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‘Oh, but I’m only a Human (Failure)’

One of the points that I struggled with to actually accept as a point to stand equal and one with was the word ‘Perfection’ wherein when that point of Self-Perfection came out I first saw it as a point wherein we allow that ‘flawed nature’ as humans within a ‘flawed system’ wherein the best justification available for all fuckups when not taking self responsibility is ‘oh but we’re only human’ or ‘I’m not perfect, I am a human’ and within that allowing ourselves to diminish ourselves as our the potential that we are actually capable and able to stand equal and one with.

We can see within that ‘flawed nature’ we diminish ourselves, it is that single back door existent in all of us when we tend to say ‘oh fuck it I don’t see myself getting to this/that point’ and it’s like a form of giving up before even starting and seeing it as ‘normal’ within is when it is not, it’s part of that which we’ve allowed ourselves to become through our participation in society, in the education system.

So when understanding Self-Perfection I realized that we’ve simply accepted perfection as something that is apparently ‘more than us’ because we’ve been used to believe that ‘perfection doesn’t exist’ which is what I told Bernard at the farm when this point was opened up and then he replied ‘Yes, perfection doesn’t exist, we create it’ and that made complete and full sense as that ‘click’ in the moment on how I was by-default giving up to actually realize that it is possible to create ourselves as self-perfection as life – obviously throughout a process that we begin with ourselves, point by point yet aligning ourselves within this very point of self perfection as what’s best for all – cool isn’t it? Being able to re-design ourselves as human beings simply because we are able to do so, it’s a matter of understanding why it’s best for all, why we require to live as equals to the fullest potential and then simply being the actual steps into applying this as ourselves.

See, before in my life when looking at solutions to this world, I would always end up saying that this world would have to be changed from its root/starting from scratch and applying that as ourselves in this moment is us re-educating ourselves at this stage paving the way for future generations – This begins with for example re-educating the now to be parents so that the same patterns and cycles of ignorance and disregard of life are able to be stopped with everyone realizing ourselves as Self-Perfection. And, when we talk about re-education it means the entire education system has to be modified within the starting point of supporting an Equality System and not a Capitalist ruthless competitive system which in itself will change the way ‘buildings are built’ so to speak – thus if we see ourselves as capable of building and creating in this world already at the level that we are doing now, we simply veer all of that to an equality starting point wherein Self-Perfection as the ability to give the best of ourselves for everyone equally is actually created, to realize that optimum level of existence as an individual and collectively is actually possible –

And this point of ‘Perfection not existing’ is something that I saw in this movie called ‘Tron’ wherein they imply how people end up going all nuts and sick of power when seeking perfection – so at the end they state that clearly on how they cannot go looking for perfection, creating a perfect system which they equate to almost a fantastic-like equivalent to fascism. So we can see how within your movies nowadays – which is a Disney movie btw for kids and all general public – we get the idea of people giving up to be able to live in an actual Perfect world – heaven on earth – wherein from a young age they are then indoctrinated to thin ‘Seeking perfection will make us mad, we can’t be perfect, perfection doesn’t exist’ and within that accepting the flawed ‘nature’ of ourselves as humans and the reflection of ourselves as the current system as ‘how things are’ not being able to be changed apparently – so that’s quite a fucked up point that is being imprinted in kids through that movie.

So, we do have to clarify the point of how when standing as Equals as Life, we we will be then actually living as Self Perfection as that which should’ve always been the actual ‘nature’ of ourselves within this world which never has been in fact due to us accepting the single fact of ‘human error/nature’ as ‘how we are’ and thus giving into failure by default – within that we can see how we are used to seeing things breaking apart – lol from agreements/relationships/marriages/families/associates/partners etc to electric appliances and all other technology designed to not last on purpose to have clients buying every year yet deliberately using this tactic because of the pre-existent belief in people that ‘nothing is perfect = things are able to break down’ or ‘ it is actually how things are and can’t be changed’ – and within that single acceptance and the proliferation of it as ‘who we are’ we have our own creation as this world wherein self perfection is placed as a crazy person’s unattainable dream.

Hear us well, we are here to get ourselves to realize ourselves as that Self Perfection that we’ve never known due to our own limitations towards this point – we are here to remove all threads of self-imposed limitation, capping ourselves, placing a lampshade to not allow ourselves to give the totality of our potential – and thus because seeing everyone else accepting that point of ‘failure’, we accept that as ourselves, as the world and entire system with everyone participating within an ingrained acceptance of ‘we are able to fail and fuck it all up, it’s our nature’ which is what must stop in all ways. Thus the importance of having to remove that inherent flawed idea of ourselves to no longer re-create that at the greater-picture level which is the current world system wherein the greatest atrocities and crimes against life are then justified and covered up with the excuse ‘Oh but I’m only human, we are not perfect’

No more excuses to be One and Equal as Life –

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Victimization

A pattern that I’ve lived as myself is that of placing myself as a ‘Victim’ in which I do not look at the How I have created a certain experience within myself and instead go into the ‘why’ which is immediately delegating and placing Responsibility of the experience that I’ve created for myself through the repetition of certain actions where I am not directing myself as taking immediate direction and standing in any situation where the eventual outflow of consequences derived from my own actions is then manifested as something that I am apparently incapable of ‘dealing’ with and within this, I create ways of justifying and explaining any point to try and then make others agree that I am living an ‘unfair’ situation.

This point of creating myself as a Victim is simply a self-defeated statement of not standing equal to the point that I’ve created myself and within this, not wanting to look at How I am responsible for my own creation / this is where I’ve seen myself trying to blame other beings for my experience instead of Always taking it back to myself in anything I do and experience /

Within the ‘forces’ at play is that of strength and weakness wherein I tend to present an Image of strength at times when I am not Standing As Strength which eventually reveals in certain outcomes where the deception that I play out reveals to me in forms that I am able to see once I allow myself to first step out of trying to justify any point of experience.

Any justification is created upon beliefs and ideas of myself which are unacceptable as it always will come from a defense mechanism of not seeing myself as the actual creator of that which then I try and ‘escape’ of by playing a ‘Victim’ that needs ‘someone else’ to ‘solve’ the problem, which is simply not taking Self Responsibility for anything that I experience in my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the Pattern of a Victim in which I delegate Responsibility onto others in means of not seeing myself as the creator of my own experience

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having played the Victim throughout my life as a point of getting others to agree with me so I can then not take Responsibility for myself and my creation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as ‘weak’ and ‘powerless’ which takes me into a form of being a ‘Victim’ because I am accepting myself to be ‘less than’ wherein I am implying that there is something ‘greater’ than me that will actually ‘fix’ the problem for me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the mindset of ‘victimization’ whenever my own actions and experiences compound to a point where they manifest physically in certain activities that I have already judged prior to actually performing them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having always reacted in an emotional and feeling experience such as anger or self-defeat wherein I have allowed myself to become the experience which merely compounds wherein I allow myself to stand as ‘less than’ the actual experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself as a Victim wherein I would allow myself to then ‘obtain’ the commiseration of others to abide with my justifications and therefore, create an ‘exception’ of ‘why’ I am Victim and I am ‘right’ in my justifications

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use myself as a Victim in means of Self-Righteousness where all the points that I ever explained to attempt and justify my experience came from a defined idea and perception of myself, which in the end is merely limiting myself from seeing how I’ve created myself as a form of limitation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having experienced myself as a Victim of the System and the role that I have played within as the part of it that I represented and my own experience wherein justifying that ‘nothing can be done’ because everything already seems ‘too much’ to handle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I lack strength

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am strength when i am not being it in fact as the standing of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to situations where I have Reacted and placed myself as a Victim instead of taking it all back to myself and seeing How I’ve created this for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the victim of my own thoughts in believing that my justifications were actually real and were able to disassociate the experience of myself and taking it out onto others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for having always exerted anger and blame onto others instead of ever seeing that I am responsible for what I experience / there is no one else responsible for it but myself / this is the point of standing one and equal as our creation /

The Design of the Whiner!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEFP3KT5iYo


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