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130. Killing the Loved Ones

 

‘I’ll kill you/her/she/them!’

Continuation from: 129. Will Love and Lighters end up Killing People?

This is one of the backchat points that can be found within the desire  to control someone, which is wanting to manipulate another for the sake of acting/ doing things our way/ getting our point of Happiness. Whenever the person does Not recede to our point of control, backchat may emerge in an insulting, denigrating manner toward the unsubordinated person and one of the ‘most negatively charged’ type of backchat exists in the form of ‘I HATE YOU/HER/HIM’ or ‘I WANT TO KILL HER/HIM/THEM ALL’

 

Now, what does all the positive thinking on ‘light, love, bliss’ has to do with the point of negative backchat such as ‘I want to kill you/he/she/them?’ It is an extreme bouncing off from the positive experience, it is the extreme polarity once that someone ‘had it all’ and then ‘lost’ it as a point of self definition, unleashing then the opposite-directly proportional input of positivity back into negativity – that’s when we can identify our ‘downfalls’ and ‘depressions’ and whatnot that can escalate through our own participation up to a point of absolute mind possession labeled as ‘mental instability’ by the psychiatrists that do want to make the most for their pockets out of a seemingly neuronal-hormonal dysfunction.

In other words, this can only happen if we give too much head to such negative experience, eventually becoming nothing else but the absolute opposite of the initial all-positive input of loving someone for example – there’s even a saying ‘from love to hate there’s only one step’ – and it is so, because the starting point of love is not an equal and one standing as physical beings of flesh and bones that care for themselves = care for one another in physical well being considerations – no, love means in our colloquial vocabulary just passion, energy, bubbles in the stomach that become an absolute life-hijacking obsession that is specifically directed to a point of possession a.k.a. wanting to control the other being, wanting to feel special with that something or someone, wanting to ‘fulfill the dreams’ that only existed as a positive experience in our minds.

 

This is how we can see MANY demonic-possessions today – which are MIND-possessions and should be understood as synonyms nowadays, wherein boyfriends attack their girlfriends – or vice versa – ending up slitting their throats, killing them, hitting them to ‘make them look ugly’ and one cannot possibly fathom: ‘but wait, I was sharing my life this man, I had sex with this man, how could it possibly be that the next day he’s trying to kill me!’ – and this is precisely where the role of the mind as a literal entity occupying our physical must be understood: the problem is thinking, the moment we think, we are already existing in an alternate dimension in our minds – and in that, hell is not far away. You may say: well, then we’re all living in hell, because we All all the time, and that is correct and that is what apparently makes us these ‘supreme beings’ that can THINK – but is it really so? Who invented this type of judgment but ourselves as human beings that deep inside actually fear NOT being in control of Anything or anyone that exists here.

 

In past blogs when revising words as the imposition of man’s mind upon the physical reality, this relationship of control was seen, which later on became the money language that we are currently living with and by, it is to understand who/ what do we have to accept and allow ourselves to exist as in order to voice/think a sentence like ‘I want to Kill Him/Her/them’ and in other cases ‘Me’ as well. Here is the deal: not many people can deny that this sentence has crossed their minds in an absolute moment of an absolute negative experience which within the understanding of how the positive and negative exist, means a ‘Fall from Heaven’ to the absolute opposite – why? Because of all the expectations we built in our MINDS only – reading again, yes only in our minds – about getting/ being with/ experiencing ourselves with something or someone ‘for the rest of our lives’ which is the usual bullshit peddled in our media about these everlasting relationships for example. And this is primarily focused on wanting to Kill the Loved One, which for all cases should be the most shocking and extreme type of betrayal toward one’s conception – meaning creation of the concept – of what love is/ should be, it is as ‘frightening’ as can be, because every single bit of relationship that exists now as ‘our society’ is apparently founded (or found dead) upon love – have a look at the promotion of these experiences as something marvelous and real: having a partner, getting married, having kids, creating a family, having pets, your relationship to god,  your job, your neighbor – everything is promoted as these bubbly stages of your life wherein you are supposed to be ‘Luvin’ it’ all the way – and it’s actually quite fascinating how we can find a note in the news on a daily basis about apparent ‘loved ones’ killing each other, people hating their jobs, people bugging their neighbors ‘just because,’ people eating their children, people killing themselves or others because of their relationship with god, men killing their ex-wife and children because of a marital break-up, and the list goes on and on and frightfully on.

 

“The moment we make that decision, acceptance and allowance in the trust that whatever the mind present to us is ‘who we are’ and we continue participating in the backchats and energies, with participating as the more and more we continue talking in our minds and experiencing the energies without stopping them/investigating them: what one will find is that they become more and more intense in the mind, the more and more one remain in the energy reaction and so the backchat/thoughts/behaviours that it substantiate in the character/personality possession.” – Sunette Spies*

 

What is Wrong with this picture? The Mind 

Who we are as physical living beings in no way stand as something ‘alien’ to this physical existence as the Earth – the animal kingdom, the plants, the environment, everything functions as a whole and one single organism. Then, who is the real Problem here? The mind, the who we have become as this machine that thinks reality only to scheme one’s own survival and personal benefit, because WE programmed ourselves to only create a world system that could Only benefit ‘some’ in our reality. Now, that is seriously messed up to say the least, who are the real schizophrenic instead? Who are the real killers that are willing to maim any life left in this world in the name of a ‘thriving society’ that can look like the most outrageous façade you’ll ever see – but it’s just that, a facade, a sugar coating enamored view of reality behind which we all hide the Reality of who and what we have become as The Secret Mind

 

Once we pass through the initial disconcertion of realizing how EVIL we have become in fact to the extent of not being able to trust your apparent ‘Loved ones,’ we can start then realizing that there is a Seriously Important Task that each one of us must Take Self Responsibility for, and that’s not something ‘out of our hands’ to do, it is taking responsibility for our own minds, realizing that we all have to ensure that we STOP and Self-Forgive any single inch of hatred and Love toward another being – You might say: wait a minute, you say ‘Self Forgive every point of Loving another as well, but that’s not bad!’ yet, understanding how the existence of Hatred actually stems from Love must have left this point quite clear to you how any positive or negative input upon something or someone, will eventually go to its opposite as an experience that we then act upon, blinded by our own backchat and internal conversations that we are seldom aware of.

 

This is then to put all ‘Love and Light’ as any positive thinking ‘on the table’ from the perspective of realizing how we are all responsible for whatever we see as ‘BAD’ and ‘Negative’ in our society, it is Our Mirror and we have been denying this for far too long now. The thoughts that a serial killer or a bad tempered ex boyfriend that gets to stab her girlfriend are in no way different to Any other thought we may have in our heads.

 

Thus, it is definitely a bucket of cold water to realize that that which we always wanted to ‘ostracize’ in our society to not have to SEE what we had become, is in fact ourselves.

 

We’ll continue with the process of realizing the correction is not ‘out there’ in some bloody policy awaiting to be approved by the government to ‘Stop the madness!’ It is here within and as ourselves that the correction potentially exists: we just have to live it.

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66. Holy Fetish: Money as Word of God

Money as Language is a set of arbitrary words/ values imposed onto reality. This ‘social agreement’ was never based in the consideration of what’s best for all life, not everyone was counted in. We ‘agreed’ to separate ourselves as word. There is No physicality whatsoever that can back up the reason behind a particular word or physical value adjudicated to money itself.

 

Hence, because there are No Fundaments upon money itself/ words, changing their current functioning and value. Whatever we have agreed as an arbitrary group of signs to communicate – words and money are equally forms of communication – we are determined and bound to such rules in such arbitrary arrangement. This is the foundation of our ‘Rational World.’ What have we done with ‘Rationality’? We have pondered it as our greatest ‘asset’ as species – really? Are we or are we Not bound to the language we speak as the meaning of the words being the actual creators and definers of our reality? Isn’t money currently the greatest headache in every human being’s mind – including those ‘wealthy ones’ that are also now fearing to lose it all? How is it that our ‘Rationality’ became our greatest demise? We stopped questioning WHY and HOW we created a mind-made arbitrary and absolutely planned system that could only benefit some at the expense of others and call it success, power, ‘achievements.’ Really?

 

The only way that we will be able to CHANGE this current system is through Words – Money is a Sign/ Word in linguistic terms wherein its ‘Holiness’ can only stem from an imposed set of premises as ‘rules’ and ‘regulations’ that we simply accepted ‘as is’ – just like we come into this world and learn that the word ‘Mama’ represents the person that brought you into this world. This is the level to which Mind Control should be debunked.

 

Money as a Sign

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to see Money as a concept equitable to God wherein Money gives the ability to get/ obtain that which we require to live, which should be unconditionally given to All in Equality, but we have a.greed to create a system based on holy-laws and holy-values that are seemingly ‘untouchable’ and ‘unquestionable’ as if it was the primordial master-piece of God’s creation that cannot be change and re-assessed, which is equal to how we came to believe the concept of God to be in any way ‘real’ in our reality – equally intangible as money does Not represent Life in Equality in any way – hence it is a false-god and as such equal to any other concept of God used to control and subdue the masses in means of ‘power over life.’

 

Any god stands in the way of Equality as Life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is a medium and a tool for exchange of goods and services, without ever pondering if such ‘tool’ was available equally for all within the common sensical realization that: every single human being requires ‘goods/ services’ to live – hence, within the acceptance of this ‘tool’ not being readily available/ given to All human beings in Equality = I accepted and allowed Money as a Weapon to dominate, control and have power over others through denying unconditional support for them, and only placing Money as a reward for work, which became a synonym of survival and not Physical work to sustain ourselves and a community to live from and of what the Earth gives unconditionally.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed Money to be the sign and symbol of power as if it represented any real-physical tangible piece of reality in itself, without realizing that Money as a Word/ Concept/ Signified contains only an image/signifier based on paper, metals, bank notes, plastic cards, chips that in no way hold a physical tangible part of reality that is ‘worth as life,’ but instead it is worth according to a ‘language’ with its own Logic called economics and finances as the monetary system’s self-created rules and regulations that we came to accept ‘as is’ without ever questioning if such values in any way represented Reality as Life, and its existence for all beings in Equality as a basic foundation of such Logical System of Values created by man himself.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Money as a ‘social product’ of agreements and premises that in no way were based on making of money an actual communication tool in Equality for all beings, as the giving and receiving of what is of and from the Earth that is unconditionally provided for all to live and have a dignified life in this world. Instead, I allowed a system that would disable a great part of humanity from being able to be part of a symbiotic relationship with the environment, placing them into a ‘lacking position’ as in having no-money wherein those that ‘do’ have money can exert rules and regulations wherein those with no-money can be exploited in means of their own survival/ calling it ‘work,’ which is only a premise that we accepted as ‘Real’ and ‘Rational’ according to the imposed logics behind language and the concept of money itself.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that Money as a concept exists in separation of myself as one and equal, for it signifies the very separation of Equality through the creation in itself of arbitrary values imposed on reality that I never questioned because ‘it was already here/ it came from the past’ – hence accepting money as ‘tradition’ in our human culture, only arriving in this world to learn how it functions, adopt such conceptual values in separation of myself as ‘real’ and comply to the system, never questioning it further because, just as language, we have place it in a holy-position as if it can’t just be questioned, altered or changed due to its ‘godly-forces’ behind it, wherein we simply accepted the Monetary Belief-System as ‘real.’

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed Economy as the rules and set of guidelines that dictate the way money exists as a Monetary-System that is flawed in its roots by deliberately negating the physical relationship that should exist behind money and physical reality, which is what has lead us to our current demise wherein Money as that symbol of power and abuse over Life, its taking its toll on the actual physical resources that are Not able to be replenished/ renewed – including animals and human lives as well – which means that we are walking the consequences of accepting and allowing the Money Belief-System as the almighty power over Life/ God which is now leading us all to an imminent destruction if we don’t Stop complying to this belief system and actually Change its rules/ order in a way that it considers All Beings Equal as Life, and using Money as a symbol of redemption wherein we learn how to Give and Receive as Equals as Life.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to make of Money the center of Human Affairs wherein the very words that I speak entail money-value-worth in separation of myself as Life.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that I as a human being created the rules of association between money and reality, which were Not Equal as Life from the very beginning, which means that the system was doomed to fail, because nothing that abuses Life can remain and continue existing as is in this reality any longer.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make of Money an external aspect of my existence, seeing it as this object that has ‘power over me/ power over life’ and dictates the lives of individuals within a particular community that has its own ‘monetary language’ as economy based on other ‘greater contexts’ that we as individuals often believe ourselves to be only ‘victims-of’ without realizing that we are the very ones that accepted the Money-God concept as ‘real’ in our reality by following its rules and regulations.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to tacitly agree to use money as a means of giving and receiving what is here from and of the Earth, worked/ produced/ transformed by the human without ever questioning why its existence was not then readily given to all beings as All beings require to live and survive in this world – within this, realizing that Money was Not covering all individual needs and that it was then, inherently flawed with an Evil aim, which was that of the illusion of power/ control as the outflow of greed existent in every human being that could fathom there being something ‘more’ than itself, ‘more’ than life and in that, deliberately blinding ourselves to realize that the only thing we were abusing in the name of power is Life itself as ourselves, as fellow human beings, as the animal kingdom and the Earth’s resources that we are now seeing/ realizing is becoming our own demise as humanity.

 

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to trust words as knowledge and information wherein the Money concept was equally adopted just as any other ‘social convention’ in the name of having power over another aspect of reality in separation of who we are as life.

 

I commit myself to continue debunking the concept/ word and associations of Money in this world as a means to make it part of our language, as if it was an actual agreement in means of equal-and-one communication, which is clearly Not and it is a primary word and existence in itself as a concept that is currently equated as God, as ‘holy’ and untouchable/ unquestionable, which is why we have to become aware of the words we speak and the value we have given to words in separation of ourselves.

 

I commit myself to explain How in order to establish the Equal Money System, we require to walk an individual process of understanding Words as Ourselves and Who We Are/ Who we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be/ become/ perpetuate and create in separation of ourselves as Life.

 

I commit myself to walk my own process of taking off the veil that I have accepted and allowed as ‘Money’ in my world, wherein all values, worth and perceived ‘power’ embedded in money, is self-forgiven and self-directed in a way that I ensure I can use that word as a New Sign/ Symbol of Life in Equality – which means that who we are as money in this world must be corrected through the realization that it is the current Concept of Money which is the basic problem and weapon of Mind Control to accept is current meaning ‘as is’ without any question, which is obviously leading to absolute abuse and neglect of Life itself.

 

I commit myself to make of Money an actual sign in function of Life in Equality, as a tool that is able to be given to all as a Living-Right by mere consideration of who we are as Equals in this world and reality, which means that I must first walk all the relationships in separation of myself as life that I created through the belief-system of money first as myself and how I built my own reality around it, as that is the only way to see how I separated myself from Life as who and what I really am.

 

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