs and desires at the expense of others; this is within the understanding and realization that, such needs/ wants and desires can only be obtained with Money – and Money in this world – as we know it – is not something that is ‘readily given’ to all beings at birth to be able to live in dignity. It’s actually interesting seeing how the idea and proposal of ‘Supporting All Beings to Live from birth to death’ is considered ‘utopian,’ yeah right, but according to whose engineered sociopathic logic and rationality? Is it common sense to allow abuse, destruction and absolute neglect toward life in order to manifest a selfish version of ‘heaven on earth’ for only a fraction of the population, while allowing the rest to have slave-lives trying to ‘make-it-through,’ I mean, how is capitalist thinking and the ultimate pursuit of happiness within it Not the actual meaning of a delusional psychopathic behavior that ‘evolved’ into an economical-system that we have accepted and allowed as an acceptable idea of progress and ‘evolution’ based upon the abuse of Life on Earth?

 

This morning I was pondering how the Law of Attraction became a pirated-book sold for only a fraction of its original-version retail price, making it affordable for the lower-middle class reader that would usually not visit the elite bookstores, and instead could find it in every corner’s newsstand, next to the TV gossip and soft porn magazines sold to the populace as general entertainment. This is a bit paradoxical since the people selling ‘the Secret’ intended to make money out of it by backing up such products with laws that make it legally possible to sue anyone that violates copyright laws that are intended only to grant all profit-making to the ‘owners’ of so called ‘intellectual property.’ We all know that copy-rights means endless lines of fine print that will ensure you starve to death in jail for daring to make money out of something that, within our current legal framework, is patented solely for the sake of having the exclusivity to the revenue from sale, as well as being legally endowed with ‘the right to sue’ anyone that dares to make money out of it too without your consent – not that such ‘consent’ could ever really possibly exist though.  And this is how through a massive promotion to this so called existential miracle, people satisfied their quench to know ‘The Secret’ and began asking cars, homes, husbands, wives, the latest gadget or greatest job to the universe, as if the entirety of existence was only waiting with an open-credit master-card to fulfill all our dreams – yet, people we bought into it – pun intended, and others were also able to manifest their own little secret of making money out of virtually, stealing ‘intellectual property’ and re-selling it in the black market – all in the same name of making money – Is Greed our inherent nature? Yes, hence our capitalist system remaining pending from strands only as we speak, since the physical reality was never considered in this ‘infinite source of happiness’ that this Earth could apparently provide, well one thing is certain: not under the current terms and conditions we’re living in.

 

Now, what does the Law of Attraction and Positive Thinking implies?

At the eyes of our regular mortal coils, the ultimate fulfillment of our so-called purpose for the cheerful ones on Earth is: being happy – and what happens when we get such constant desire for happiness in a world where all that is in fact constant is the intense abuse toward all life forms that is equal to the intense reek that depletion, destruction that death leave as a trail of every single day? One must know that there is something absolutely flawed and Not functioning appropriately in that equation. It’s the same as the example placed above: you get millions of beings aiming to get the best position in a job – now, how is that able to be fulfilled if not killing, battering and getting rid of – in any possible way – those that are aiming at the same ‘throne’ that you are. What was never realized is how within fuelling people’s personal interest, the world would become an absolute happiness-aspiring, instant-gratification self-fulfillment seeking machine that would do ‘whatever it takes’ to make the most of our “lives” as long as some ‘piece of heaven’ was tasted and savored for a while, even if this meant usually at the end of one’s life after the body has been consumed in decades of hard work, stress and endless payrolls to eventually retire and live a comfortable Lie for a few years until you drop dead, literally.

 

Now, if such savage-search for happiness is creating this concrete jungle – then what is the factor that is being missed within this apparent benevolent/well-intentioned initiative to promote man’s ‘well being’ through the individual seeking of happiness, fulfillment and a general ‘successful living’ even in asking it to the universe?  Money.

Ayn Rand’s objectivism and proposal for man’s right to pursue happiness missed one point: the moment that such happiness can only be bought with money and/or private property, and that money is not being equally available to all beings, what do we get? A competitive fight for happiness that is an euphemism for a rapacious death-match for survival of which Capitalism is sustained by. 

There is nothing wrong with happiness itself, it is the means through which such ‘happiness’ is sought and founded upon within the context of our current capitalist system which stems from the very physical-mind relationship we are existing as at an individual level and that Is our problem and our creation.

 

Ever-elusive concepts like ‘Liberalism’ have turned into a left wing of a sickly dove that never stood as an equal and one physical consideration of requiring both wings to fly. The acceptance of factions, religions, cultures, political parties and even football / soccer teams developed a sense of rights and claims that often veered more toward the benefits from such special categorization in society other than promoting any ‘well being’ in society. In all groups that stand for anything else other than equality, there will always be a point of separation from the whole and as such, end up creating further sectarianism than any other ‘good intention’ that seems right within their self interested nature. This is how within the acceptance of groups, movements and collectives in social, political or religious manners has made of Society a CULTure of sorts, wherein defending one’s personal interest/ well being was never considered at the level of the absolute collective. And here we got to the Key word: individual responsibility that creates a collective well being.

 

Let’s recap: what we got so far is a bunch of individuals trained to seek happiness in a world that doesn’t provide the ability to be ‘happy’ by default/ from birth, seeking miraculous means such as ‘the Law of Attraction’ wherein the godhead figure steps a notch up from your regular father-version of god as some superior-human like being and turning it into ‘the Universe.’  Then, we have ‘Capitalism’ which was founded upon the premise of slaves and masters within an obliged existence of economical disparity in order to ensure that there would always be someone willing to ‘do the job’ that would give continuation to the capital that others would require to expand/grow at the cost of those that had been deliberately put in such inherently-flawed/ minimized/ ostracized/ marginalized sectors of society that became – with all our aware frankness on the point – slaves to sustain a system that was designed to only benefit those ‘at the top,’ and I hyphen ‘the top’ as we now understand that even the Elite was part of a greater scheme in reality that had been blinded to all of humanity – yes even to ‘them’ as well –  and all of this sick game of capital happiness being played due to a far more sinister game that had been invisible to us all, until 5 years ago when the Desteni Material emerged in cyberspace and into reality as a whole to change the course of the Universe’s fate.

 

Now, what the hell does this has to do with positive thinking, happiness, money, freedom and Ayn Rand’s philosophy, elitism and  the wrapped up version of ‘The Secret’ as the blatant promotion of greed to maintain the slaves with a constant thought of happiness as the carrot on the stick to make the cog wheels churn by the energy spent in seeking to attain such sweet-dream perfect life? Well, Money. Energy as Money is the key point that enables ‘life to exist’ within the current bastardized version of society that we live in, exists as a fixed system of fake values that has caused massive suffering, abuse and exploitation of physical resources in the name of what? Individual’s ‘well being’ a.k.a. happiness and ultimate satisfaction.

Once again, the problem is not ‘Happiness’ but the ways that it is currently now only possible if some disenfranchised person’s back is broken and endlessly working trying to sustain a system that can only function for ‘some,’ which are those that usually boast about having a ‘great life.’  Thus what was the point missed in every single philosopher, theologian, psychologist, spiritual master, guru, anthropologist, psychologist, linguists and any other being that attempted to study the social organism and its potential solutions to a general well being? Well, the interdependence of the relationships between all parts of the ecosystem as One-and Equal being that requires nothing more and nothing less than a constant flow of energy stemming from the physical reality to exist.

 

Thus, just like a body that is healthy, happiness as that health-state of the organism can only be attained if the blood as money in the body is distributed to all parts in equality – what? Yes, why have we missed such basic biological principle of homeostasis within the cell where an equilibrium is formed when there’s a balance between the substances that go in and out and within this single action done at a cellular level by ALL cells, what do we have? The stability of the physical body that you and I in mint conditions experience, inadvertently so, I must say, as we are so occupied/ pre-occupied up there in our minds only thinking about happiness as an energetic flick of a match that burns quickly, without realizing that the little stick and phosphorus stem from a tree and minerals of the earth that are consumed in one single bright flame that gives away some heat for a while to then crash and burn to ashes, dust to dust – and so the same can be applied for any other organism and living being.

 

This places happiness into question. Why the hell on Earth have we created this flickering, climatic and ecstatic energetic idea of happiness as this body-churning experience that we all desire and crave for, yet Know doesn’t last long, which is often based on sex, money spent on something that may satisfy your wildest sybarite dreams to then be left high and dry seeking for more and, of course, just like any drug, leaving you instantly being willing to do Anything to get that ‘feeling’ back?

 

Again a quick recap: we have people seeking happiness in a world-system that only functions according to the established abuse within a capitalist system that can enable the current definition of happiness based on the attainment of the ultimate satisfaction in an energetic experience provided by products  -and dare I say people as well – that can be bought with money that exists as a fake system of values that has never regarded the value of Life as its actual foundation to exist, while neglecting the fact that for any good feeling to exist – just like the flick of a match and getting  flame for a couple of seconds – must burn to ashes only to give off that nice light for a while – and this money-disparity obviously accumulation a severe and almost mortal-disease at this stage wherein the blood-money has not circulated At All in various parts of the body. We could say 3/4 of the body as this world is existing at the verge of absolute necrosis due to one fourth of that entire organism/ body that is Ourselves as SELF is growing like a cancer that stems from the deliberate decision to abuse the SELF as a Selfish Interest imposed onto the physical reality wherein there is no actual ‘purpose’ other than that of the functionality of life/living in the physical itself.

 

How do we know that animals do not seek such ever-elusive happiness as humans do? Once again, Desteni material, Animal Life reviews explaining their designs, forms and existence in direct relationship to the physical reality of which all of us 7 plus billion humans have been utterly oblivious-to up to now.

 

So, what have we always added to our entire happiness-seeking driven machines of self interest yet mostly missed within the consideration of actual value on Earth? The PHYSICAL matter that enables such desire, that enables such products and such tangible-value for money to exist as the externalization of a cap-system toward the exigencies of who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become as a mind system that always requires fuel to satisfy its existence – apparently. It’s just like a car’s motor that would simply ‘lose its purpose/ reason for existing’ if it had no fuel to run/ function – the same goes on within how our minds are currently programmed to exist as, and as long as we exist only as such limited versions of physicality possessed by the mind that constantly requires energy/ fuel to exist, we’ll continue seeking happiness absurdly-so as an energetic experience in a system wherein such happiness is linked to – once again – money at the expense of the physical consumption of life to cause that flickering light that ends up burning to ashes, leaving the costumer temporarily satisfied yet asking for more.

 

That’s the history of our civilization – you see any possible evolution here? Not at all? Great, me neither.

 

Rationality can thus be redefined to a reality-sense of humanity’s fulfillment in a way where all living organisms are equally fulfilled yet equally regarded to ensure that no overdosing of ‘personal benefit’ takes place as greed, and as such, any form of harm, abuse or psychological extortion could only mean a pathological agent that requires to be examined to assess its willingness to exist as an equal-part of support for the whole. As the Soul of Money series explains, what would happen if our cells had personality disorders? What would happen if our heart would suddenly go ‘on strike’ and decide ‘not go to work and cause havoc’ within some type of demand for more blood that means, by default, an obvious functionality-disorder that causes harm/disease within the organism. I sigh as I see to what extent we have never had Physical Common Sense which is what is Best for All at the Physical level that we can fulfill ourselves as Organisms. This must be understood not only at the biological or psychological level that is currently understood as within society, but at the level of the physical-mind relationship that we exist as individuals.

 

Now – the solution is thus very simple and practical. If we all seek our personal interest and ultimate satisfaction in life, what do we do?

If we look at it, when existing in such ‘idyllic state of happiness’ in our minds as the ‘driving force’ to do so, we actually push ourselves to do things, we have a ‘motivation’ to wake up every day, we even care more for our health so that we can ‘live longer’ and possibly have an extended period of time to satisfy ourselves in the delights of what we could define ‘happiness’ as – I recognize that a mini-crash course on how to redefine happiness would be required, however let’s base happiness on a single principle proposed in the very first words of this blog: Common Sense = What’s Best for All – hey! but we’re talking about MY happiness, not what’s ALL can have! – Well, here is the nitty gritty matrix dotting question:

Are YOU willing to see your Neighbor as happy as you, are you willing to know your children will be as happy as you, are you willing to know that even your ‘worst enemy’ – as defined by the current default opposition/ enemies that are systematically created to keep the world-system running- will also have the same rights and ‘liberties’ to obtain/ have access to the same satisfaction/ happiness/ well being available as you?

If you answered YES to all of the questions above, voilà: you are ready to read more about the Equal Money System and understand how Happiness as an physical, constant, living- satisfactorily state can only exist if all beings are perpetually endowed and granted with the same ability/ access to the resources on Earth as any other living being – and yes sir, that implies plants, animals, the environment’s consideration in order to create a sustainable living-condition for all inhabitants of this greater one and equal organism that is ourselves, as the world, as existence as a whole.

Sounds great? Yes – why haven’t we done it? Fear, control, self interest as defined within the current capitalist system which is promoted as self interest a.k.a. greed and power considered at an individual level only – wait, so this means that…. Yes, it means that the problem has resided in the ways we attempted to attain happiness through unequal means – Inequality thus became the spear that would always end up killing us after being dying on a cross that we were born to by default. Sounds cruel? Wait to hear the rest ( Here: The Soul of Money – Why the Money-System does not Care about Life – Part 10)

 

For now, I suggest directing your mouse to physically click on the links below to find out how it is that we are currently already walking a process to establish Heaven on Earth and that ever-sought Happiness and Fulfillment for all beings in the Eco-System through equalizing the monetary system to a single tool that can enable us to ‘try out’ and see how it is to never worry again not having food on the table or having no roof over your head or proper healthcare or chronic depression wherein you can’t possibly see yourself out of the loop. Yes, it may seem ‘impossible’ however it is as real as the fingers that are typing this: We Can Do This –

And all it takes is our Decision and Self-Will to do so. yes, you see the SELF before WILL? Well that implies that Self as the consideration of the individual and as one and equal whole / as all that is here wills itself to LIVE in Equality through the establishment of a living-system that is able to fulfill everyone’s needs by the mere fact of being an equally existent organism within the whole. We don’t require to think positively or ask the universe for this, it is ourselves physical beings here on Earth can can agree to establish this as our living policies.

 

It is thus not ‘over the top’ to realize how the meaning of words can be re-aligned/re-signified to be What is Best for All, and that’s what we are walking in a practical way at an individual level and as a group on the face of the Earth that stand for Life in Equality – this means that whatever we can physically consume to live, whomever we can work with, relate to and establish functional relationships with are equal parts of the physical worth that we can co-exist within in equal terms by our sheer decision to do so.

 

Self Interest becomes then the application by the individual that commits itself to LIVE in Equality – this means that the individual pursuit of well being/ happiness is redefined to a constant sound-stable condition of physical satisfaction/ fulfillment, where all our needs are met, where All Suffering is eradicated by the mere practical application of recognizing each other as Equals at last. Yes, at Last because it has never happened before in existence and if we don’t make it this time, we’ll sure live the same fortune of that single match that is flickered to see a marvelous flame glare  for a few seconds and then burn down to ashes with no possibility to get itself back on track again – the depletion of the physical reality is Real. And this is what Must Matter to All co-habitants of planet Earth.

 

Thus our suggestion is to Stop before we lose our current existential opportunity to live in ‘liberty and freedom’ that is ready to be established within the principle of an economic, social and political System that regards Life in Equality as its basic foundation – this is thus realizing that our happiness, our self interest can only be sustainable if this SELF is considered as the WHOLE wherein our personal satisfaction is able to be created within the consideration of What is Best for All Life, fulfilling our purpose to live and exist in Equality for the rest of our existence.

Full circle now:

Are You Ready to LIVE SELF-Interest as an Equal Part of the Whole to manifest What is Best for All?

 

Read our Journey to Life Blogs and visit Neighborism to find out how we are practically living this process already – and if you’re ready, join us!

 

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Day 22: Wax and Wane – Attention Seeker Spoiler

Who we are as positive/ negative feedback received upon us deliberately seeking attention reveals to what extent we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be constantly seeking an energetic reward as a feeling or emotion. Both imply self definition at a mind level wherein we become a constant bolt that goes from cathode to anode and seeking to trigger the next reaction as ‘attention from others’ in order to continue existing as a self-definition that enhances every time that any form of attention is given to self as an idea, self as a set of traits that can be either categorized as positive or negative.

 

This comes from the realization that any desire to seek attention/ obtain attention became a ‘normal’ way of living for me as a child, wherein ‘who I am’ was built and crafted according to feedback that I would assess as points wherein I could fine tune the eventual ‘idea of self’ that I wanted to fully embody for the sake of my own personal glory. I realize that at the moment we can stand equal and one to our own mind to live out the traits that we can develop/adjust/ perfect in order to fine tune ourselves within this process of equalization wherein we are in a world that we can practically assist and support with becoming the living example of how we can use or mind in order to create and implement what’s best for all, instead of using the mind to strategize ways to always win and get our positive feedback upon it, maintaining the belief that ‘who I am’ can be ‘more’ or ‘less than’ accordingly.

 

This begins with notorious points throughout childhood of how I became an attention seeker, to the opposite pole of not wanting to be recognized/ seen for the same particular traits as I had in the past and onto the point where we are here wherein attention given by others to self is only acceptable within the context of assistance and support to reference ‘who I am’ within such feedback and how I can get to see points that I might be missing out within my own application, which is how it is important to always share who we are in any given moment – if experiencing anything as ourselves in order to walk through the process of seeing its origin and walking the necessary self-correction.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to always want to be part of ‘the action’ wherever it was taking place wherein as a child I would get pissed off and mostly feel ‘left out’ if I found out I was not informed about certain activities that were going to take place, wherein anger and irritation would ensue as a form of manipulation toward my parents/ family for not letting me know about it.

 

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘the world was against me’ whenever I could not have my way and in that, justify anger as away to make my parents feel guilty and eventually try and ‘compensate Me’ for having ‘forgotten’ that I existed – which is how my mind would see the point to reinforce any perception of being unwanted, undesired and a constant nuisance for others.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to deliberately want to annoy my parents/ sisters to get their attention as I would find this as something ‘funny to do’ without realizing that I was seeking to be constantly getting an energetic experience of positivity through negative response – this means that the more they would get annoyed by me, the better ‘kick’ out of it I would receive. Within this I realize that who I was as an attention seeker was a deliberate game that I would instigate within my environment with family members in order to feel ‘good’ upon annoying them.

 

Who am I within this deliberate desire to annoy others to feel good? It is simply a desire to be constantly experiencing myself as someone that had the power to annoy another – and in that, get a positive reward for it as an energetic experience that I became defined by in order to constantly ‘keep’ this perceived spotlight upon myself.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel good whenever people in my environment would applaud anything that I had to say because it was apparently very ‘sensate’ and ‘mature’ for a child

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to learn that getting compliments would make me someone apparently ‘special’ and ‘unique’ as a child, wherein I would then constantly seek adult’s attention to get my positive reinforcement that would make up the sense of ‘confidence’ that was mostly built up by accumulating these positive feedback as bricks that built the ‘who I am at the eyes of others,’ which eventually had to fall as I grew up and went below zero from where I had to then put the pieces back together again after going through the exact opposite feedback upon ‘who I am within my life/ life choices’ which makes me realize that:

Every aspect that entails an energetic experience as a reinforcement toward the idea of myself as either a positive or negative way, eventually created a false idea of who I am as such positive feedback or negative feedback, that I accepted and allowed myself to ‘embody’ as ‘who I am’ wherein I got lost in the character and lost all sense of being simply here, as a physical living human being that doesn’t require a constant confirmation of ‘who I am’ as an idea, a belief, a character and persona at the eyes of others.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be deliberately extroverted as a child in order to get people – mostly adults’ attention – as I knew that this would make me ‘stand out’ from the rest and make me special, wherein everyone’s positive feedback upon my attitude, my skills, my abilities and hobbies would build up this elevated idea of ‘who I am’ as a ‘wunderkind’ wherein I then became an early inflated-ego while being around at home and within family, as opposed to the reserved, contained and sensate being that I portrayed myself to be at school during the same ages – from 5-10 more or less.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to enjoy being around adults more than kids during my childhood, because I became aware of how adults would mostly ‘praise’ the perceived maturity that I deliberately presented in order to get such positive reinforcement as the idea of ‘who I am,’ whereas with kids I was simply ‘another one’ which would not satisfy me at the level of getting this constant ‘kick’ as energy obtained from adults when receiving compliments and ‘positive feedback’ toward ‘who I am.’

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to in my mind believe that all I was and had to ‘be’ was this amusing persona that would always have to be entertaining others to get their attention and in that, get my positive reward similar to the rush that one gets when eating candy and then eventually wanting more of it soon after the effect is gone.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to seek a positive experience as in feeling ‘more’ than who I was every time that I would want to show something that I had made/ drawn/ crafted/ done toward my parents as a means to get their attention and reward, wherein I would get specifically irritated whenever I ‘felt’ that they were merely condescending and not really paying attention/ giving ME the attention I desired – within this

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to go into an immediate low end from the expected ‘positive reward’ in my mind upon showing something to my father/ mother, wherein when I perceived they were only giving positive feedback in an automated way, out of condescending and only to ‘shut me off’ to keep doing what they were doing, I would wallow in an immediate ‘low’ which would be interpreted as ‘they don’t want to see what I did/ I rather not show them what I do ever again’ which became an actual living statement wherein I stopped sharing ‘my creations’ in such an open manner out of expecting them to only give a ‘light answer’ as positive reinforcement without giving the attention that I sought from them as an actual ‘thoughtful feedback’ upon ‘what I do.’

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to seek to do art/ crafts in order to, in my mind, stop getting the attention as what had become a rather ‘annoying feedback’ in my mind after years of accumulating this positive feedback wherein I wanted to get rid of the ‘positive feedback’ through being able to be recognized for being more than a ‘brain that thinks,’ and in that, seeking to create art as a way to not have to articulate myself in such a thoughtful manner that could be directly judged as positive/ negative – but instead use images as another form of expanding the desire for attention without having this ‘smart/ intelligent’ suit on, as creating art could not entail a right or wrong, but only appreciating an individual expression that could not be graded the same way that words/ statements were. In this

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and realize that I merely went from positive to a negative/ alternative way of getting the same feedback that would still be absorbed by me as a positive/ negative reinforcement toward my ego – this means that ‘who I am’ has always been at the expense of ideas, perceptions and beliefs that I have sought to obtain for others in means of asserting ‘who I am’ as a personality/ ego which is the same game we have all agreed to collectively play, giving each other ‘props’ within the belief that ‘who we are’ can be bettered/ uplifted and/or battered/down-rated by others’ words and opinions which include my own self-talk whenever I allow such words to influence myself in any way – either positively or negatively.

 

I realize that who I am has been an energetic mind game that merely sought attention as a constant drive-thru the gas station wherein the fuel I would get from others was not really about ‘others’ but about me creating an experience upon deliberately triggering reactions from others in means of asserting and creating/ recreating the idea that I made of myself in order to have a ‘special spot’ within a dog eat dog as the eternal battle and survivalism that we have existed within the current social context that we have created within this reality.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to later on seek attention through ‘opposition’ and creating a certain ‘shock’ within my reality through using an image and specific personality in order to ‘stand out from the crowd,’ which was a different dimension from the initial childhood desire to gain attention through ‘positive means.’ This time during my teenage years, I created a personality that would draw attention in an attempt to create a ‘rift’ within a ‘perfected world’ wherein my cautiously crafted ‘disruption’ could get any form of negative reaction/ remark that would function in a similar way to getting a kick out of any positive feedback.

 

Within this I realize how I have gone from pole-to-pole to essentially live out the same energy that I created from assessing others’ reactions, words, feedback upon myself as a constant confirmation that ‘I’ exist as a specific personality, which is and has become an essential human-mind trait in order to keep ourselves ‘enhancing’ our ego through either positive or negative feedback, without realizing that who we really are is neither of both.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever feel ‘good’ about getting positive feedback and feel ‘bad’ about getting negative feedback without realizing that with me taking others words as a positive/ negative reinforcement to ‘who I am’ as a personality is only me accepting and allowing myself to be a set of positive and negative traits, instead of taking the words as points or considerations that I can take on as mere assistance and support to see where I can align myself to a best for all scenario wherein no ‘feeling good/ superior’ is ensued by positive feedback and not ‘feeling low/ inferior’ is ensued by negative feedback. I realize that feedback is simply a point of referencing me through others wherein there is no right and wrong, but only point that I can be missing to see within myself.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire ‘asserting’ myself as existing within others’ lives/ worlds as a point of positive-incentive to ‘keep going’ within my life throughout the years, without realizing that within living as the constant expectation of getting the attention as the ‘reward’ for everything I do/say is only existing as an idea waiting to be uplifted or opposed to generate an equally fool-filling experience at a mind level to remain as the constricted version of ‘who I am’ as a set of values within words/ judgments, ideas, beliefs and perceptions of ‘who I am at the eyes of others,’ which implies separating myself from being such other eyes and realizing that I cannot possibly wax and wane according to words, I can only assert myself as living words that I and everyone else can live as a realization of who we really are and what is in fact supportive to adopt and implement in a practical way within our reality.

 

I see, realize and understand that an ‘attention seeker’ is only a dimension of self-created desire to continue asserting myself as an idea, which is deliberately instigating positive or negative feedback in order to get the necessary reinforcement at an ego-level, which is the entire mind construction that I have to walk to understand How I have created myself as these patterns that have not supported me to live effectively and coexist with other beings in a particular environment.

I see and realize that I can direct such attention back to myself whenever I see myself having any desire to get attention from others in order to see where and how I am still seeking for validation from others’ in order to continue assenting the ‘who I am’ as an ego, instead of actually stopping in the moment and letting go of the desire to get my ‘quick energetic fix’ by getting any positive or negative feedback which results in an experience within myself.

 

I commit myself to stop myself whenever I see myself deliberately wording myself out in order to get the attention that I see and realize I must give back to myself to see the relationship that I have created in such moment toward the person/ environment in which such desire and/or reaction emerges within my world.

 

I commit myself to expose how it is that a child becomes a rather constant attention seeker if being overloaded with positive reinforcement, no different to inflating balloons with hot air that eventually have to descend down to earth due to such ‘flying high’ not being sustainable as a living, constant reality of who I am.

 

When and as I see myself seeking validation from others toward what I say/ do – I stop and I breathe – I realize that only an ego can seek validation from another mind as egos feeding each other, instead of unconditionally taking another’s words as points of support to allow myself to expand beyond ‘feeing the idea of self’ wherein expansion ensues a point of self-realization to see where and how I have created a relationship toward such point of reaction in either  positive or negative way, in order to equalize myself as all that is here to no longer require to exist as an energetic-feedback requiring machine, but as a living-breathing-walking human being that can simply coexist in a physical way wherein feedback can only be a means to perfect and optimize our living application.

 

“Incentive – Inner sense initiative – transforming incentive into a living self-directive principled action, where one’s inner sense / commonsense initiate oneself into immediate action/change/living of self in a moment when commonsense is realised – and so incentive becomes like a momentary blast of life that sets one off into an explosion of commonsense living action – no more waiting/postponing living, and getting it done – so, get the incentive of self as life – get to commonsense living through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – no more waiting for change, but in fact living the change as self” Sunette Spies

 

 

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Allegory of the Cave: our excuse to remain as slaves

 

The fact is that we come into this world without having any idea of ‘Why on Earth are we here’ becomes our drive in this reality. We then equate living to achieving goals, having a family, becoming successful (rich) – becoming a ‘winner’ in everything we do, following a single ‘dream’ without really questioning if such ‘missions’ or goals in life are actually what we are here for.

 

The accepted idea of us coming from a state of ‘forgetfulness’ and coming here to get back to ‘remembering’ something is already placing a massive condition to ‘who’ and ‘what we are’ from the get-go. This ‘forgetfulness’ must not be understood as ‘getting to complete ourselves’ here on Earth, but getting to realize how it was a deliberate plan to enslave man to always want to KNOW and Never Live.

That’s the key point of this here and I had to drive around in circles to get to the following: Life is Not Knowledge

 

Man Know Thyself

 

Getting to know yourself implies getting to see how we function within ourselves – the relationship toward our own mind – as well as the relationships we have formed that we have called ‘Life.’ If we have a look at it, the law of our being is currently compromised by money and the delusion of ‘power’ – we have then created our own cave wherein we have delegated our power to play only with shadows, believing that those that cast them are ‘more than ourselves’ and even separate from who we really are.

The fact is that we have forgotten to ‘know ourselves’ as the understanding that: we have set the rules of the game, we have cheated ourselves into believing it was never our ‘creation’ and that we could blame some ‘God’ for it.  It is now our turn to establish some basic living-conditions that will enable Life to flourish where there has been none, previously.

 

“God is really all people know and then this is called Man know thyself –that should be Man know thyself as Life” – Bernard Poolman

 

What Plato described as ‘Real Knowledge’ within this context would be knowledge that can be lived as living-words that stand within a practical realization of what Life is and can be lived-as in this world. This is now re-defining the usual philosophical rhetoric that never lead to a tangible and useful ‘use of words.’

We have lived ‘knowledge’ in a separate realm within our reality.

Equating enlightenment to the ability that some ‘privileged ones’ have, as passing on knowledge to the ‘ignorant ones’ already places an unequal starting point within the game. The Lie that is accepted and allowed is that the world of ‘ideas’ is what is real, when in fact we words not lived have been a primordial separation from what is here as the physical reality.

 

If we take the Allegory of the Cave as an example to illustrate this, the Prisoners of are set ‘by default’ as the natural-condition we are born into – yet we invariably created at some point that is ‘not remembered.’ We get to this reality wherein we are placed to race within this ‘game of life’ to attain nothing else but Knowledge that will apparently ‘set us free’ and give us an actual realization of what ‘Reality’ is.

 

Who are then those that solace themselves casting the shadows of a make-believe reality for the prisoners? We all are.  Even before that! Why on Earth did we allow ourselves to place us in such a position as  ‘prisoners’ wherein some others would be casting the theatre of shadows ?

We did – in our attempt to be ‘more’ than the rest – self interest which later on was capitalized as seeing everything with eyes of ‘personal power’ and a strong desire to obtain anything and all that could fulfill a sense of ‘freedom.’

Once we start asking the pertinent questions to everything we’ve bought as our ‘reality,’ we’ll start really taking the illusion of the shadows and the light of knowledge for what it is: our own knowledge trap that would perpetuate ourselves as prisoners wanting to ‘get out of the cave’ through attaining this ‘ultimate knowledge’ which leads to a perpetual state of ‘happiness’ and ‘everlasting grace.’

Nowadays we call this process the pursuit of happiness.

 

The fire is specific – light as enlightenment that only a few can achieve if having enough money for it.

 

Anything that could have bound us to keep facing the wall of shadows as some invisible force as the White Light as God, as Consciousness, has been debunked. 

 

What is left then? The ingrained idea that what we are doing here as humanity is seeking ‘God,’ seeking Knowledge, seeking ‘The Truth’ that will ‘Set us Free.’

 

So, we direct such myths to explain our current reality to a point of support.

 

 

We Cast the Shadows

“So what we see and experience is not necessarily real, yet we give existence to anything from actual structures to thoughts, concepts, ideas anything possible by our human mind. Existence is that which we give existence to and as – becoming that which we experience ourselves within and as..”[6]

 

The reality of the prisoners was depending on the shadows casted by those set as the shadow-creators behind the prisoners. In our reality that role is performed by those with enough money in the world to dictate the rules and the reality: politicians, corporations, bankers, elites as families and sects that were deliberately placed in this reality in order to maintain ‘God’s order.’ The fact is that till this day, they are seen as the ones to blame for our current status of the world – we never realized that they are also part of the game and that in fact, we have all accepted and allowed it in an equal manner.

 

This makes us all responsible because, what is money but knowledge imposed onto this reality as an ‘unchangeable’ and ‘unchallengeable truth’ – it is our own deliberate system of separation to make some remain facing a wall with shadows while others had the light to cast the show. This is allowing some to remain as the directors of the game – apparently – as ‘more’ than those who remained ‘tied and bound’ to facing a wall as prisoners – they never could realize each other as equals. We have accepted the shadows to be as real the same way that those that were deliberately and placed in the position of ‘casting the shadows’ believed themselves to be in control of this existence. The fact is that not even the creators were actually ‘in control’ of what is here – Life is directing now.

 

 

At an individual level we create this ‘wall’ in front of us as well, whenever we keep believing that the shadow we see in front of us is ‘everything we are,’ we see ourselves trapped and enslaved by this self-image/ self-idea, without ever questioning why on Earth are we even bound to this cave-reality with shackles that can definitely be taken off if we all agree it IS what’s best for all to Live.

 

See, this premise of the ‘prisoners’ in reality is that “original sin” that we have believed we must ‘pay for’ and this is something that could not have been understood until now that we get to hear from our Real ‘forefathers’ where and how and why we are here on Earth. [2]

 

 

Within identifying the shadows as knowledge, as all the ideas and systems imposed onto this reality, we get to see how we are directly responsible for perpetuating and accepting this reality ‘as is,’ because it was all we had ever known.

 

We just ‘can’t’ remember that we created such forgetfulness in the first place, and this is where the importance of studying the Desteni material exists. We would not be able to tell the ‘truth’ of reality as is without having the ability to ‘know’ beyond our own mind as that only instrument of cognition within this reality. That is through the Interdimensional Portal which should already be regarded as a once in a lifetime opportunity for humanity to see and understand what we have become, why are we here on Earth, how is it that we have created this world in separation and from there, while being able to understand and educate ourselves about the actual process of Creation. We have been the Gods we have blamed for our current situation in the world: we have set the rules all along.

 

 

Out of the Cave into Reality

because we created it in the first place

We are all responsible because we all accepted and allowed even the creation of allegories and mythologies as plausible and ‘credible’  explanations to our own deliberate separation, to justify our beliefs, our spitefulness toward each other in disregard of the whole. We created our own demise through accepted and allowed separation from each other as words– we tried to make sense of this world through knowledge and information and forgetting about the reality that has and always remained here.  [2]

 

Without understanding HOW we created ourselves as the reality that each one of us is constantly living and playing-out within the context of replaying the past, present and future, we will remain holding on to this shadow-like reality wherein we can only complain, feel miserable about the idea that we accepted and allowed ourselves to actually become.  It is through our very own participation in the constant and continuous thinking and communication based on this idea of being ‘separated from source/ left by God,’ that we began creating these words as ‘who we are,’ as prisoners that have been forever cast out from the realization and living experience of being one and equal.[3]

 

What are beliefs but words that are taken as ‘truths’ that eventually become part of our self-definition, it becomes ‘who we are’ without questioning it further.

 

“We are as real as what we have allowed ourselves to become as this world– the world being a system expression equal to our minds –we use our minds to create all the machines and technology–our minds interdimensionally actual looks exactly like the systems and machines and TV’s and computers we have in this world–that is our apparent evolution — the externalization of the mind into form — the next stage is the mind becoming actual physical form — this will be really tough to live through — prepare yourself effectively as all sentient life will face this in all ways” – Bernard Poolman

 

 

This is how we are walking a process of placing out the ‘truth’ of ourselves as thoughts, ideas, beliefs and perceptions of who we are, what we have become through our own accepted and allowed thoughts as patterns that we have continued playing out as ‘who we are.’ This goes from the micro to the macro – each self-belief as the self-religion that we have bound ourselves-to has become our own self-created cage that we feel we are betraying every time that we dare to equalize ourselves as God, as everything that is Here. How ludicrous! And some of us have gone to the extent of blaming a ‘god’ or some other beings in apparent  ‘higher positions’ for this separation, without ever actually realizing that: we did this to ourselves, I did this to myself, by a single belief in Separation.

 

 

Knowledge is ‘God’ and ‘God’ became an excuse

The words that created such separation as a belief became ‘our law,’ it became almost like ‘the word of God’ that no one ever dared to question again.

Knowledge is separation, words not lived are all lies told to justify our irresponsibility – we’ve knitted our own blindfold to remain in a victimized state within this world, feeling like the prisoners seeking to get out of the cave at any cost – even if that means enslaving our lives to menial jobs that could at least ‘shed some light’ to our day to day experience as temporary energetic fixes like fixating on love, happiness, bliss, light, money… Is this Living? No! Absolutely not – can we stop and change the current accepted reality? Of course we can.

Knowledge has  become our very own trap as the elaboration of words that could justify our deliberate belief on separation from what is Here. Knowledge became the words that we speak, the words that we have perpetuated as ‘who we are’ which is what is currently being taught as our philosophy, religion, morals, cultural values and mythologies wherein the role of ‘God’ is the utmost separation toward all humans[4].

 

‎”Spreading the word of God is equivalent to spreading a message of terror – the fear it creates makes humans blind to reality.” 
– Bernard Poolman

 

It is madness to see how a single be-LIE-f has separated ourselves from Li(E)Fe through believing that only through a process of enLIEtenment we could ‘attain’ the truth of ourselves once again. Knowledge and information as God, as the ‘law of our being’ in absolute discordance to the reality that is HERE and has always been here.

In essence this is us showing/ revealing to ourselves how it is that blaming and projecting our own misery, feeling ‘enslaved’ to this world is a self-created belief that we then formed as ourselves as the physical reality we live in now, creating the idea of the ‘original sin’ that we then would have to redeem ourselves from.

 

“We are the Living-Words that has become Contaminated by the Knowledge we have Accepted.” Bernard Poolman [5]

 

We are here to establish the living principle we have neglected while following knowledge. We have been ‘separated’ from reality, never realizing that such separation has been self-created and never inflicted by a higher-being. We must now as a matter of self-responsibility make sure we dissect all possible separation that is now ingrained at the systematic level of our reality – as our laws, policies and values that are embedded on to anything as a price tag.

We have justified suffering and abuse through our own elaborate words as knowledge. Who is the real ‘evil’ in this word then?

It’s time to take Self Responsibility for our creation, it cannot be ‘clearer’ than this that it is us the ones that have played the joke on this existence.

 

Seek life–dump knowledge–who you really are created knowledge–let your creation not be the controller of you as creator”   Bernard Poolman

 

 

Sources:

[2] The Cross’ – Atlantean Interviews through the Interdimensional Portal. Desteni,  2012

[3] The Decision’ – Atlantean Interviews through the Interdimensional Portal. Desteni, 2012

[4] ‘The Friction’ – Atlantean Interviews through the Interdimensional Portal. Desteni, 2012

[5] Poolman, Bernard. “Knowledge.” Bernard Poolman Quotes. Desteni, 01 Mar 2012. Web. 1 Mar 2012. <http://bernardpoolmanquotes.wordpress.com/2012/03/01/knowledge/>.

[6]  “What is existence?.” Desteni. Desteni, n.d. Web. 1 Mar 2012. <http://desteni.org/a/questions-and-perspectives-what-is-existence>.

 

Suggested Read:

Poolman, Bernard. ” The Age of Knowledge – The Point of Consciousness and The Power of Now.” Desteni. Desteni, 21 Aug 09. Web. 1 Mar 2012. <http://desteni.org/a/interviews-from-the-farm-23-the-age-of-knowledge-the-point-of-consciousness-and-the-power-of-now>.

Poolman, Bernard. “’The Secret Knowledge of God’.” Desteni. Desteni, 18 Dec 09. Web. 1 Mar 2012. <http://desteni.org/a/interviews-from-the-farm-42-the-secret-knowledge-of-god>.

“What was the White Light and why did it exist?.” Desteni. Desteni, 2007. Web. 1 Mar 2012. http://desteni.org/a/questions-and-perspectives-what-was-the-white-light-and-why-did-it-exist.


The souldiers

The dear souls/ the souldiers are the people that write this type of deranged conclusions to justify the world we live in. This is merely a single outflow of the entire belief system called ‘god’ as some ‘kind’ of  mastermind that apparently had perfect and transcendental reasons to create such disparaged conditions that we were – apparently – able to choose from to live as in this world 

“One can never really know the reason why an individual soul chooses the path it has decided to take before it comes into a being called human. Only the soul truly knows why it wants to create, experience, and be the thing we call poor or rich.”

 

According to this, we then must accept and surrender to a world founded upon misery created by misers that exist in such either natural-born conditions like  fucked-up-till-the-bottom-of-hell or blissful-as-the-gardens-of-eden defined by nothing else but the system that would have specific structures and placements for both poles to exist within hierarchical positions as ‘our society’ wherein we learn that some have to be below and above and the rest of the bunch in limbo while everyone was in either way defined and determined by Money/ wealth or any other means of power over another.

What could be the reason for someone to ‘choose being poor’ – I mean, isn’t that a rather masochistic way to gain pride an honor as a human being? Isn’t that accepting punishment as the way to learn a bright moral lesson? Why was god/creator such a fucker that created such choices to be even possible to begin with.

The soul/ system/ god “truly knows” statement is placing ‘someone out there’ as the all powerful being that is able to exist in such a self-righteous way that ‘they only know’ because ‘he/she/it/they’ might be supreme and know-better than the rest of the flimsy creations that may move/ do and say at will. I mean, wow, what a powerful lesson, God! Exert your righteousness over creation, let them know ‘who’s the boss’ and justify such an assholing move with imprinting shit like the quote above, justifying the means to get to an ‘end’ – if there was any point in it by the way other than blatant energy to create your blissful heaven used also as a nice bait to keep everyone running towards it, existing as energy churning machines with petty human existential conflicts that’d keep this entire system running.

 

Coming into this world and having a set of equally fucked options to incarnate not remembering that it was the same life over and over again, was part of our existence – we can’t remember, we now know about it through the Desteni material and it makes perfect sense that we all gave into such type of nice picture presentation of coming to Earth and getting the ultimate physical experience. From this, conclusions like ‘there must be a higher reason for it’ are common consolation prizes because ‘at least’ we could keep some form of respect to an all knowing god/system/soul construct that ‘knew what’s best for us’ – right… that’s obviously not so and it’s simply blatant mind control to believe that one must suffer and be a masochist to learn any lesson in this world.


Till this day, through the Equal Money material that we’ve placed out there, we still get comments from many people justifying the existence of rich and poor people through this obviously fucked belief system. Many still believe that ‘to make a living you’ve got to strive and suffer’. If we are the image and likeness, the obvious necessary question then is: was god an actual masochist? was the creator/ designer a real lunatic that created his own Hollywood show by creating a system based on polarity? the answer is and must be self evident now.

I mean come on! We really had to be that blind to not see that this entire world functions like a battery with two poles that can only power itself if there is enough friction as attraction/repulsion and any other conflict that makes energy move. That’s what we are, that’s what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be and exist as and justify it with words that may seem ‘above our understanding’ while justifying some of the most horrid conditions existent on this planet such as starvation and living in extreme poverty with no opportunities to actually live in this world.

Hence, any point of justifying our own fuckedupness as ‘who I am’ and giving into thoughts that it can’t apparently be stopped is us giving into the same system that has accepted and allowed poverty and wealth to exist, the abuser and abused, the master and the slave– we are it, we exist as that, we have the ability to become either/or yet we can decide it’s Non because either side leads to the creation of the other side inevitably.

Stopping our preprogrammed existence, stopping following the ‘cycles of our soul’ and justifying any atrocity with bs like ‘lessons of the soul’ is what’s required to do.

We must expose ourselves for what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to become in this world wherein there’s extensive mind-droning processes blinding everyone with bright lights. This is nonsense. All of it and must be stopped.

Only when existing here as breath as the physical body that I am here do I stop my participation in anything that has to do with and supports the existence of this nonsensical preprogrammed crap, such as paying karma for past lives or having a good life because ‘I deserved so’. Visit  http://www.desteni.co.za to learn everything about the soul and the white light scam – time to get real, people.

God won't save the queen now


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