Being called ‘skeptical’ while realizing that going through our lives ‘believing’ is an act of faith itself – can’t really define ‘who I am’ either regardless of the feedback that we may get from fellow human beings that get off-ended when exposing the lies we’ve bought as our soul. I’m certainly done going around the entire methodic doubt to confirm one’s own beliefs to be true which is certainly Not the way to go around in this world – why would I want to assert myself as ‘being right’ about ‘my beliefs’ to be ‘true’?
I cannot trust my mind with further air-castle creations that are perceived or believed to be real unless I can correlate and verify it is actually so, and that is through actually living/walking in this reality.
To place this into context, the following comes from the realization upon comments received in a video in spanish about ‘Life after death’ wherein I’ve gotten several enraged comments claiming that I am skeptical and that anyone has the right to believe what they want within this life.
So, we’ll not engage into discussing how it is that we as human beings have defended the ‘right to believe whatever I want’ as a form of self righteousness that stems from our delusion of apparently having ‘free choice’ and ‘free will’ in this reality, which are only but a pair of aspects that we’ve debunked within this process of Self Honesty. While walking it, we see and realize that we are subjects of a preprogrammed reality, endowed with preprogrammed features to create the faux perception that we are ‘free to think’ whatever the hell we want – we can! yes, though from thinking to reality there’s a huge step missed: the physical-living and tangible reality we are realizing ourselves as.
Within this, the mind conjectures become invisible ‘food for thought’ that serves no purpose in the physical reality, but allowing each being to remain as an enclosed bubble of thinking processes justifying and excusing itself of how thinking is ‘at least’ the self-righteous act wherein we ‘make the rules’. Hmm.
Doubt as a first stage to question the world is quite a cool point to engage into – it is through doubting everything we’ve been taught that one develops that ‘curiosity’ to ‘know the truth’ which is what I recognize I did in my life.
I had to laugh at myself later on when realizing that ‘the truth’ of myself had always been Here as myself, as my body, as the brain, muscles and veins with flowing blood that I had completely ‘forgotten’ about while engaging into knowledge that could ‘let me Know Who I Am’ – we’ve all bitten the apple of knowledge and within that we’ve wanted to get an experience/ knowledge out of chewing the apple instead of simply realizing the actual fruit for what it is: something that will nurture and support ourselves as the physical.
When we make ‘of knowledge’ our ‘truth’, we’re then damned and bound to/by it as the set of our own conjectures and aphorisms. This is what I’ve encountered as the reasons why people complain about having ‘no belief’, it’s almost as if the entire ‘human nature’ is being offended by saying that there is no afterlife and that all beliefs are useless to live in this physical reality. The majority has taken knowledge coming from ‘the bible’ or any other rusty document, philosophy or food-for-thought as ‘truth’ and within that, completely forgetting or not even questioning the validity of such words within the veritable context of this world/ reality.
When one poses such a ‘threat’ to one’s knowledge/beliefs, doubt is implanted within beings. This causes one to Fear losing one’s definitions of whatever they’ve believed themselves/ this world/ reality to be which is why we’re usually vehemently attacked – my mother till this day repeats the same thing over and over again: “you all are hated because you’re messing with peoples’ beliefs” and within that, I can always only laugh afterwards realizing how humanity is able to fight wars for the sake of defending a belief, which is then how we have seen throughout history the crusades and any other enterprise that had an aim related to defending/imposing a belief – religious, monetary, social-system wise – that could then impose dominion over certain human groups/ population. I could go deeper into the mental conquest/mind control that this represents but, we’re not going in there at the moment.
Now, coming back at ourselves at an individual level, we can only ‘doubt’ ourselves the moment that we hold any type of knowledge as the Idea of what we are/ can be. This mostly stands as a limitation wherein the mind arranges a possible outcome that we then ‘fear’ going into instead of simply stopping all self-doubt and walking through the point in reality to see if such future projection as the idea of ourselves was actually ‘real’ or not – we’ll find that it was never real and that it is simply much-simpler to stop all beliefs, to stop all knowledge about ourselves which is pre-defined according to ‘who we’ve been’ as past-experiences/patterns repeating themselves ad nauseam, and instead embrace the actual realization of ourselves at the physical level wherein we can only ‘doubt’ ourselves if we go into knowledge. We can only trust ourselves here as every breath, as the physical pumping of blood through the veins that enables us to continue actually-living here.
This is very simplistic stuff, this is about stopping thinking and actually Living in this physical reality wherein there is No need to ‘think about death’ to exist here, there is no need to believe in a ‘god’ to take self responsibility for ourselves here, there is no need to have ‘faith’ in something if we realize our full ability to create within this world and actually accepting and embracing ourselves as the directive principle to act, live and speak in terms of considering what’s Best for All as the principle of Equality = that’s about all we require to ‘know’ and it’s not a knowledge but a realization that comes when we start seeing/realizing who we really are in this world, which cannot be trapped or defined by nice words, ‘beautifully’ arranged such as the ones that many people have tagged as ‘wisdom’ that has mostly served for the mental masturbation overlooking the physical reality, presenting no practical solutions to live and coexist as Equals while seeking ‘greatness’ as the mind = that’s not who we are.
Somehow Equality has only been made into a vacuous concept that is existent in constitutions and other ‘human rights’, never realized as Life as who/what we really are.
So – back to the point here: how can we then stop doubting ourselves?
We simply stop existing as knowledge and embrace ourselves as the walking, physical-breathing living beings that we are wherein no knowledge is required, only a principle to live by which is Equality and Oneness as Life.
Self Trust – trusting our words can only come as we go Living the Words we speak. And that is certainly a process we’ve never lived before, hence we are all here to walk, live and share as we go along.
Whenever we ‘feel’ uncertain we simply stop and realize we’re going into knowledge as who I am is here as constant as constative in-out breath that I am here.
Whenever we ‘lack conviction’ – we realize that we’ve con.victed ourselves through the self-diminishing act of’ ‘thinking/believing we are our thoughts’ and that we require some ‘external force’ to direct ourselves to do/be what’s best for all.
The certainty that I am here is as breath, as physical reality – I can only trust myself as that physicality that I am – the rest can be movable hence not constant, hence not life itself.
This is how we then move according to common-sense which can be lived, applied by all without having to spice it up with personal additives that segregate and divert ourselves from realizing our Equality as who/what we really are here.
So – we’re not skeptical, we are simply self-realizing as what’s here, no need to believe or doubt or exist as knowledge – we simply stick to the physical reality.
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